Friday, April 20, 2007

angel wings


anybody knows where to get angel wings like the pic above.
(i think the pic shows butterfly wings, but just assume its angel wings)
ebay is out of my list.
its for my halloween this year. hahahahahahahaha.

do tell me.
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Sunday, April 15, 2007

no iron chef skills

kick-s-girl and shyu has been showing signs of motherhood in their blogs. i guess ailin and lihyein too have been showing those signs.



no, they havent been eyeing on baby clothes lately.
and they havent been experiencing morning-vomitting.
neither they started to nag alot.
nor chewing lots of lots of asam.



i'm talking bout cooking or baking or doing whateva shit in the kitchen. mind me.



i knew it when lihyein bake cheesecake for ml's 12midnite-suprise-bday. knew ailin with her cakes thingy in her msn nicks, i havent tried a single piece of her cakes yet. and ml.. ya, YOU ML! where is ur speciality dishes at my door steps?? these fellas, only cook for someone special at their heart hor.







i damn sux at cooking. wait, i havent even tried my hands in the kitchen except for cooking instant noodles if situations really force me to do so. dont play play, i'm a good cook in instant noodles. ;P

my fren came and my dad tried to embarassed me,
"ask amanda to cook a dish for u, maybe ask her to cook an egg"

santa and santarina always praise their son for knowing how to cook fried rice. and when relatives ask me what can i cook, they will reply for me, "nothing". then they will bla bla with their ancestors' stories that i must learn how to cook coz i'm a girl. aiyah, greet me with ur open arms - the fact that i'm one of the minority women in the world that dont like to cook.

why some ppl cant accept the fact that i dont like to touch kitchen utensils. if i'm home alone and really really hungry and i have no food to eat, i rather sleep then hunting up and down for ingredients and throw it at the wok. if i'm really really hungry like a hungry ghost, i will cook instant noodles although knowing that its bad for health. or maybe keep on eating fruits.


every woman in the world must know how to cook meh? women that dont know, are they considered as not women? what about all men must know how to do carpentary stuffs, men that dont know, meaning they are not man la!!


in my entire life so far, i have done gardening more than cooking. i'm not-the-iron-chef-person! so dont ask me to prepare any dishes in the near future. knowing the fact that i will lose out in the future by not knowing how to cook now, nevermind, so many coffee
shops, restaurants and cafes around. its growing like mushrooms after the rain. i can just hop into the cheapest and most valuable eating places. how restaurant owners gonna earn money if nobody will eat in their restaurants. hehe.




places that are lousy in my opinion::
the kim gary kinda food. the food is like prisoner food. prince(ss2)'s menu looks like kimgary's too.

then hor, oug's thrusday pasar malam's food like shit. haha. especially the char kuey tiow on the mobile truck/lorry/whateva. their charkueytiow isnt the authentic charkueytiow you get from else where. the hawker serves you kueytiow with the yellow noodle. if you want only kueytiow, the hawker wouldnt want you as his customer. bummer.


is secret recipe cakes really that nice? i was there with crazee friends that know how to order like never eaten cakes b4, ordered around 4 types of cakes. and i didnt go gaga over a single of the 4 flavours. i highly recommend chillis' mighty pie cake. yummilicious.

Friday, March 9, 2007

the story that needed to be shared




YES, I KNOW I'M CRAZEE!
this song is d best
hallelujah, i managed to get the video
*curi from ppl*
of him walking with 2 hands.
aint i determine to get it?

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i'm afraid of myself
i'm like an elf
wanting to hide in the shelf

i had a bad dream

my fren's bro is dead
you can smack my head

hes dead due to eating expired chocolate
and a funeral happened in their house
(the plot to make the story rhyms stops here)
that was a dream

and in reality,
i passed their house 3 hours ago,
number of cars and tent i saw,
i predicted someone has passed away
i really got scared
my dream was being shared
and bro said i always have
dreams-that-will-turn-into-reality!

i'm here
wishing that the person
isnt the person that i dreamt of
i will be spechless
if that dream turned 100% true.

i'm really serious.
i'm feeling guilty now.

