the thirteen pages

13 pages i must play in my piano exam and some Q & A sections, all in 30 minutes or so. all i could do is, hope that my fingers would cooperate with me. i dont wanna screw it up. i have been praticising till the point whereby my fingers were burning hot. then after taking break for few minutes, gotta continue praticing. i have developed a stiff neck and shoulder and backache 2 days ago as the consequences of praticing it for 6 hours. i cant really turn my head 90 degrees to the right and left (our head can only turn 180 degrees), i felt the pain when my head bends down and look up. all these pain will be worth if i pass the exam. last week i cried coz i was worried that i couldnt play smoothly. it felt good to cry out. i know theres no point to do so as my tears wont transform my fingers to play like a professional. i calm myself down by saying "big girls dont cry". and so i kept pushing myself till today. all i could wish for is to pass it and i wanna get over it. it took me 5 fugly years to get to this point ie to complete it. this is the last stage, come on.