sighhhhhhhhhh

i hate shares.

i loss rm300.

i hate shares.

i sold in d morning.

was busy till market closed.

when i saw the closing price,

i went bonker.

stupid.

i didnt wanna sell.

but i sold it.

anticipate for...

- mini ipod shuffle to arrive.
- airasia to give me great deal on air tic.
- cousin reunion in dec.

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i love my lil sun burn across my left cheek, nose to right cheek. it looks as thou i have contributed myself in whateva games during the company trip, but i was just a spectator for the games. short trip to pangkor gave me the sunburnt ;) the grand prize during d lucky draw company dinner was 2 tics to london for 5 days with 1000pounds expenses. damn holy nice. company is very generous. other prizes were 32" LCD, dslr nikon camera, video camera to name a few. the consolation prizes were rm50 jusco voucher. not bad, isnt it. but i won nothing.

an uncle at my table kept on refilling beer into my cup. i said i have enough. he said "the night is still young", "weather is heaty, drink more beer". my tummy was filled with bladder, i said "let me go to the loo, then i can drink more when i m back". hahaha. all in all, nearly 2 litre of beer. the 2 uncles ciaoz earlier than me. how can uncles ciaoz earlier when its free flow of beer.

quota for beer-ing in november has been used up. ;)

bus stopped for toilet break, and co-driver noticed that bus temperature kept on increasing, and gotta wait for a bus that departed later than us to arrive so that half of us can occupied the bus, and the rest wait for 3rd bus to arrive. was lucky enough that parents were on the way back from pg! lucky i managed to escape from the hassle of waiting for next bus.

i gotta feeling that i will be asked to sit for exam soon to get my license for work. i opened the book once and all the finance and accounting terms floating in my mind. argh!

stay? move on? stay...

" i m gonna make a chance, for once in my life"
-Michael Jackson

i really do wanna change my career, but i dont think its gonna look good in my resume at the moment. i got confirmed as a permanent staff last week. it was a scary moment when big boss phoned me "is this amanda. are u busy now? could u come over to my office and i wanna have a little chat with u". i scared out of hell. but he was all nice, he advised me. a suitable person to go to if i need advice. nothing great being a confirmed staff - everything remains the same as i was a trainee but the only difference is, if wanna resign or company wanna terminate me, 3 months notice baby! damn!

this isnt important! a fren just called and asked me whether do i wanna take her position as an analyst coz shes gonna ciaoz for auditing line and her boss needs someone urgently. salary was attractive. she wants someone from uol.

what if she asked me a week earlier??? maybe dilemma gonna happened. i will feel dejavu all over again. higher salary offered but dunno what the heck the job scope like.

sometimes i wonder is God giving me a message? does he want me to hop another job or what? i still feel stupid for rejecting this and that job offer and interview.

i still miss simedarby. my name is still in the list as a trainee, and 2 weeks training in carey's island spread out in dec2009 and may2010. i saw the schedule and it stated 6 meals a day again. how nice get to stay with them again.

;)

i entered leehom's official site after many many months abandoning him. he did a MJ's version of man in the mirror. love the combination of chinese instrument being used while accompanied by piano in jazzy rhythms. who has ever done this combination before? love his brains and talents. but somehow something isnt right with his voice. prolly he has been taking up smoking quite often now.

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halloween party in greenwich village has been playing in my mind these weekend. waited for the halloween parade to start, the wind and cold weather, we tried to stand behind the trafficlight to block from the wind. waited 30mins for the train to arrive because it was non-peak hour ie @ 1am. argument we had whether to take cab or bus to get home from train station. mom told me to give a ring to that friend since it has been a year we havent seen each other for half a yr.

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i predict market will be bad tmw, prolly the whole asian markets ll b bad coz our big bro - dow jones dropped 200points. argh! gotta stay back a lil while at work this week to complete my monthly statement reports. then off to lumut on fri night.

our new toy at work.

in office today,

c :: have u visited the site i gave u?
me :: not yet. didnt wanna surf it at home, reserving it in d office.

i had a lil free time (pretending m busy) and i visited the site she gave me.
then i got so excited.

me :: hey, this is nice. come here.
c :: *lip-syncing* later. later she ll catch us.
few minutes later, c pulled a chair next to me.

guess what we were looking at.

NOT.STOCK.MARKET!

both of us were sharing a mouse. we clicked here. click this. click that.

all u could hear from us were "this is nice!", "i like this!", "this is expensive!", "this price is not bad!", "this is suitable to wear!"

boss :: c, what r u doing there.
c :: hmm.
boss :: help me on this client, bla blablablabla.

maxis IPO took our syiok-time away.

we were actually looking for online clothes and footwear!

both of us will continue syiok-ing with the sites when boss planning to take few days off in nov!

feeling the pinch of challenge.

i never
... felt challenged nor afraid
... thought of being lost.
... thought of what-if-i hop into a wrong bus.
... thought of what-if-the-person standing next to me is pointing a gun to me.

but somehow i m feeling a lil challenging to go to tw.
language barrier...
how am i gonna order food???
the signboards?
how on earth to pronounce the mrt stations!

maybe i should pretend that m korean.
they love koreans.
maybe m gonna have free rides.
free meals.
yummy.

i like to be spontenous.

frens and i met up for lunch during lunch break. initially we planned to have a meal in wendy's. and at the same time, mom texted me that she was in pavilion.

colleague :: so which one are u choosing. lunch with frens? mom? or me?
me :: hmm. u r going out with boss right. lunch with frens and mom then.
*phoned mom, she told me to luncheon with frens*

as we were crossing the road and heading to wendy's,

me :: lets follow others, they r walking straight, and perhaps for lunch. who knows in front has nicer food.
j :: really ??
me :: yes. why not.
j :: like that also can.

before walking another 2 blocks after wendy's,

me :: opposite has thai food. lets try.
p :: are u serious? no wendy's today.
j :: she is like this. always wanna try things last minute.

we lunched at d thai place. 3 of us were satisfied with the food. we yakked till 2 of them stole 15mins extra for lunch. we came out with filled tummies. they suggested we should be back to try other dishes during the upcoming lunchs. yummlicious.

headed to pavilion to meet mum after work. ate in madam kwan's coz madam kwan was in that restaurant of hers. shes such a cute lil lady. love her. and the food was heavenlicious aromaticlicious delicious. nasi bojali makes me put on extra one kg. i like stripped beef! i like the tender chicken. the prawnsss. the nasi too. all the staffs were very alert, maybe madam kwan was around. haha. the food could last me till late lunch the next day. i never had such a delicious nasi before.

after dinner, walked to klcc. bought a skirt there, i lurve it. oohman, two skirts in a week.

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just chatted with a fren and she was hinting to me when am i going to tw.

i just bullshitted maybe january. i checked the air tic for jan. luckilicious, very cheap. at the same time gotta clear my leave days by end of jan. i dont want my leave days forfeited.

gonna meet my darlings there and bring back some candies.

i love to use my feet to visit places.

love u, feet!