after a frustrating day at work, i need peace. hugs. kisses. laughter. smiles.
but nothing seems right. m really starting to dislike working in this co. not even mrhappy makes me cheerful today. well i know why coz i didnt see him today.
sometimes u just gotta bow at what ppl tell u to do although their words are seriously so.damn.wrong. if i have a junior, i wont treat them d way i m treated now.
arggggh! there was a colleague who told me to phone a person which i have phoned less than 2 mins b4 she told me to phone again. she wanted me to tell X to fax a doc on the spot. hello heaven sake, X is gonna fax a doc and why in the fucking world u would wanna remind X again. mr X said hes gonna fax in 3 mins, i repeated to her what he has told me, while i was on the phone. and guess what a bitch she is! she told me to tell him to fax in 2 mins. hello does a min makes any different?? i pretended didnt hear her and hung the call. i dont wanna make myself an idiot to outsiders. by the way, she isnt as efficient as u think. and what makes me so pissed off is that the 1st min, she could say do A, the next min she would say "why do A, u supposed to do B". what in the world have u said to me earlier?? and she was the fucking one following a customer complaint case, and how u fucking ask me about it? r u retarted or still in lullaby? m just 1mth old in this co.
many uncles and aunties adviced me "when u r working especially in ur first job, u gotta b patient, doesnt matter that u r treated like a slave". i dare to admit that i have turned into a very patient girl. but its thinning now because colleagues are climbing over my head. there is limit in everything. if one day i m very angry like a hungry wolf, i could foresee that there will be an 'explosion' going on.
m really praying hard that my manager would ask me out for a meal and she would raise a question like "so frankly speaking, tell me what do u think working here". m really gonna tell her the damn truth. i dont give a damn, man. its for everyone own good. yes being honest can hurt one's feeling.
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hey mandy, i guess work is like that when u r the freshie.. same goes for me. I felt like giving up a few weeks into my job, but things will be better im sure.
take it as a learning process, as many have told me. we will benefit from all that later on in life im positive about that :)
let's get through this together!! gambate!! :P
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