being a -----------------

g.r.a.d.u.a.t.e. isnt easy.

"you are a graduate and she isnt. i expect u to perform better although both of u r paid equally. doesnt mean u r working here temporary, u cant perform well. i can recommend u to work in other department after that period if u work well. if my ppl keep pushing you tasks, tell me. my ppl are smarter than other managers' ppl. you know what i mean?"


i take it as an advice. i gotta bow and nod to everybody and everysingle words they said. because i'm simply a newbie to this rat race environment.

peeps especially your manager expect u to perform above their expectations.

effective.
efficient.
initiative.
gotta give extra oomphs.


i'm a(an)::
admin girl
secretary
filling girl
gardener on fri n mon
police - fine ppl whose place arent clean
wiki-reference.
researcher
despatch girl
printing girl
photostate girl
sales coordinator
update manager on the orders status
reply emails although you dont know whats going on


i gotta do research and come up with microsoft office form on::
hotels, restaurant, country code idd, airline flights.

i kept on grumbling to myself, studying has only one responsibility. but at work, i gotta multitask and remember what kinda purchase orders have i processed.

i still dislike the habit of getting work done halfway, and another person gives u another task and the ball keeps on rolling like this. the only moment i can get things done is during lunch.

i was indeed frustrated today because i sent the wrong date to a customer. how could i remember what date belongs to what order when i have done many orders and other tasks? i was caught by a colleague, i didnt hand in a document she told me to. therefore i went a floor above to hand in a doc n at the same time i could breathe d non-frustrating-air. and. i. saw. him. my babi will surely tell me to stop bitching if she ever read this coz she said i'm too greedy.