" i m gonna make a chance, for once in my life"
-Michael Jackson
i really do wanna change my career, but i dont think its gonna look good in my resume at the moment. i got confirmed as a permanent staff last week. it was a scary moment when big boss phoned me "is this amanda. are u busy now? could u come over to my office and i wanna have a little chat with u". i scared out of hell. but he was all nice, he advised me. a suitable person to go to if i need advice. nothing great being a confirmed staff - everything remains the same as i was a trainee but the only difference is, if wanna resign or company wanna terminate me, 3 months notice baby! damn!
this isnt important! a fren just called and asked me whether do i wanna take her position as an analyst coz shes gonna ciaoz for auditing line and her boss needs someone urgently. salary was attractive. she wants someone from uol.
what if she asked me a week earlier??? maybe dilemma gonna happened. i will feel dejavu all over again. higher salary offered but dunno what the heck the job scope like.
sometimes i wonder is God giving me a message? does he want me to hop another job or what? i still feel stupid for rejecting this and that job offer and interview.
i still miss simedarby. my name is still in the list as a trainee, and 2 weeks training in carey's island spread out in dec2009 and may2010. i saw the schedule and it stated 6 meals a day again. how nice get to stay with them again.
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