need. must. should. search whats good for me.

these few years, there were many downside things cropped up.
but i managed to get away from troubles and disappointments.

i always tell myself after getting away from whateva, that i will go to a worship place to thank.

hmmm... wonder when and where will it be.

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on d seperate note,

when will i be perfect at work?
again i made mistake today.
all the mistakes i made was forgivable and boss has warned me over n over again.
each time i placed a stock order, i feel very very nervous. i double triple zillion check before clicking submit. but when m busy, and orders were placed in a kan-cheong manner, i also go kancheong and mistakes occur. its not easy to monitor few shares at one time during placing orders for clients.

ystday i had to monitor closely for a stock for a good 20-so-minutes before the HongKong mkt close at 4pm. very kancheong and kept on changing the share price for client. had to hold on to my bladder.

me: can u pls do a favour for me, monitor the share for me. i wanna go to d toilet.
colleague: u run to d toilet and quickly come out.

i ended up holding my bladder till m done with d share. pheeew.

i guess one day i will b fired coz of HUGEASS mistake.
untangible-money is what ll get me fired.

but i still do love my job.

colleague's phone rang: hello..
client: ... bla bla bla *i dunno what they r talking).. it goes something like* why u pick up this line? isnt this amanda's line. has she resigned.
colleague: ... (talking in cantonese), this is my line. why? u wanna talk to her?
client and colleague : bla bla bla.........

after their conversation,

me: i heard my name.
colleague: he asked whether have u resigned?
me: siao. why ppl expect me to resign so fast, even client also want me to resign. hes putting a curse on me. I-WONT-RESIGN unless boss fire me.


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nites adios, tmw is fri. yippieyuppieshit.