why didnt you play the game?

you saw a very active stock minutes after the market started trading. it was an unusual morning because you completed your usual-morning-tasks-and-summaries by 9am compare to by 930am most of the days. you were looking at the stupid screen and said xxx sector is back this week after 2 weeks of unfavourable interest. it was 0.98 cent and you said its damn high already because it closed 0.935 ystday. you were hesitating till 1230, market closed for lunch n the price was 1.12. you told yourself that you are gonna whack the bloody market once u get back from lunch because the person who went out for lunch with you asked why you didnt buy and someone on the phone laughed at you coz you always wait, wait n wait. you didnt buy after the market resume coz the price dropped till 1.08. you were greatly glad and happy that you didnt gamble your money out of it. you went out from your workstation for a short good 10 minutes at 4.20pm. the price shot to 1.18 when u came back.

devil in you says::
idiot.
you could have earn some cash.
idiot.
stop waiting for the prices to drop as low as u wanted.
idiot.
where is your damn guts.
idiot.
will you gamble tmw?

angel ::
alrito. i shall learn how to lift up my guts, throw some money to get some capital gains, walk my life with no regrets.

will i...

... resign after a year of working?

i had rubbish quarelling with boss today and in order for her to shaddap, i said SORRY!
she said "pardon?"
i said I M SORRY.
just an annoying lady she is.
she smiled and pretended nothing happen.
it happened minutes after she came to the office.

in the evening, i asked her "i think we dont need to order A4 papers this month, there for 30 stacks!"

happily she said "order!"
collegue talked in mandarin and i guess it was like "so many and no place to put at the cabinet outside".
she said " then place it in the room"

does she know the amount of papers we use per month. only 2 stacks! heaven christ!

of coz i kept quiet after she told me to order. sometimes i feel so lazy to reply her rationally.


while working today, i listed down in my mind the pros and cons of discontinue working in DA company. sad to be true that there are many disadvantages. ooh wait, i supposed to be happy. i told bro that "i know what to answer the interviewer in d future on why i left DA previous company!"

I have just asked a friend who works in another firm under the same industry, his company needs ppl and he asked me to send my resume thru him. well, i wanted to...... but 1-year-experience-rule reminded me.