let it be answered.

havent been doing anything beneficial since last week. have been waking up at 2pm or so, watched dvds - i have more than 10 to watch, i only watch during my 3 months summer holz, listening to songs over and over again and surfing some stuffs. my days will not be wasted like what i am doing, starting from next week. summer holz is coming to d end....... and i havent got the chance to have lunch. the plan is always written off at the 11th hour. now i understand working peeps have no time.

thinking bout it, i have tonnes of stuffs to do, but yet am too lazy to move my ass. prolly tomorrow, YES I PROMISE IT WILL BE TOMORROW, i have the feeling that tmw will b my d-day. my heart is beating faster as am typing that word. its the day that will determine my plans for next year, its the day that decides whether to proceed to the next level, its d day that ... etc..etc..etc... TheMightyAboveMe, i know i dont pray, but could u fulfill my desperate hope for once? whoever TheMighty is, i dont wanna disappoint myself. I have never put a huge effort in things that i do, but not in this. I have been sacficing my time for months, cancelling activities that am supposed to participate in. I am desperately needing a positive feedback. I vow to be a very good kid if i have what i hoped for. I vow to safe money. I will continue my piano. I will play leehom's songs gracefully. I will pratice my scales till its purfect as i have never be before. but cant promise that berklee music school will accept me :P