after a frustrating day at work, i need peace. hugs. kisses. laughter. smiles.
but nothing seems right. m really starting to dislike working in this co. not even mrhappy makes me cheerful today. well i know why coz i didnt see him today.
sometimes u just gotta bow at what ppl tell u to do although their words are seriously so.damn.wrong. if i have a junior, i wont treat them d way i m treated now.
arggggh! there was a colleague who told me to phone a person which i have phoned less than 2 mins b4 she told me to phone again. she wanted me to tell X to fax a doc on the spot. hello heaven sake, X is gonna fax a doc and why in the fucking world u would wanna remind X again. mr X said hes gonna fax in 3 mins, i repeated to her what he has told me, while i was on the phone. and guess what a bitch she is! she told me to tell him to fax in 2 mins. hello does a min makes any different?? i pretended didnt hear her and hung the call. i dont wanna make myself an idiot to outsiders. by the way, she isnt as efficient as u think. and what makes me so pissed off is that the 1st min, she could say do A, the next min she would say "why do A, u supposed to do B". what in the world have u said to me earlier?? and she was the fucking one following a customer complaint case, and how u fucking ask me about it? r u retarted or still in lullaby? m just 1mth old in this co.
many uncles and aunties adviced me "when u r working especially in ur first job, u gotta b patient, doesnt matter that u r treated like a slave". i dare to admit that i have turned into a very patient girl. but its thinning now because colleagues are climbing over my head. there is limit in everything. if one day i m very angry like a hungry wolf, i could foresee that there will be an 'explosion' going on.
m really praying hard that my manager would ask me out for a meal and she would raise a question like "so frankly speaking, tell me what do u think working here". m really gonna tell her the damn truth. i dont give a damn, man. its for everyone own good. yes being honest can hurt one's feeling.
Monday, April 20, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
again....
i was told "i have high expectations on u coz u r a graduate".
she even said that to other department when they were asking how did i perform.
then i was given a huge huge ass research to do.
she said "i need u to find ... although i know the answer, i dont wanna spoon feed u like i did to other ppl", but the research is time consuming. i ll give u time".
i like the way she put her words. shes not forcing u to complete it asap. shes also very concern about my working life in this co. she asked a couple of times "how do u find working here?"
mi manager caught mi twice wearing mi flipflop around d office. no i didnt forget to get out from d house with mi working shoes, but i gotta walk back n forth for every single piece of paper to scan. back. and. forth. from. scanner. to. computer. distance. at. least. from. mi. room. to. the. bathroom. in. the. house. scanning 2 fat files = at least 6 inches of papers to scan. i phoned the IT dept last week and requested for a scanner, but there isnt any extra. i asked all 3 IT fellas. i was angry coz the result wasnt on my side.
but today manager was superb nice (well shes already a nice lady) to let mi place her scanner beside mi. mi. love. it. i have a week to scan.
it ended my day with a smile. i was fcuking very frustrated and angry in d morning because of some amendments i had to make, made me walked back and forth when a colleague phoned me "pls come here" many many times. i dont know whats her problem but her job is to approve my sales orders. meaning she gotta check my work. but she keep saying "u cant afford to make ANY mistakes now, its not my job to check every single things in d orders". i mumbled to myself "whats the use u need to approve my work without checking it". i really dislike ppl always contradicting their OWN WORDS.
i m really pressured when managers want some works to be done asap. like "get this done in 5 minutes time b4 my meeting!!!". you know m such a kelam-kabut girl. last minute works dont work on me.
currently m so addicted to CHACHA SLIDE song and dance. imagine a group of soldiers doing d chachaslide!! it ll b freaking cuteeeeeee.
she even said that to other department when they were asking how did i perform.
then i was given a huge huge ass research to do.
she said "i need u to find ... although i know the answer, i dont wanna spoon feed u like i did to other ppl", but the research is time consuming. i ll give u time".
i like the way she put her words. shes not forcing u to complete it asap. shes also very concern about my working life in this co. she asked a couple of times "how do u find working here?"
mi manager caught mi twice wearing mi flipflop around d office. no i didnt forget to get out from d house with mi working shoes, but i gotta walk back n forth for every single piece of paper to scan. back. and. forth. from. scanner. to. computer. distance. at. least. from. mi. room. to. the. bathroom. in. the. house. scanning 2 fat files = at least 6 inches of papers to scan. i phoned the IT dept last week and requested for a scanner, but there isnt any extra. i asked all 3 IT fellas. i was angry coz the result wasnt on my side.
