;(

m gonna b really fugly dead meat.
i have made a big ass mistake buy NOT keying in d foreign shares today b4 i left the office.
no wonder i sat down and thinking why m done with my work at 545pm.

by the way, i was bored at work today despite i have a number of stock orders to do. first time i stared at screen monitoring d prices and nearly closed my eyes to take a nap.

me :: gosh, i want to sleep now.
colleague :: hahaha
boss :: now u know it when d market is not moving.


shittttttttttt.
all i could do is pray that market wont fluctuate today.
forgotten to key in 4 foreign orders.
hope that bankofamerican's price ll not touch 16.40 as d client wanted to buy at 16.30. right now its 16.89.

hope i could still sleep well today.

not hapi right now that d share i bought drops NOW. i have been praying that it drop to d price i wanted for 3 weeks and finally managed to grap it ystday. but bloody hell, it drop TODAY again. why cant it stop dropping from d price i bought and price goes up!!??

having a thingy with genting. oops

genting group co has a number of good looking guys.

why?
coz my boss has 5 new clients today, and 2 are ... good looking.
hahaha..
not just that, i always bump into genting ppl.. and they arent that bad.
m curious why the genting young females dont dress very formal to work?

;)

m feeling ;) no mistakes i made today at work. i felt traumatized when boss told me to buy shares for a client which i constantly made mistakes on. ;) . i still felt hungry after eating d chicken rice boss and colleague packed for me.

colleague :: go and pour a drink for u.
me :: ya hor. i should do that since TODAY i brought my own cup after 2 months of saying i-ll-drink-tomorrow.
colleague :: come i teach u how i do my milo.
me :: hahaha

i asked the tea-aunty to make milktea for me.

me :: auntie, what is this?
auntie :: what u want? u tell me what u want.
me :: just make me milk tea. like hongkong milk tea. (...what am i talking?...)
auntie :: ok.

as i was drinking it while at my work station.

me :: i m feeling soo bloated now. stupid milktea. i can die if i drink this everyday.
colleague :: go and walk around.
me :: ya, i should walk around now since m done with my share orders.
boss :: are u gonna 'long kai' now.
(i thought shes gonna stop me from walking around)
me :: eer, NO! i have work to do.
colleague :: hahaha. if u say yes that u r gonna take a walk, shes gonna ask u to go to the bank for her.
me :: hhaha. ;) i have work to do. *m lying of coz*
boss :: ;(


conversation between mom and i

me :: i think i m very free at night and during weekends.
mom :: yes, all u do during weekends is watch ur shows.
me :: i feel like taking some papers. prolly CPA.
mom :: ooh.
me :: i dont wanna waste time.
mom :: ;)
me :: eeh, wrong paper. not CPA.
mom :: yeah. i thought u r gonna migrate to australia.

m wondering why my mom has ever thought that m gonna migrate to oz.

this is d first time i wanna continue equip myself with knowledge. maybe the conversation i had with colleague in the morning made me ponder upon my future. or maybe i saw my colleague and boss studying for their futures& options paper tmw.

time to draft out my life!

god, if i m gonna continue my studies, ll u give me back my lost-creditcard?

;)

its not my fault.

my eyes hurt till now.
why? - i was monitoring stock for a client from 11am-ish till 330pm.

why so long? - coz i queued for client at 3.36 when the price was 3.38. and it kept on rising till 3.44 b4 1230pm. boss scolded me for only getting 10,000units at 3.39 and the other 40,000units were stranded. was it my fault for the price to increased? i aint god to predict what will happen to the stock whether it ll increase or decrease.

lunch? - i was upset and stress. i pampered myself with wendy's and munching d nuggets and burger.

back from lunch? - the bloody share price kept on increasing. boss pissed off.

and the buying of shares resolved at 330pm - 50000 units @ 3.49 average price.


who doesnt go 'enajoda' when someone blame it on u for uncontrollable and unpredictable things happened!

m still upset, angry and disappointed eventhou it happened more than 24hours ago. what makes it worse is i lost my creditcard when m in the mood to spend money! nowhere to be found around d house. it MUST be somewhere, god help me. i cleaned my wardrobe in my room and my other stuffs downstairs, but still couldnt find it. where where where r u?!

need. must. should. search whats good for me.

these few years, there were many downside things cropped up.
but i managed to get away from troubles and disappointments.

i always tell myself after getting away from whateva, that i will go to a worship place to thank.

hmmm... wonder when and where will it be.

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on d seperate note,

when will i be perfect at work?
again i made mistake today.
all the mistakes i made was forgivable and boss has warned me over n over again.
each time i placed a stock order, i feel very very nervous. i double triple zillion check before clicking submit. but when m busy, and orders were placed in a kan-cheong manner, i also go kancheong and mistakes occur. its not easy to monitor few shares at one time during placing orders for clients.

ystday i had to monitor closely for a stock for a good 20-so-minutes before the HongKong mkt close at 4pm. very kancheong and kept on changing the share price for client. had to hold on to my bladder.

me: can u pls do a favour for me, monitor the share for me. i wanna go to d toilet.
colleague: u run to d toilet and quickly come out.

i ended up holding my bladder till m done with d share. pheeew.

i guess one day i will b fired coz of HUGEASS mistake.
untangible-money is what ll get me fired.

but i still do love my job.

colleague's phone rang: hello..
client: ... bla bla bla *i dunno what they r talking).. it goes something like* why u pick up this line? isnt this amanda's line. has she resigned.
colleague: ... (talking in cantonese), this is my line. why? u wanna talk to her?
client and colleague : bla bla bla.........

after their conversation,

me: i heard my name.
colleague: he asked whether have u resigned?
me: siao. why ppl expect me to resign so fast, even client also want me to resign. hes putting a curse on me. I-WONT-RESIGN unless boss fire me.


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nites adios, tmw is fri. yippieyuppieshit.

m in mood for broadway shows.

after fb-ing vi on go-and-watch-theatre-shows in chicago, it strucked me that i have to watch a broadway-musical-wateva-theatre this year.

seen::

-FAME
-BLUEMAN
-STOMP!


i can forget bout les miserables coz it wont b shown here.

time to check out istanabudaya shows.

huppyhoppyhippy

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sad but d truth is...

i have no life.

my fren also said that because i havent been listening to radio for 1.5 months. i managed to remember(ooh well after 3 weeks of telling myself to bring it bring it bring it...) to bring along my headphone, pluck it to d hp to listen for fm radio service while on the way to work. is the latest song shakira's wolf or perhaps rihanna's teamo?

1. managed to eat meileng's mooncake on sat after getting it from her on wed. 3 days to open it up and munch it down. fresh. nice. not sweet. thumbs up.

2. managed to meet a fren today after many many times ffk.

3. managed to meet sooheng. delayed the meet-up for 2 weeks i think. thanks for the VS.