what should i do?

if u ask a girl who hasnt taken an exam for nearly 2 yrs, she would answer

"its a hell! i tried to calm down a night before by putting face mask, and thought that i would sleep after disposing it, hell no, i couldnt. i went to bed at 215am. and no! i couldnt sleep neither. i kept on tossing, turning and scolded myself for not being able to sleep. am i anxious? or fear of failing the paper?its MCQ! yes i know its MCQ, but the last time i had MCQ was during pre-uni. i guess it should be easy. hope so, now lets sleep. i think its 3am now . what am i gonna do? sleep alrite, be a good girl. dum dee dum dee... i think its 4am now, and i gotta get up at 7am. ooh great, you better sleep. dum dee dum dee..... did i sleep? dum dee dum dee. its time to wake up. did i ever sleep? "

things turned out bad before i stepped into the examination waiting area.

1st - i roughly know the exam place, not a VERY clear picture of the direction.

2nd - i nearly met an accident, it was very very close.

3rd - drove passed the exam building and kept on driving along the road. and its heading to bangsar shit. and i know its wrong to U-turn at a hilly road.

4th - security man wanted to check the car boot, and how on earth to open it.

5th - where on earth to register myself. the building spaces is so huge and where are the other candidates besides seeing 5 employees there.

all these funny obstacles paid off. i rather go thru these and getting a 'failed'. i should do a good deed this week to pay it off.

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m tired. but i still gotta study some shits all over again. u know string of examinations kinda thingy.

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i went to HR today to get something, and it does freak you out if the HOD HR saw you and would like to chat with you. he drew out some frameworks and telling me that i can be my-own-boss. hes pulling me into a newly established division whereby all i need to do is do sales (ummm.. yea sales) by getting RM500,000 sales per month from a client. and i can shake my legs for the next 11 mths.

yes RM500k. per month. a client.

you can have training for 3 months only and after that, you dont need to enter office. you can work from home which i replied "i will be lazier by staying at home".

i told him "let me get a Dato' or Dato's son first". Maybe I will be in that division 5 yrs from now."

i really dunno how to get that amount of sales. its not easy shit.

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does vampire ever exists?

thumbs up to my new addiction -

THE VAMPIRE DIARIES

i havent been watching an american series for about 2 yrs.
and i should be studying till my ass drop now because equity exam is this tues.
make sure i pass my ass in it since i have read the whole book. i just gotta nail in some exercises and formulas.
the exam is done in the computer, just like how our driving theory exam works.

there are 2 papers for equity, and m taking one first.
s.t.e.p.b.y.s.t.e.p.
high chances that i neeeed to take futures exam, also 2 papers. ooh because *i hate to think bout this*. because my colleague needs to get off from work before 530pm, meaning she CANT stay back. and if u r doing futures, u can only get of from work at 6pm. is she taking advantage on me?
i hate to think bout this when she says "later u gotta take futures".

i aint a stupid monkey who doesnt have rational thinking skills.

string of exams. yuck. yuck. yuck. and yuck.

just like what a friend said to me "we can never run away from any exam in our lives". she worked as an auditor, exam exam exam.
now that she works in investment bank, also exam exam exam.

ciaoz. back to my vampire. 3 more epi and then gotta wait for the finale next week.

i was warned!

MYEG stock will be on focus someday... sometime...
I was told by 2 ppl that when the Parliament bills out the proposal on GST, the stock will fly high.
But that day has been postponed, go ask Mr Parliament why.
Anyway forget bout our GST implementation.
today it shined... and... i dunno whats the reason behind.

I was told in january and february and march to buy it. i didnt coz the price was too stagnant till 30 April 2010. sucks...




today it flew from 0.45 to 0.51 (highest) before settling down at 0.50 closing. ooh trust me, 6 cents gap within a day isnt that small. what if u have initially bought ... hmm ... lets say 10,000 shares. do the maths!

every morning on the way to the train station, i would listen to the news on the radio followed by the sponsor, " ... this news is brought to you by MYEG, malaysia e-service government provider. i pratically laughed at it coz the stock price trades in between 0.43 to 0.46. not more than that. i shall take back my laughter now.

i saw the chart and towards the closing trading hour, ppl sell 500,000 11 times consecutively. and some other ppl bought 500,000 13 times consecutively. something is up with it. ;)

but but i have no more money for this kinda shit. ;(

ooh f.u.t.u.r.e. where are you?

m doing something beneficial at office.

i m always free at office. this job is dead boring shit.

these 2 days, i occupied my time by visiting the official websites of some companies listed in local market. i m impress with 2 companies out of 3 i have visited in the office.

do u know the COCOPIE snacks and LOT100 sour gummy sweets, to name a few, are produced by a company which is listed in our stock market? m surprised. ;)

m impressed with gamuda site, take a look at their site. it contains good snapshots of their major projects.

still a gambler.

its funny how i can eat cheap economy food everyday and use the other big portion of money to gamble.

ooh man! next week i gotta pay up my latest stock buying, and m left with the sum which WILL. NOT. BE. ENOUGH for a toy next weekend! somehow, i just need to get that toy.

will reveal when i buy it.

;)

i need to control my longterm and shorterm investments, which sometimes makes me on really tight budget.

being a gambler isnt easy.

what do u do if u gamble ur way out and make profit? obviously u take the profit and wait for the good time to enter again. n.e.v.e.r be greedy. i have seen some clients were greedy, they had their profits if they were to sell, but they didnt. now they are in unrealised losses position.

what do u do if u gamble ur way out and make losses? well, either u give up and pay the remaining losses or p.a.y., h.o.l.d the stock and h.o.p.e that the price will increase.

sometimes m silly when buying stocks for real. i can tell ppl to buy other stocks b.u.t i will buy a dangerous stock and ended up now with unrealised losses. i think that happens in ppl in my industry.

i read in my book that there r 6 kinda stocks.
blue chips
cyclical
growth
speculative
income
dividend

if u buy a speculative stocks, u gotta be at ur stock screen from the moment u buy till u sell. i could say that our local stocks are interesting, well sometimes. why? because everyday different stocks will be the main attention, in terms of the top volume traded for the day. sometimes investors get news bout whats-happening in a company faster than an official press release from bursa or media. there r syndicates out that who push the stock's price up for no reason. u can earn hundreds or thousands of ringgit within 30 mins if u r smart and provided u buy in big bulk. not 1000 nor 5000 shares. lol.

i wanted to buy XXX and YYY but ended up buying AAA. my funds are stuck there.
if i bought XXX and YYY, i could have gain realised profit and buy ZZZ stock ystday, and ta...da... another round of profit gained.

how m hoping some gila investors play with the stock that i bought. everyday i feel down when i see a deep hole in that stock.

i guess uncle quek is really taking over eoncap after numerous price negotiations which dragged for perhaps 2 mths...? both stocks were suspended today after lunch.