throw or not to throw?

i can throw this and buy the exact pair from FOS. hehe

bought from taiwan's shilin night mkt.

been with me for many many yrs, mom bought from sg.

bought this 6 yrs ago from hanoi's night mkt.

i have a weakness ie disposing my belongings.

its not easy...

... after tendering resignation letter.

1. you get awkward treatment from some colleagues. they would say you are 'action' aka boasting because of higher pay in elsewhere. well u dont need to tell them u are going elsewhere for higher pay. thats the reason why humans are going after all.. dont get me wrong, but my team is still treating me nicely, m directing this to ppl from other divisions.

2. your access in whateva system will be limited. in banking / finance line, your supervisor/boss will have silly mentality that you might save some information and intentionally provide / 'sell' it to the future workplace. anyway its a big offence and might end up behind bars la.

3. eventhough your manager would like to give you a short task to be completed, but the other manager will disagree with it and recommend it to another person. hello, doesnt mean tendering resignation means you will be treated like an alien. sitting down doing nth izzit?

well.. thats what my manager and i are experiencing because he tendered few days after i did. this wasnt planned, just coincidence.

if i am supervising a few staffs, and if they resign, i wouldnt wanna treat them awkardly or try to 'kenakan' them before they leave. i would be happy for them because they are expanding their horizon in elsewhere. losing a staff doesnt mean you will not re-employ them forever.

this industry is small because everybody knows everybody (in this case, everybody is liasing with everybody within the financial institutions), therefore go with a light heart. you might not know if you need others in the nearby future.

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my very first item bought through online. i saw this more than 4 yrs ago in a magazine, and then in one of boutiques in bangsar and i have no idea where to get it. finally.......
there are 12 compartments for 12 pairs of footwear. more room space without stacking up 12 boxes of shoe and no hassle opening it to see what you have bought before.

my first time!

taken xray ... and nurse laughed coz i wore it like kimono style which obviously was the wrong way to wear it.

urine test ...

nurse stared and asked fiercely whether did i sleep with bf when i said i cant remember the date my last period came, but it came in oct! she has a look which interpreted as "you stupid girl, you dont know your own period cycle! you must be sleeping with bf!"

doc said "at age of 26, time for you to get marry".
"no potential candidate", i answered.
"this is the problem when ppl are working in banks, go to work b4 sun arise, leave office after sunset", he replied.

doc touched my breast ... and he was hesitating on a lump, i studied his facial expression, he moved his hand to other part of my chest and back to the lump. felt relieved when he said "ooh its not that!". phewww.

if i take the job offer, i will go to work by LRT! you will hear hatred words come from my mouth towards the public transport!



can.i.cry,
*dont wanna take the sometimes-unreliable public transport*
*no more wearing proper nice footwear if i use public tranport*
*my face pores will be covered with air pollution*