I ♥ 2009!

2009 isnt that bad as I have thought. I was afraid I wont be achieving anything this year. No proper job. No achievement. Life will be stagnant this year. But hey, things started to get better stage by stage without me noticing it.

I was happy in 2008.
I am happy in 2009.

After receiving my certificate of accomplishment of a training today, I felt so relieved.








21days in Palace of Golden Horses.
480 trainees.
asssigned to be in orange group with 46 others.
now that I have learnt some skills, m gonna instill it in me.
Thanks SimeDarby for giving me the opportunities.
1 month training ended, 11 mths to go.
BUT....
It sucks that I wont be joining SD.
SD staffs were really really nice.
One day I might be back in SD.
Let me chase after my dream first and equip myself with some knowledge.

Neeway,
Well...... life goes on.

New job this monday!
I never wanted to work in KL.
Never wanted to be part of KL human traffic.
Amanda, WELCOME TO KL WORKING LIFE.

No leave for the next 3 months. Since March till now, I only had a week break ie during my singaporetrip. Sigh sigh.

i dont wanna decide again.

ystday as i was taking a nap (not being able to do so for 4 mths), i received a call from Maybank. I felt very very highly stupid for rejecting the interview for the post of analyst this coming tues. Why didnt I ask Maybank to delay the interview to end of July which I will be having a week break after my 3weeks training ends. I called back the number on my hp, but no valid. damn. however I felt very lazy to go to KL from palace of golden horses (training is in that venue). And secondly, I dont wanna weigh the pros and cons between 2 job offers again. Its a very difficult decision. I actually took a day off on fri to attend 2nd interview in another company. It seems that I received a good response from the interviewers, and they asked me, will I accept the post since I am kinda employed now. I really wanna work in both company.

so the question is

conglomerate company
VS
investment banking company

ONCE am in investment banking co, theres no turning back. theres a very minimum chance to work in my dream industries - aviation and oil & gas co.

on the other side, in a conglomerate co, there are many benefits (but I will be getting it in a year time, if only the co wanna take me in, right now m just a trainee with other 499 ppl). anyway I am placed in oil&gas link division ;) hapi.

m going back to hotel tonight (cheh wah! felt so grand for staying in hotel for 3 weeks. haha.) wont be back till the last day there ie 25july. i stumbled upon a blog randomly and some new trainees will be joining us tmw (sunday). it seems that this company wants the exact exact exact amount of trainees ie 500.


:: sometimes I am trying to read God's message ::
:: such as I got a job already, but another job offer came by ::
:: what should I do ::
:: how to weigh if both are equally good ::
:: both have different career progression ::