Tuesday, February 9, 2010

CNY is approaching...

whats up??!! taiwan trip was just alrite. i was glad that i saw a couple of friends. 3 friends and I went to JiuFen, a former mining village. I also visited CKS Memorial Hall, the guards were very handsome. Taipei 101 was nothing special, i can bet with you USD 1 million that our corn-alike Petronas Twin Towers are way much better. Ours are just very unique, where do you find another twin towers that are beautifully lighten up anywhere else in the world. 3 friends and I had dinner and sat for 2 hours at Eslite Mall foodcourt. How I wish i was in Eslite at wee hours and LeeHom was there. I travelled for 12 hours from the moment I got out from friend's house in Tainan to Msia. Was sent to Tainan high speed train station, sat for nearly an hour before my scheduled train arrived. Got out from Taoyuan high speed train station after 1.5 hours and was touched when a friend met me up and took me to Taoyuan airport. If it wasnt him, i wont be able to see Mr Rain. I will definitely check in very early and miss the taiwanese girls go gaga over him.Mr Rain was superb near to me.

Work is shit. boring and it teaches me how to gamble.

me :: Can buy Gamuda now at 2.70?
dad :: Buy after CNY. Whats in the hurry?

I asked him again after 3 weeks about stocks.

me today :: Do you think can buy GPacket now at 1.10?? today was as low as 1.10.
dad with fed-up tone :: Can you wait after CNY???????

occay.............

Today I had lunch with big bosses during lunch in Equatorial Hotel. Same table as CEO *sweat* Same table as IB department big boss *sweat* He was the one who interviewed me and didnt wanna take me into his team. sad sad.

Friday, January 15, 2010

heaps of stuffs....

m gonna list down on a piece of paper things that should b done in 2010.

even without listing it, i guess i have many things to do, achieve, and get done wit it.

i gotta hand in an appraisal form by next monday. theres an 'objectives' column that i need to fill it. ooh my ooh my, i havent study for my licensing exam.

the market is hot now and definitely u have no time to go to toilet if u r working alone. today my senior was on leave, and it was a pretty busy trading day. she said d same thing - shes busy when m not around. i went to toilet at 1230pm n 7pm at work today. ooh my bladder. i think if u r working in this line, front office or back office, u have no time to sip a drink or pee. when phone calls come in, u dont have the chance to trade shares for d previous clients who had called.

i was v scared i did a mistake today, i checked a number of time. hope i dont get a phone call from senior on monday on executing wrongly today.

sigh........

Friday, January 1, 2010

hello 2010!

jan 2010 - taiwan!
i just found out wuwu wont b in taiwan during d week i ll be there. ooh well, cant wait to visit my frens there and i ll b cursing myself for not able to speak mandarin well.

feb 2010 - executing license!
boss has been asking me when m i gonna get my license.
boss :: when are u gonna sit for ur exam?
me :: HR didnt give me another book to study.
boss :: u must tell HR when u wanna register for d exam. but have u even finished reading one of d books?
me :: hehehe. nope. ok la, i will read it.

i really studied a lil in d office d next day after that conversation.

m so lazy to go to work nowadays. but i was the boss for 2 days. boss didnt come. colleague and i took extra an hour of lunch ie we took lunch from 1245pm to 230pm. and the hours werent enough to walk and scroll along d corridors in pavillion.

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i cant stand ppl writting bad personal messages in facebook especially its referring to someone directly. well, i was d victim in one of my damn frens' message. its very shameful as you are getting older by a year but getting more childish by talking bad about someone especially u announced it in facebook.

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so whats my new year resolutions?

1. i gotta learn to have the attitude of cant-be-bothered- with some petty issues especially on childish issues.

2. only trust myself.

3. learn how to have positive investment and trading.

4. i will stay in current company enjoying the days of staring at share markets unless i m being accepted into 3 of my (current) dream companies.