but today manager was superb nice (well shes already a nice lady) to let mi place her scanner beside mi. mi. love. it. i have a week to scan.
it ended my day with a smile. i was fcuking very frustrated and angry in d morning because of some amendments i had to make, made me walked back and forth when a colleague phoned me "pls come here" many many times. i dont know whats her problem but her job is to approve my sales orders. meaning she gotta check my work. but she keep saying "u cant afford to make ANY mistakes now, its not my job to check every single things in d orders". i mumbled to myself "whats the use u need to approve my work without checking it". i really dislike ppl always contradicting their OWN WORDS.
i m really pressured when managers want some works to be done asap. like "get this done in 5 minutes time b4 my meeting!!!". you know m such a kelam-kabut girl. last minute works dont work on me.
currently m so addicted to CHACHA SLIDE song and dance. imagine a group of soldiers doing d chachaslide!! it ll b freaking cuteeeeeee.
Monday, April 6, 2009
die on wed.
i think m gonna be dead meat when my manager is back from biz trip. shes gonna question me left. right. have u called this. that. have u done this. that. why did u forget this. that.
firstly i totally forgotten to tell a colleague to amend something when morning arrives. manager called that colleague at 3pm and i was called in and questioned "u supposed to tell me something, manager called just now". i saw like shitting in my own pants answering her question while my gastric attacked.
secondly i havent prepared an assignment presentation given to me. i'm still thinking how m i surviving with powerpoint, just one slide but i'm procastinating. i gotta come up with an example for 1-10-100 rule. gonna do it t.o.m.o.r.r.o.w. definitely. must. since i have already finished up 2 assignments and left it on manager's table for her to review when shes back.
the sickening part is to email customers when i dont really know what to say in the email. some customers are bloody demanding. they think order today and could get the thingy on the ship 2 weeks from order date? pui la.
the worse thing is, some ppl expect me to remember every single thing. u questioned me "do u remember .. tada. tada.?". i answered ".. i cant remember, gotta check it. wait!". then i kena sounded "u must rememberrrrrrrrrr!". and when i questioned u "do u remember thisthatthisthat!?". you answered "i cant remember, u need to brief me on this". what the hell. you think i'm computer processor unit?.
firstly i totally forgotten to tell a colleague to amend something when morning arrives. manager called that colleague at 3pm and i was called in and questioned "u supposed to tell me something, manager called just now". i saw like shitting in my own pants answering her question while my gastric attacked.
secondly i havent prepared an assignment presentation given to me. i'm still thinking how m i surviving with powerpoint, just one slide but i'm procastinating. i gotta come up with an example for 1-10-100 rule. gonna do it t.o.m.o.r.r.o.w. definitely. must. since i have already finished up 2 assignments and left it on manager's table for her to review when shes back.
the sickening part is to email customers when i dont really know what to say in the email. some customers are bloody demanding. they think order today and could get the thingy on the ship 2 weeks from order date? pui la.
the worse thing is, some ppl expect me to remember every single thing. u questioned me "do u remember .. tada. tada.?". i answered ".. i cant remember, gotta check it. wait!". then i kena sounded "u must rememberrrrrrrrrr!". and when i questioned u "do u remember thisthatthisthat!?". you answered "i cant remember, u need to brief me on this". what the hell. you think i'm computer processor unit?.
Monday, March 30, 2009
being a -----------------
g.r.a.d.u.a.t.e. isnt easy.
"you are a graduate and she isnt. i expect u to perform better although both of u r paid equally. doesnt mean u r working here temporary, u cant perform well. i can recommend u to work in other department after that period if u work well. if my ppl keep pushing you tasks, tell me. my ppl are smarter than other managers' ppl. you know what i mean?"
i take it as an advice. i gotta bow and nod to everybody and everysingle words they said. because i'm simply a newbie to this rat race environment.
peeps especially your manager expect u to perform above their expectations.
effective.
efficient.
initiative.
gotta give extra oomphs.
i'm a(an)::
admin girl
secretary
filling girl
gardener on fri n mon
police - fine ppl whose place arent clean
wiki-reference.