Wednesday, March 7, 2007

the winner-the deaths

i woke up in the morning
was nearly close to mourning

santarina said "you are richer by rm fifty"
i praised silently "ooh, the pic is nifty"

"how come you know" i asked with just-wokeup-face
somehow santa saw it in the newspaper at 7-ish-am


*and damn bummer, only 4 votes so far, my pic not nice meh*


i wrote "mess left in petaling street and DBKL workers sacrifice their sleeping hours to be with the unbearable smell at 1230am"

they altered "DBKL workers sacrificing their sleep hours by clearing the unbearable stench and mess along Petaling Street at 1230am"


dad's friend phoned
whats ur daughter doing at that small alley
dad put me on the phone
and i was questioned
.what were you doing at that alley.
.at 1230am.
.in the dark.
.at that place.
.i know the person is you.
.nobody in the world has that name.
.well.maybe less than five.
isnt my name unique *well, there similar name of that in the world, serious, shes in USA, a researcher*
he was d 2nd person to know bout d rm50 on 8thmarch2007.
not included santarina, bro and vi coz they saw the pic with others informing them.
hmm, this shows that none of my frens take a look at that page.
and i never told them. dont intend to.

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santarina told me ysterday that
::colleague's relative passed away
then
::another colleague's dad passed away
santarina told me today that
::another colleague collided with a lorry at 4-ish-am after work and passed away

isnt it sad to receive 3 deaths news in 2 days.
whats going on in 2007.
i have fren's dad passed away.
i have 2 fren's best friend passed away.
is the world too populated till god needs to take away innocent lives?
whats his intention to take away good peeps, i always wonder!
can u tell me specifically the answer since god talks to u?

i opened 8thmarch2007 obituary page.
usually it will only take a page.
but no! today's session was unpredictable!
the obituary session is 2 pages long.
this is the first time, as far as the day i started reading newspaper, that the 2 pages were overloaded with black and white pictures.
santarina agreed.
9 months to 2008!
many things can happen within the months!

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weehaaa.. another concert to attend this week.

Monday, March 5, 2007

the temperatue is rising



yesterday was a fabulous day whereby i saw my beloved brother performed. it was a concert that shouldnt be missed by ME.






he promised to give an extra oomph compared to other 'HeroesOfEarth' concert, and he kept his words. I find that he is having flu as his voice is weird.

It was the one and only HeroesOfEarth concert with special guest - JJ. They dueted a song - WhatFriendsAreFor. Before that, they dueted another song, JJ sang Leehom's Ni Bu Zai while playing on the white grandpiano, and Leehom sang JJ's song (dunno whats d title coz i dont listen to JJ) on a blackish grand piano. If you have seen OneInTheMillion GrandFinale of Faizal's and you went wow with his arrangement of 3-in-1 song (L.O.V.E, Gavin Degraw's I dont wanna be and another song)... i bet you will be saying zillion wow wow wow the way how JJ and Leehom arranged the songs. JJ played and sang quater of NiBuZai, then leehom came in by singing JJ's song, then it switched back to JJ on Nibuzai, then Leehom. they performed 2-in-1 song using their respective grand pianos. in my opinion, after listening to JJ's voice, his voice is not as powerful as Leehom. He cant streched his vocal to the high notes in NiBuZai.. eer, i think i shoudnt go any further coz there is a JJ fan in the house..*in my blog i mean.. haha*

i know this is pathetic but i yawned approx 6 times during d concert,due to a freaking lousy seat whereby i cant even grab leehom's stokin. i was freaking bored coz everybody else is singing along and all i could do is stare at Leehom during his slow emotional romantic songs. cant help it from a girl who has limited mandarin vocabularies, and doesnt know how to sing along . i attended his concert coz hes talented. how often do you see a musician plays 5 instruments. and one of d reasons i attend it to see his fast-rapping in ZaiMeiBian. rapping in mandarin leads to tongue twisting, and i told myself that no human will rap extermenly fast in mandarin. But my perspective changed when i watched that part yesteryday. During his Julia song * when is he gonna name a song after my name, i'm waiting*, he ran to the right stage to throw his bowing talent on the violin, and the crowd laughed when he said "i dont have my microphone with me" thru the violin's microphone. then he ran back to the centre of d stage to get his microphone entertained his die-hard fans of 25000 with "this is my microphone". you will find it cute when he says that if you are there.





Everybody was shouting for encore, he came out with CelcomShirt. the 2nd last song - BuKeNengCuoGuoNi- was the best, was the bomb, it did keep the temperature in the concert risiiiing even higher although all the audience knew that the night is going to end soon. Fans were jumping on their terriroties as thou they has taken esctasy pills, dancers were storming their feets and running wildly on the stage, Leehom was jumping, purposely sung badly like someone has a short tongue and running from one corner to the other corner of d stage. BuKeNengCuoGuoNi really gives me the impression that he has a great showmanship, a good contact with his fans. He told his fans to sing as quietly as possible at certain parts, but he jokingly scolded his fans when they sung loudly.