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Monday, November 30, 2009

sighhhhhhhhhh

i hate shares.

i loss rm300.

i hate shares.

i sold in d morning.

was busy till market closed.

when i saw the closing price,

i went bonker.

stupid.

i didnt wanna sell.

but i sold it.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

anticipate for...

- mini ipod shuffle to arrive.
- airasia to give me great deal on air tic.
- cousin reunion in dec.

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i love my lil sun burn across my left cheek, nose to right cheek. it looks as thou i have contributed myself in whateva games during the company trip, but i was just a spectator for the games. short trip to pangkor gave me the sunburnt ;) the grand prize during d lucky draw company dinner was 2 tics to london for 5 days with 1000pounds expenses. damn holy nice. company is very generous. other prizes were 32" LCD, dslr nikon camera, video camera to name a few. the consolation prizes were rm50 jusco voucher. not bad, isnt it. but i won nothing.

an uncle at my table kept on refilling beer into my cup. i said i have enough. he said "the night is still young", "weather is heaty, drink more beer". my tummy was filled with bladder, i said "let me go to the loo, then i can drink more when i m back". hahaha. all in all, nearly 2 litre of beer. the 2 uncles ciaoz earlier than me. how can uncles ciaoz earlier when its free flow of beer.

quota for beer-ing in november has been used up. ;)

bus stopped for toilet break, and co-driver noticed that bus temperature kept on increasing, and gotta wait for a bus that departed later than us to arrive so that half of us can occupied the bus, and the rest wait for 3rd bus to arrive. was lucky enough that parents were on the way back from pg! lucky i managed to escape from the hassle of waiting for next bus.

i gotta feeling that i will be asked to sit for exam soon to get my license for work. i opened the book once and all the finance and accounting terms floating in my mind. argh!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

stay? move on? stay...

" i m gonna make a chance, for once in my life"
-Michael Jackson


i really do wanna change my career, but i dont think its gonna look good in my resume at the moment. i got confirmed as a permanent staff last week. it was a scary moment when big boss phoned me "is this amanda. are u busy now? could u come over to my office and i wanna have a little chat with u". i scared out of hell. but he was all nice, he advised me. a suitable person to go to if i need advice. nothing great being a confirmed staff - everything remains the same as i was a trainee but the only difference is, if wanna resign or company wanna terminate me, 3 months notice baby! damn!

this isnt important! a fren just called and asked me whether do i wanna take her position as an analyst coz shes gonna ciaoz for auditing line and her boss needs someone urgently. salary was attractive. she wants someone from uol.

what if she asked me a week earlier??? maybe dilemma gonna happened. i will feel dejavu all over again. higher salary offered but dunno what the heck the job scope like.

sometimes i wonder is God giving me a message? does he want me to hop another job or what? i still feel stupid for rejecting this and that job offer and interview.

i still miss simedarby. my name is still in the list as a trainee, and 2 weeks training in carey's island spread out in dec2009 and may2010. i saw the schedule and it stated 6 meals a day again. how nice get to stay with them again.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

;)

i entered leehom's official site after many many months abandoning him. he did a MJ's version of man in the mirror. love the combination of chinese instrument being used while accompanied by piano in jazzy rhythms. who has ever done this combination before? love his brains and talents. but somehow something isnt right with his voice. prolly he has been taking up smoking quite often now.

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halloween party in greenwich village has been playing in my mind these weekend. waited for the halloween parade to start, the wind and cold weather, we tried to stand behind the trafficlight to block from the wind. waited 30mins for the train to arrive because it was non-peak hour ie @ 1am. argument we had whether to take cab or bus to get home from train station. mom told me to give a ring to that friend since it has been a year we havent seen each other for half a yr.

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i predict market will be bad tmw, prolly the whole asian markets ll b bad coz our big bro - dow jones dropped 200points. argh! gotta stay back a lil while at work this week to complete my monthly statement reports. then off to lumut on fri night.