you cant leave.

two double zero eight
you shown me 5 months of
sweat
loneliness
pain
money
friends
hardwork
cheesey life
pasta life
meaty life
and
god do-exist!

thank you zero eight
:: for giving me the meaning of life.
:: for allowing me to graduate.
:: for being such a good babe along my journey.
:: for helping me out when i was in trouble.
:: for teaching me not to speed on highway.
:: for being an eye opener.
:: for giving me d permission to do what i wanted.
:: for riding awesome coasters.
:: for telling me the world's greatest city isnt that great after all.
:: for giving me the opportunity to work in ronaldmcdonald.
:: for reminding me on mcdees food isnt healty.

unexplainable journey will only remain in my memories.

what could i look for in 2009? job and money? :)
recession doesnt mean there isnt job vacancies around.
retrenchment doesnt mean companies are cutting cost.
recession means companies should take the opportunity to train ppl like me, so that when the economy recovers, we will b one hell of their asset. so yeah i dont wanna b unemployed sagitarrius.

dearest vi is coming tmw!

dearest vi is coming tmw!
dearest vi is coming tmw!
dearest vi is coming tmw!
dearest vi is coming tmw!
dearest vi is coming tmw!
dearest vi is coming tmw!
dearest vi is coming tmw!
dearest vi is coming tmw!
dearest vi is coming tmw!
dearest vi is coming tmw!
dearest vi is coming tmw!

joecheng=edisonchen

i am watching taiwan's 'it started with a kiss' featuring joecheng and ariellin. i have never seen such a dumb girl in real life like ariel's character in the show. laugh all u want at me coz am watching taiwanese romance show. haha. my taiwan roomie laughed at me. but u know i wanna watch it to learn a lil mandarin to survive in mandarin speaking countries in yrs to come.


what bout joecheng and edc?
am at episode 12 and starring at joecheng makes me love him more coz i like edc. who cares what edc has done to his personal life, coz it doesnt affect me thou.
both look similar including the 'senget lips' when they smile. fyi taiwanese-bf-in-cedar also has this senget smile but his skin colour is as dark as louise koo. i once saw a man like him in klia and i pratically starred at him waiting for his 12 luggages on the baggage belt together with his 2 lil sons and wife. of coz he looked at me a few time. i cant seem to turn away.


back to my story. whats d differences r height and body shape between joecheng n edc.
joecheng definitely has better body with broad shoulder and in obviously nice height.

mom was telling me today that she still doesnt know how edc looks like. well, she knows bout edc coz of his scandal that her colleagues were talking about mths back!

next post ll b on my frustrating moments when writting my stuffs to apply for jobs.

feeling refresh but lazy. yea.

since i got back, i felt so refresh, energetic to do housechores because i havent been doing it for 5mths.

:: washed the dishes in d kitchen
:: mopped my room
:: discarding some uni papers
:: planned to throw away 3 furnitures in d house.

told dad that lets throw this that and that. surprisingly he said "i will give u money to redecorate the house".

gd. i think i will b unemployed till feb begins looking at the rate that i am going. yes yes, i havent written my resume yet. i dont know what is so damn bloody heavenly difficult to write cover letters since i already know where i wanna apply into. i think am feeling nervous to start my life in the real working world. getting calls from wherever to go to their places for interviews? waking up wondering what should i wear to get thumbs up on first-impression? how to impress interviewers in Q&A session?

no more standard uniform ie jumped into merchandise uniform, do not forget my belt, try to hide my black-n-white socks to make it pure white, putting on white shoe, and precious id on uniform collar.

this time its a real working place, nothing close to utopia, nothing close to lets-just-have-fun-in-cedarpoint! bummer!