Later, he told everyone to stand up and everybody never fails to give him a really loud applause, before he sung his last song- WeiYi. Even an auntie who sat in front of me stood up. Look, how powerful his words are. The tension of him performing has reduced and he went cheeky-friendly-mood. Yesterday was the finale HeroesOfEarth world tour concert and now hes moving on with his upcoming album. He laughed when introducing one of the dancers to the audience while d particular dancer was drinking water. ooh yeah, the crowd cheered loudly when he introduced 2 of d band members are from malaysia. Leehom cracked silly actions that he is very sure his fans would like to see, je walked with 2 hands to the left stage. He ran like a mischevious kiddo to the right stage. To wrap the whole nite, his dancer poured a mineral water to his head and his CelcomT-Shit was wet. Aint he down to earth to support and wear Celcom shirt?

I guess hes going to learn turntable and breakdance since he has already know how to play drum,piano,guitar,erhu,violin, walk with 2 hands, dance a lil and speaks 5 languages as far as i know.

It was definitely worth to watch concert by a guy who has influenced me to keep up with my piano spirit. But i wasnt satisfied with my seat. so-damn-far-away. Hopefully if i'm around,i will attend next year's concert with better seat! I got a pretty good seat offer less than 24 hours before the concert started, the seat whereby i get to grab leehom's shoe- haha- but neeway, i turned it down coz its only a tix left. I really appreciate that Vi accompanied me to the concert that i have been dying for. Sorry for the trouble that i had given you to attend it.

*blink*now i can die peacefully after watching leehom's concert for 2.5 hours*blink*you may kill me now with my arms wide open*


Vi:: i wanna learn DJ-ing. Learn how to spin the plates.
Me:: There is a school that teaches us how to do table-turn. or turn-table. I will check it out.


im praying that the fees wont be that expensive. my next chapter is that although i have been wanting to learn drum badly more than half a decade ago. hehe. If i'm not mistaken the turntable cost more than a drum set.

as i was buying star lrt ticket back,
me :: this guy looks like kenny sia.
vi :: are you sure?
me :: i think so. but then he doesnt walk like that right
vi :: haha. i dont think kennysia will come to this concert.
me :: i think he is kennysia la. i will give him one week to blog about this event. if he blogs bout it, he is the one.


then, when we were in d train
vi :: he is really kenny sia. hes sitting over there
me :: you see, i told u. i can recognize ppl wan.


Monday, February 26, 2007

the canon-lesson

i'm sitting under the sky
waiting for a reply
the reply that might make me cry
or perhaps make me fly

my heartbeat has been pumping faster
it needs to be mended using a plaster

2 texts beeped my phone
three seconds or so i went stone
please give me a throne
dont throw me into the dark zone


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check this out:




its not perfect, i know
the starting was sux, the middle part, and the ending part.haha
coz i had to hit the right key as soon as i press the record button
my bad, hit the wrong keys and the starting went kapum.
i did end the piece, but d camera was out of memory edi, thats why didnt record d ending.
by the way, how to edit video ah, i tried editing this file but no patient, and soon i gave up.
i need to crop the numerous hiccups badly.

this piece is call CanonInD
peeps mistaken this canon as big guns on wheels
no, its spelled as cannon
canon in music means
eer.. dont know how to explain
but i can give an example
let say in bar1-5 in the right hand part has one type of rhythms and notes
and this rhythms and notes can be seen in bar6-10 on the left hand
make it simple, a repetition of rhythms or notes in the other part.
thats why hor, alot of repetitions can be heard but its just the matter of different tone/pitch/octave.

Sunday, February 11, 2007

very stress
very stress
very stress

i was rushing back from montkiara after receiving a call to get home by 630 for dinner. i had no time to search for ml's car coz she was supposed to be trailing me from jlntelawi to eastin i think but then some cars were blocking her.
when i managed to get home, santa is already waiting outside the gate.
i took big steps into the house,
and asked santarina, "where are we going for dinner?"
santarina replied, "u DONT NEED to know, quick!"
depressed girl said "of course i need to know, i need to know what to wear"

whats the matter to know where is d venue.
i washed my legs in the bathroom.
i jumped into my jeans.
and i kicked myself out from the house.

my bladder was full. i need to release it.
my face was oily. i need to refresh my sleepy oily face.
my throat was dry. i need cold water.
but NO! i didnt have time for all these things.


after 10 hours running from coast to coast,
now, i am chilling down with a glass of cold water while writing this post.
my feets r like chicken roast.
tired.