knock em out in 5 weeks time.

i get very tired to find recycle papers around d office and being questioned why arent any recycle papers in the recycle tray?
i get very tired to answer why on earth the plant in d meeting room is dying. simple. its as hot as malls' parking bays when d room is unused and can plants grow green in that environment?
i get tired with selfish ppl. when i m on MC, why cant u complete my outstanding job when d manager told u to do so for me?

i have learnt to keep my mouth shut without asking more questions if you arent a good listener. you never gave me a chance to explain or ask further questions. all u said is "amanda, u dun understand!". how on earth u say that when i m talking half way. you dont bother to digest my words in ur pinky brains. i m better off asking other ppl than you telling me in 10 sentences when it can be simplified in just a sentence.

you said to me that my work isnt up to this dept standard. its alrite to me coz sometimes i find your words r very ridiculous to be followed blindly. i will just intepreted it as 'amanda is studborn'. i aint a type of person who simply become your dog without thinking further whether to proceed with ur words turned into my action. sometimes ur words really make me a fool. and when manager ask u why did u ask me to do it, you tried to protect urself by saying i did wrongly. amazing colleague yah.

m just wondering why GM and managers are nice but colleagues arent nice??
all along i tot its d opposite way around.
maybe this co's culture is different.
i love the GM who really appreciate petty things that i do for him. all i do is photostate stuffs for him and book air tic. i never get that kinda gratitude in a sincere manner from colleagues who constantly tell me to do things for them everyday. yes everyday.
the manager thats in charge of me is amazing too.
managers who arent my superior also nice when they asked me for lil help.
but but the colleagues under d same manager that i m in.... pelbagai ragam la.



estoy enojada! estoy cansada!