no more

" yuran persekolahan di sekolah rendah dan menengah akan dimansuhkan pada january 2008"

:there will be pro and cons to this:

pro
+its a very good news for below average families as their chidren can get education for free in non-private schools. am glad that everybody is having education in my beloved country.

cons
+students will not go to school frequently coz they believe "no need to pay school fees, i dont wanna go to school la, will just attend tuitions".
+young teachers will slack coz they know students arent require to pay school fees, thus dedication in holding their responsibilities declining, "mereka tak payah bayar yuran, maka saya tak nak ajar betul-betul, buang masa saja".
+students attendances will decline kua.


how come prices and taxes on alcohols and tobaccos arent in d budget 2008, which usually will catch lots of peeps attention?

wake me up when sept comes

this is the most need-to-build-my-momentum-month. why? college starting after 3 pure months of holidays. first time in history to skip whateva lectures in d first week not coz of frens influences, the fact is not many frens are with me now. they are officially graduated. its the end of our battle in d lib with charles, thanner, irvin, annie. no chances to ask smarty june n cm. jo will not be attending classes in coll as her subjects will not b offering and thus she will be entirely self study. left cl, ah, yy n fw, those seldom come to coll but often go to gym 100metres away. funny isnt it. so basically, i will have lunch alone, perhaps no lunch coz it looks pathetic to eat economy rice alone, if desperately need food, then it will be mcdees or 'lo shi fun' or fried rice it has lots of varities in the very-fast-service-place. oops, havent answered my own Q ie why i didnt attend lectures - coz the results came out late, and dun know what classes to attend. i tried my pen from my 12inches pencil case, and it as dried off, this is d result of not using it for months after exam. i need to brush up on my handwritting. i wrote 'cakar ayam' in my forms.



month of burning santa's money and toast it. by today gotta pay 243 pounds (read it again) for registration fees. too lazy to go coll today, so i will be handing it next week. if they dont wanna receive it, i will courier to uk. not a problem. last year, it was 235 pounds. previous year was 228 pounds. can u see growing numbers? u0l knows how to eat our money. not to forget the exam fees to pengarah peperiksaan increase annually too. last year was rm1110 per sub. my first year was rm10somethingsomething. all this not inclusive of tuition fees to my dearest coll.

notes::
"Tickets for convocation: Graduates will not be charged for admission. However there will be a charge of 45 pound for each guest. The initial ticket is restricted to 3 guests per graduate. We hope there may be some spare seats, but this will not be known until after the closing date. If you would like to apply for additional guest tickets, please contact the Ceremonies Office on or after 8th Feb 2008 and we will put your name on a waiting list.", i read.

neeway, to cut the story short, there is a price to get the best, isnt it?!



month of bdays. last year i asked a fren "why in september, so many peeps bday?". fren agreed. i answered my own Q "their parents make love in january, maybe coz of new-year-new-revolution-thingy or maybe its after CNY and relatives persuaded them to have child." thats the best answer i can think of. if you dont get it, go and have a look in your calendar and count!



Quote::
You should be thankful, grateful and glad for achieving/having something better than others, although you are unsatisfied with what you have now. am officially a final year student, thanks for answering me.

Its time for me to fulfill my promises and words to avoid being strike by lightning. Piano, here i come :(

Am laughing at something in my facebook. it said am "the most outgoing, the best scientist, the best public speaker, the most studious"! This is so not right. Maybe i USED to have numerous trips to malls. Maybe i talk lots of rubbish and earned the best public speaker. Maybe i always talk bout library. But i cant answer on the best scientist. I dont remember doing an experiment all by myself coz peeps always wanna take the responsibilities. Anyhow, i will take all those comments as compliments. thanks thanks thanks.

l*o*v*e

Some peeps basically hold on to their relationship for the sake of being with each other for a long period, not coz they really like each other. Some peeps involve themselves in relationship for the sake of trying what is it like to have the other halves with you, the person who u can count on, the person who will accompany you when you are bored, the person that will sit with you at mcdees in the wee hours for hours. Some peeps know that their relationship will not go far, they arent the mr. right or mrs. right that will continue the journey with them after quater-life-crisis. I cant understand why you wanna be involved when you know that he/she isnt the one in the right place? is it for the sake of following the trend ie because everybody else are in the relationship? Its very annoying when some peeps desperately finding the other halves and kept on asking you whether he/she is a qualified candidate for you. i hate peeps going after other peeps for the sake of his/her and family's bank account. Will you get his/her family wealth in the future as you are just the family's in-law? Some peeps love the person for the sake of what-he/she-is, not for the sake of who-he/she and he/she can give security to her/his future.

