two hours is enough

am excited to meet mayjiun tmw. yippie. i always feel comfortable talking to her. when she tells stories, she will tell from the beginning till the end. hope she will bring me around and show me the good-and-nice side of sg. i smsed santa and told him i begun to dislike sg. santa replied "not even 2 hours u r there and u r like this..."

today entered zara and mng. the place is like a market. the number of crazee ppl can be seen when msia's jaya jusco is having a one-day-member-sale. but s'poreans' attitudes r worse. clothes can be seen on the floor, like they-campak-it-to-d-floor-coz-wanna-create-riot. and clothes drop on the floor, they close one eye and walk over it. think bout it, msians r more civilised. whats the matter of sg's women??!!! they like to pushhhhhh. ooh pls, the clothes dont have legs!! they shop for clothes like tmw is not gonna come.

mayjiun must help me to throw the bad impressions of sg.........

*i wish mom is here to shop with me*

pic later.

the uncertainty

piles of clothes to be washed.
stacks of papers to be cleared.

yes it has been nearly a month my exam ended and yet my stuffs are still lying on d table. i have never been this lazy to clear and clean my stuffs. what happen to me this year. why am i not excited to clear my stuffs hours after my last paper? perhaps i felt there ARE uncertaintIES in my life. i have learnt not to be excited in certain areas.


quote ::
life is full of uncertainties. its like huge ice blocks blocking a long straight path. when will i be able not to have any obstacles?

the thirteen pages

13 pages i must play in my piano exam and some Q & A sections, all in 30 minutes or so. all i could do is, hope that my fingers would cooperate with me. i dont wanna screw it up. i have been praticising till the point whereby my fingers were burning hot. then after taking break for few minutes, gotta continue praticing. i have developed a stiff neck and shoulder and backache 2 days ago as the consequences of praticing it for 6 hours. i cant really turn my head 90 degrees to the right and left (our head can only turn 180 degrees), i felt the pain when my head bends down and look up. all these pain will be worth if i pass the exam. last week i cried coz i was worried that i couldnt play smoothly. it felt good to cry out. i know theres no point to do so as my tears wont transform my fingers to play like a professional. i calm myself down by saying "big girls dont cry". and so i kept pushing myself till today. all i could wish for is to pass it and i wanna get over it. it took me 5 fugly years to get to this point ie to complete it. this is the last stage, come on.

the delicious apple

what a long day i had in oneutama. my parking ticket says i entered the car park compound at 1248 and exit at 2048. exactly 8 hours. never before i spent such an amazing one quarter of my day there (it took one minute to find parking space). friend bought a luggage, and we were pratically taking turns to scroll it within oneutama for 7 hours and had 3 breaks - chats over lunch, tea and dinner. its fun to walk with it, the luggage was getting heavier and heavier as hours passed by coz we 'chuck' our stuffs in it. ppl look at us. heck la. worth our 8 hours there as 3 of us didnt go home with empty hands.


XOXO, G2000, Blook, Elle, PADINI&CO, UnionBay, Fila is on sales. cant remember the rest of d shops. wonder what happen to mng, it just vanished like that.


i have the habit to walk to my favourite fragrance counter and get a spray on my top, and when the sales person walks out, i run away. and friends said i have this dirty but good tactic whereby my sprayings arent visible to the sales person. hehe. argh, i should have gotten dkny's delicious over ralph lauren's natural spray and ralph lauren's romance. romance fragrance can last for 2.5 days but the fragrance is very strong on the first day eventhough u give just a drop on ur clothes. ralph lauren's hot smells like coconut and vanilla, hate it. i heard britney's fragrance smells shit, havent tried it. lancome's miracle smells shit at first, but as hours passes my, the smell is getting better, forgotten what smell it is. will be hitting the malls often, will try more. woohoo.

these few weeks, i have over-used-my-eyes. its glued to the computer screen for work. am advised by a fren not to over-work but am a slave to money. cant help it thou. eyes hurting. argh. backache. argh. headache. argh.

fly babeh fly

she called me that shes leaving in 20 minutes time. i remembered vividly that i was the one suggested to go to cedar point. the place where i have dreamt for few days. the place where i saw colourful lil kiosks and kids running excitedly while sucking their lollipops and eating coated candy (with christina aguilera). we agreed to go together. but god-knows-what has failed my plan.

she sounded sad. i never heard that voice of hers before whenever she calls me. actually am sad too. but nah, in 5 months time she will be back to tell me stories (perhaps stories on how hot the guys in cedar point will be) and show me thousands of pictures (she loves to snap pics here and there la). cant wait to see the pictures......

no jokes. no conversations that are half nonsense. my life will be empty for 5 months. goodbye my friend.