i m.i.s.s. you

MandeeQ says:
dun b so honest
Ed says:
cannot ler....... I'm not a sinner like you
Ed says:
hahhahha
MandeeQ says:
8o|
MandeeQ says:
u did worse sin than me
MandeeQ says:
DROVE WITHOUT VALID LICENSE!
MandeeQ says:
AND SPEEDED
Ed says:
so you went to the UK?
Ed says:
no ler..... didnt speed...just wrong lane
Ed says:
hahhaa
Ed says:
u speeded
MandeeQ says:
u have 3 offences
Ed says:
remember the policeman
MandeeQ says:
i have 1
MandeeQ says:
the ghostbuster policeman
MandeeQ says:
yupz went to uk after ny trip
Ed says:
you almost wrong lane also mah at night, if want becoz of me ar.......hihihihi


1. freaking funny when he drove on d wrong lane in usa. we shouted.
2. mistaken the windscreen wiper for d left/right signal a couple of time. we bursted out loud.
3. chased by policeman.
4. freaked out when policeman approached us.
5. gps machine brought us to a very narrow (its like for horse lane) lane with long grasses on both side of d lane, u-turned back coz afraid ll bump into wateva.
6. got lost on d way back from 24hours restaurant to d park, which is only 2 miles away.



few days ago, i jokingly told parents that i would like to work in usa, obviously they didnt know i was joking. then questions were poured to me. they questioned me::

1 :: can you take the life there? weather? cost of living? (i said i could survive with minimum wage for 4 mths, what more with permanent salary). (weather, 1 celcius is still alrite, with snow i dunno coz havent experienced)
2 :: you gotta think whether u want to work there for few years or just forget everything you leave behind in msia.
3 :: if it is forever, are u bringing ur parents and bro along?
4 :: you only have a cousin there. what if something happens to u?
5 :: ....
6 :: ...
7 :: ...
parents stopped at 7th question.


yea. the weather will make me depress. now in michigan with 5 inches of snow at the beginning of winter, what more can i expect in mid winter. boston? philadelphia? chicago? washingtondc? places that i really love but it snows man. i dont wanna take a shovel to move the snow. florida? LA? expensive. to kill my boredom in d london tube, i came across a board "... according to researchers, the most depressing day in london is january 26 (actually i forgotten the date, could be jan29 28 24).



i just wanna get back to cedarpoint summer2009! ppl who say "i hate cedarpoint" at the beginning of the season, are going back next yr. so contrast right. i want history2008 repeats itself in 2009! or time machine perhaps? okok. i should wake up from my dream, slap myself, "there isnt such thing as time machine in this world".

if it wasnt for nov23rd, i wont b back!

:: one of the shops i worked in from sept onwards, worked 130pm-1am on fri, 6am-1am on sat, 6am to 12pm on sun -makes it 30hrs+ in 2.5days, jim said used to have snakes during summer everysinglebloodyday. god is fair, i came into this store late summer ::

:: by the time its 13th hour on sat, i felt really tired, rested on this chairs and gotta b aware at the same time for supervisor who popped out ::

:: one of my shops too, the scariest place to work, one big store, alone, in the nite, ppl from outside could see u, but u cant see them from inside, found dead rat on the softdrink carton ::

:: the spot where we became closer:: ooh friends, i miss you ::

:: chinyu fenichaboh miacraziestever 2bulgariansprincesses katelovestattoos joejoehot yating koko isabellabella ria cesarecuadorbf ismailalwayslendsmemags buket aroma sam-antha andrewjr uncleandrew jimpaininyourass viviana hugo becky carlton melinda marcussup steven anthony jamiejeekbeef kristen cherry roberttaiwanbf tonyamymom jessica iris ryanmcdees (oohshit, i forgotten a name! eer.. i still cant recall it) i cant think neemore :: wateva is it, i have made used of my youth time to the max ::

i felt stupid for crying a week ago, questioning myself why am i back. i had the opportunity to not be here so soon.

xmas is around the corner, next month will be cny. i felt that i have missed out lots of happening events this yr eg depavalli, hari raya, mooncake festival, but who cares. not like it will change my life. i rather substitute all these with summer 2008!