again....

i was told "i have high expectations on u coz u r a graduate".
she even said that to other department when they were asking how did i perform.
then i was given a huge huge ass research to do.
she said "i need u to find ... although i know the answer, i dont wanna spoon feed u like i did to other ppl", but the research is time consuming. i ll give u time".

i like the way she put her words. shes not forcing u to complete it asap. shes also very concern about my working life in this co. she asked a couple of times "how do u find working here?"

mi manager caught mi twice wearing mi flipflop around d office. no i didnt forget to get out from d house with mi working shoes, but i gotta walk back n forth for every single piece of paper to scan. back. and. forth. from. scanner. to. computer. distance. at. least. from. mi. room. to. the. bathroom. in. the. house. scanning 2 fat files = at least 6 inches of papers to scan. i phoned the IT dept last week and requested for a scanner, but there isnt any extra. i asked all 3 IT fellas. i was angry coz the result wasnt on my side.

but today manager was superb nice (well shes already a nice lady) to let mi place her scanner beside mi. mi. love. it. i have a week to scan.

it ended my day with a smile. i was fcuking very frustrated and angry in d morning because of some amendments i had to make, made me walked back and forth when a colleague phoned me "pls come here" many many times. i dont know whats her problem but her job is to approve my sales orders. meaning she gotta check my work. but she keep saying "u cant afford to make ANY mistakes now, its not my job to check every single things in d orders". i mumbled to myself "whats the use u need to approve my work without checking it". i really dislike ppl always contradicting their OWN WORDS.


i m really pressured when managers want some works to be done asap. like "get this done in 5 minutes time b4 my meeting!!!". you know m such a kelam-kabut girl. last minute works dont work on me.

currently m so addicted to CHACHA SLIDE song and dance. imagine a group of soldiers doing d chachaslide!! it ll b freaking cuteeeeeee.