researcher
despatch girl
printing girl
photostate girl
sales coordinator
update manager on the orders status
reply emails although you dont know whats going on
i gotta do research and come up with microsoft office form on::
hotels, restaurant, country code idd, airline flights.
i kept on grumbling to myself, studying has only one responsibility. but at work, i gotta multitask and remember what kinda purchase orders have i processed.
i still dislike the habit of getting work done halfway, and another person gives u another task and the ball keeps on rolling like this. the only moment i can get things done is during lunch.
i was indeed frustrated today because i sent the wrong date to a customer. how could i remember what date belongs to what order when i have done many orders and other tasks? i was caught by a colleague, i didnt hand in a document she told me to. therefore i went a floor above to hand in a doc n at the same time i could breathe d non-frustrating-air. and. i. saw. him. my babi will surely tell me to stop bitching if she ever read this coz she said i'm too greedy.
"you are a graduate and she isnt. i expect u to perform better although both of u r paid equally. doesnt mean u r working here temporary, u cant perform well. i can recommend u to work in other department after that period if u work well. if my ppl keep pushing you tasks, tell me. my ppl are smarter than other managers' ppl. you know what i mean?"
i take it as an advice. i gotta bow and nod to everybody and everysingle words they said. because i'm simply a newbie to this rat race environment.
peeps especially your manager expect u to perform above their expectations.
effective.
efficient.
initiative.
gotta give extra oomphs.
i'm a(an)::
admin girl
secretary
filling girl
gardener on fri n mon
police - fine ppl whose place arent clean
wiki-reference.
researcher
despatch girl
printing girl
photostate girl
sales coordinator
update manager on the orders status
reply emails although you dont know whats going on
i gotta do research and come up with microsoft office form on::
hotels, restaurant, country code idd, airline flights.
i kept on grumbling to myself, studying has only one responsibility. but at work, i gotta multitask and remember what kinda purchase orders have i processed.
i still dislike the habit of getting work done halfway, and another person gives u another task and the ball keeps on rolling like this. the only moment i can get things done is during lunch.
i was indeed frustrated today because i sent the wrong date to a customer. how could i remember what date belongs to what order when i have done many orders and other tasks? i was caught by a colleague, i didnt hand in a document she told me to. therefore i went a floor above to hand in a doc n at the same time i could breathe d non-frustrating-air. and. i. saw. him. my babi will surely tell me to stop bitching if she ever read this coz she said i'm too greedy.
Thursday, March 19, 2009
m loving lucky!
there are quite a number of better cover of jasonmraz's lucky.
top in my list are ::
*agree that bathroom is d best place for acoustics*
*voices harmonize well*
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*i think its a perfect match too*
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*love the country music tune*
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*love the guy's voice*
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
i love berklee students.
alrite, i will marry either berklee-ian or abc or cbc.
the radio was playing this song when i on it.
and it ended with mariah's touch my body b4 i got out from d car.
and coincidently b4 i got out from the house, i was youtubing these two songs.
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
damn sien to work.
i cant remember whether it rained today or ystday b4 i woke up.
but i felt so lazy to work.
1st sentence i told mom as i was rushing out was "i am going to find a rich husband, so lazy to work."
she replied "not good to get rich man"
i defended "i dont care. i can use his money to shop and travel!"
so which cover is nice?
1st video?
2nd video?
3rd video?
4th video?
or
original?
top in my list are ::
*agree that bathroom is d best place for acoustics*
*voices harmonize well*
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*i think its a perfect match too*
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*love the country music tune*
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
*love the guy's voice*
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
i love berklee students.
alrite, i will marry either berklee-ian or abc or cbc.
the radio was playing this song when i on it.
and it ended with mariah's touch my body b4 i got out from d car.
and coincidently b4 i got out from the house, i was youtubing these two songs.
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
damn sien to work.
i cant remember whether it rained today or ystday b4 i woke up.
but i felt so lazy to work.
1st sentence i told mom as i was rushing out was "i am going to find a rich husband, so lazy to work."
she replied "not good to get rich man"
i defended "i dont care. i can use his money to shop and travel!"
so which cover is nice?
1st video?
2nd video?
3rd video?
4th video?
or
original?