Some peeps want to call it an off, but afraid to do so. why? coz they dont wanna hurt the other party's feeling although knowing that feelings for each other is declining. Some are afraid to go thru the mourning-session. Some said many bittersweet memories, ups, and downs they have gone thru and its such a waste if they break up. Some knows that their families disapprove them with other peeps from other religions.


i know its easy to say, but its difficult to do it. Its never easy to love someone (or izzit easy to love someone), but to forget someone you loved, its hard..But do you wanna continue the relationship knowing that he/she isnt the one to fill in the space in ur heart? i always say to my frens, there are more fishes in the sea. there are reasons why TheMighty make this happen coz He thinks he/she isnt the right want for you. I just hope that some peeps will have the guts and courage to call it off rather than delaying the down-hill relationship.

What is L.O.V.E?
security?
long lasting?
health?
wealth?
pain?
fear?
human nature and human bonding?
passion?
happiness?
confusion?
commitment?

so many definitions to this. which category are peeps in.....


(am talking bout love-between-man-n-women)


"love occurs during summer"
i didnt believe this, not until now.... there r some news bout my collegemates, who have proven to me that the statement does occur :P

let it be answered.

havent been doing anything beneficial since last week. have been waking up at 2pm or so, watched dvds - i have more than 10 to watch, i only watch during my 3 months summer holz, listening to songs over and over again and surfing some stuffs. my days will not be wasted like what i am doing, starting from next week. summer holz is coming to d end....... and i havent got the chance to have lunch. the plan is always written off at the 11th hour. now i understand working peeps have no time.

thinking bout it, i have tonnes of stuffs to do, but yet am too lazy to move my ass. prolly tomorrow, YES I PROMISE IT WILL BE TOMORROW, i have the feeling that tmw will b my d-day. my heart is beating faster as am typing that word. its the day that will determine my plans for next year, its the day that decides whether to proceed to the next level, its d day that ... etc..etc..etc... TheMightyAboveMe, i know i dont pray, but could u fulfill my desperate hope for once? whoever TheMighty is, i dont wanna disappoint myself. I have never put a huge effort in things that i do, but not in this. I have been sacficing my time for months, cancelling activities that am supposed to participate in. I am desperately needing a positive feedback. I vow to be a very good kid if i have what i hoped for. I vow to safe money. I will continue my piano. I will play leehom's songs gracefully. I will pratice my scales till its purfect as i have never be before. but cant promise that berklee music school will accept me :P

cinderella needs to take a broom.

it has been a week of hell
here is the story i wanna tell


i have been eatin well,
shit well,
sleep well,
but heck not walking well.

my legs are losing its muscles.
i need to cure with mussels.
am just fckin joking with mussels,
but i not joking bout not walking well for 3 days.

been consistently using my mouth to eat lot,
blooty stomach is showing up,
so i ate less,
gastric attack came back,
and kept on chewing d pineapples,
since no more kiwis left.

its time to 'groom' my room,
but reluctant to take a broom,
praying that a boom is planted in it,
explosion will occur,
and it will fasten my spring-cleaning.

ok. guess i will make my room sparkle like twinkle star now before rewarding myself with desperate housewives show.


"this world is problem-less. but we create problems."

still on holz ok.

i do get annoyed and dont like to repeat gazzilion times bout the same subject. sometimes i dont feel like telling what's-up-with-me to forgetful ppl. when ppl ask me whether is my semester on or am i on holiday, i do get, very irritated when i have told the same person that i am on holz till end of aug. i know peeps have lots of things to remember, but heck, is my-situation-ie-on-holz-till-end-of-aug is very difficult to remember? cant they put a lil fact bout myself in their brains that my holidays ,have been falling from june to august every year and the calendar has been like this for 5 years, and will only resume classes in the first week of sept??!! do they take note bout my current updates after asking me? i dont see a difference of them knowing whether am i on holidays now. its not like we are going to make cookies together or organizing a runway together during my holz. if there arent sick of always asking me, am sick of telling them. i dont see theres a point to tell acquaintances in depth bout me, just a surface will do. pardon me, am just feeling very irritated now. everything seems to be annoying. the weather is hot. neighbour kids are still shouting at this hour ie 1243am. my downloads are super slow. irritating peeps.

do not waste food

its really sad to see food outlets throw their excess food into the garbage plastic bag when its time to close!

i was at ikea's dunkin donuts. it was 11pm. a worker was throwing away donuts from 2 trays into the huge black plastic bag. so i walked to him and pretended to buy donuts even thought i know the fact that it has closed.

me :: encik, saya nak beli donut!
doesnt-wanna-layan :: dah tutup
me :: tapi, boleh bagi saya donut tu. nak buang ke?
doesnt-wanna-layan :: (he gave me 4 chocolate donuts)

cant they give it to the orphanage homes? its such a waste to throw it away when its still edible. they arent allowed to bring home, its the law. if there isnt such of that law, those fella will make lots lots lots of donuts and bring it home for their families. i heard that in mcdees, if the burgers are display for 10 minutes and nobody orders it, mcdees will throw it away. so, in order to waste food, mcdees will make the burger on the spot when peeps order it.

i am not a donut fan, but i could tell that the chocolate donuts are hard, its not nice. do not hesitate to ask for wateva food that are edible, when you know its gonna be thrown to the garbage.