*am still sad ok when i know i cant go since january, yeah, its time to move on, but do u know how it feels when a huge plan just fails to be accomplished?*

quote::
sometimes life gotta go on no matter what.

when it comes to food..

"Actually, I feel that a successful person shouldn’t say anything bad/untrue behind people’s back but instead, they need to carry the kind of attitude of improving themselves so they will lose with no regrets and still end up as a winner!"
-wuchun-


i should be listening to this brunei hottie words, but heck, sometimes we as humans, will just open our mouths and talk bout ppl behind their backs although vowing zillion times that we wont do such a sin. sometimes its good to say it out so that the party, listening is aware of it and wont make the same mistakes done by others.

i have been thinking whether to blog bout rude and selfish ppl for days. i should give me a shot. i will feel better.

i dont know wheres this world heading to, more and more ppl are getting more selfish and rude, no matter whether they are kiddos from kindergarten or to working adults.


:: a standard one kid and me ::
i was staring at her eating sausage with mayoinese (how on earth to spell it) wrapped with fillet fish. i swallowed my saliva while still staring at her. i couldnt resist and took the paper bag lying on the table to have a look. there are two fillet fish in it. i was delighted

me:: can i have one piece. *i was praying hard coz i really like fillet fish)
kiddo:: no. u cant. my mom bought for me.

i murmured "wth! so young and shes already selfish and rude".
this kiddo really has no hope in the future..i mean she has no manners. if she were to meet an uncle of mine, he will either scold her right to her innocent puppy looking eyes or report it to her parents. i remembered my uncle scolded me coz he bullied my bro zillion years back, and i told my bro "dont play with him anymore". my uncle scolded me right and left when he heard it. from that moment, whenever i wanna open my big mouth, i think thrice, until today. in fact i do it to all uncles.

:: A just hit puberty and me ::
she was standing in the kitchen eating some pasteries la. nobody was in the kitchen besides her. i was walking towards her and saw her eating. the way she eats like she doesnt want ppl to see her action. and so i said,

"wow. u r hiding here to eat. why dont u enter the room, nobody will see you eat."

and she REALLY did enter the room and eat in the dark.

"she really entered the room when i was bullshitting. wth. so selfish until to this point." i said to myself.

and again, if any of my uncles see this, they will scold her. they never scolded me before when it comes to food because i would offer them although more than half of the time they reject my offers. whats wrong offering ppl, its just a bloody piece of food. can buy when its finish right! dont tell me its the end of the world and you will never have the chance to eat it after today?



i wonder where are their manners go to. if you have a child in the future, educate them some manners. besides teaching them 'thanks', 'sorry' etc, do not neglect the manners of offer-food-to-ppl.

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msia's population = 27 mil
sg's population = 4.4 mil
brunei's population = nearly 0.4 mil
aus's population = 20.9 mil

ppl tend to run to australia although its a very lay back country. some smarties considering singapore although life there is hectic and its never gonna slow down. hmm.. maybe i should consider brunei in the future. small country with free medical services, subsidy on rice and housing, fuel prices are cheap. i heard car prices r cheap too. need to educate myself more on brunei.

i havent been watching neither movies nor more than 4 episodes of my series. was busy with work. had to bring it back too. and i have finished it and time to hunt for another work. money isnt easy to earned if you are depending entirely all by urself to make it real. i have dateline to beat to hunt for money to make my dream come true. it MUST be accomplished.

quote ::
"no money, no talk. if you have money, you can do anything with it."

anything as in legal la. be realistic abit ok.

ciaoz.