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
ti da da to da da
i have no idea what and how i had period pain last week. usually i dont experience it. i read somewhere, having period pain is a sign of contributing some percentages of not getting pregnant. when i was in school, lots of peeps said experience period pain means u can give birth easily. i attended a fren's pub grand opening day and gulped 2 glasses of beer to wash my baby bellytummy despite having a lil period pain. why did that carlsberg tasted different from the canned-carlsberg, but it tasted better!! it was worth waiting for my fren to pick me up after delaying it from 720pm to 9pm coz met some i havent seen for a year and met someone who happened to be an aunt's ex-student. why ppl's life is so much interesting than mine?
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
good news for myself. after finishing gem of life 82th episode the night before, i was accepted for a job. god wants me to finish it up and reward me with a job? hahaha. i can stop being frustrated over job hunting at.d.moment. senorita is starting her work next monday in grandpa's cousin's co. lol. i love conglomerate company. i really do. one day m gonna screw up those firms that rejected me. ;P
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
i really D.I.D dream of working in cedar for summer09. walking again from cashcontrol to soak city. sigh. it was never as nice and interesting compare to 08. why must the dream appear when i have forgotten about it? maybe god is hinting to me that working in a same place for the 2nd time will b boring. yeah i think so too. my latino dude online this morning, i wanted to ask for spanish-english translations but mi papa told me to buy lunch. all i have learnt today is subete - just a ride. hahaha. sounds so dumb for a song name. why didnt i learn spanish while i had a direct resource. now, i gotta wait for frens to teach me in msn.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
adios buenas noches.
by the way i STILL think marrying abc is fun.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
good news for myself. after finishing gem of life 82th episode the night before, i was accepted for a job. god wants me to finish it up and reward me with a job? hahaha. i can stop being frustrated over job hunting at.d.moment. senorita is starting her work next monday in grandpa's cousin's co. lol. i love conglomerate company. i really do. one day m gonna screw up those firms that rejected me. ;P
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
i really D.I.D dream of working in cedar for summer09. walking again from cashcontrol to soak city. sigh. it was never as nice and interesting compare to 08. why must the dream appear when i have forgotten about it? maybe god is hinting to me that working in a same place for the 2nd time will b boring. yeah i think so too. my latino dude online this morning, i wanted to ask for spanish-english translations but mi papa told me to buy lunch. all i have learnt today is subete - just a ride. hahaha. sounds so dumb for a song name. why didnt i learn spanish while i had a direct resource. now, i gotta wait for frens to teach me in msn.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
adios buenas noches.
by the way i STILL think marrying abc is fun.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
i think...
marrying ABC is fun.
american born chinese?
australian born chinese?
idk.
i need silly ideas to run thru my mind.
m gonna b stress for a mth.....
coz of....
somethings.
morning - breakfast dimsum in penang. ooh hambada vi, oops HEMANA vi (i think its the spelling), our timing is so right. hemana, i know where we should spend cny next yr. i found a place today.
late noon - lunch nasi lemak in taiping. delicous.
night - dinner at home. hokkien noodles. cantonese noodles. loh mee.
yummy feeling so unhealthy. mi momi said i gotta lose some weights.
march is here.
time to catch on with serious matters.
gotta do all my thinking issues right now
the journey from taiping to pj, i was pondering somethings which i still havent found an answer to it. just a simple answer but yet i still cant decide.
march march march
time is running baby
p/s:: ooh man, m actually listening to spanish songs but it sound like hindi. gimme the real latino beats pls. gimme the 4-beats reggaeton. wth is eddi lover's luna beats? sux.
american born chinese?
australian born chinese?
idk.
i need silly ideas to run thru my mind.
m gonna b stress for a mth.....
coz of....
somethings.
morning - breakfast dimsum in penang. ooh hambada vi, oops HEMANA vi (i think its the spelling), our timing is so right. hemana, i know where we should spend cny next yr. i found a place today.
late noon - lunch nasi lemak in taiping. delicous.
night - dinner at home. hokkien noodles. cantonese noodles. loh mee.
yummy feeling so unhealthy. mi momi said i gotta lose some weights.
march is here.
time to catch on with serious matters.
gotta do all my thinking issues right now
the journey from taiping to pj, i was pondering somethings which i still havent found an answer to it. just a simple answer but yet i still cant decide.
march march march
time is running baby
p/s:: ooh man, m actually listening to spanish songs but it sound like hindi. gimme the real latino beats pls. gimme the 4-beats reggaeton. wth is eddi lover's luna beats? sux.
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