hello 2010!

jan 2010 - taiwan!
i just found out wuwu wont b in taiwan during d week i ll be there. ooh well, cant wait to visit my frens there and i ll b cursing myself for not able to speak mandarin well.

feb 2010 - executing license!
boss has been asking me when m i gonna get my license.
boss :: when are u gonna sit for ur exam?
me :: HR didnt give me another book to study.
boss :: u must tell HR when u wanna register for d exam. but have u even finished reading one of d books?
me :: hehehe. nope. ok la, i will read it.

i really studied a lil in d office d next day after that conversation.

m so lazy to go to work nowadays. but i was the boss for 2 days. boss didnt come. colleague and i took extra an hour of lunch ie we took lunch from 1245pm to 230pm. and the hours werent enough to walk and scroll along d corridors in pavillion.

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i cant stand ppl writting bad personal messages in facebook especially its referring to someone directly. well, i was d victim in one of my damn frens' message. its very shameful as you are getting older by a year but getting more childish by talking bad about someone especially u announced it in facebook.

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so whats my new year resolutions?

1. i gotta learn to have the attitude of cant-be-bothered- with some petty issues especially on childish issues.

2. only trust myself.

3. learn how to have positive investment and trading.

4. i will stay in current company enjoying the days of staring at share markets unless i m being accepted into 3 of my (current) dream companies.

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sighhhhhhhhhh

i hate shares.

i loss rm300.

i hate shares.

i sold in d morning.

was busy till market closed.

when i saw the closing price,

i went bonker.

stupid.

i didnt wanna sell.

but i sold it.

anticipate for...

- mini ipod shuffle to arrive.
- airasia to give me great deal on air tic.
- cousin reunion in dec.

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i love my lil sun burn across my left cheek, nose to right cheek. it looks as thou i have contributed myself in whateva games during the company trip, but i was just a spectator for the games. short trip to pangkor gave me the sunburnt ;) the grand prize during d lucky draw company dinner was 2 tics to london for 5 days with 1000pounds expenses. damn holy nice. company is very generous. other prizes were 32" LCD, dslr nikon camera, video camera to name a few. the consolation prizes were rm50 jusco voucher. not bad, isnt it. but i won nothing.

an uncle at my table kept on refilling beer into my cup. i said i have enough. he said "the night is still young", "weather is heaty, drink more beer". my tummy was filled with bladder, i said "let me go to the loo, then i can drink more when i m back". hahaha. all in all, nearly 2 litre of beer. the 2 uncles ciaoz earlier than me. how can uncles ciaoz earlier when its free flow of beer.

quota for beer-ing in november has been used up. ;)

bus stopped for toilet break, and co-driver noticed that bus temperature kept on increasing, and gotta wait for a bus that departed later than us to arrive so that half of us can occupied the bus, and the rest wait for 3rd bus to arrive. was lucky enough that parents were on the way back from pg! lucky i managed to escape from the hassle of waiting for next bus.

i gotta feeling that i will be asked to sit for exam soon to get my license for work. i opened the book once and all the finance and accounting terms floating in my mind. argh!

stay? move on? stay...

" i m gonna make a chance, for once in my life"
-Michael Jackson

i really do wanna change my career, but i dont think its gonna look good in my resume at the moment. i got confirmed as a permanent staff last week. it was a scary moment when big boss phoned me "is this amanda. are u busy now? could u come over to my office and i wanna have a little chat with u". i scared out of hell. but he was all nice, he advised me. a suitable person to go to if i need advice. nothing great being a confirmed staff - everything remains the same as i was a trainee but the only difference is, if wanna resign or company wanna terminate me, 3 months notice baby! damn!

this isnt important! a fren just called and asked me whether do i wanna take her position as an analyst coz shes gonna ciaoz for auditing line and her boss needs someone urgently. salary was attractive. she wants someone from uol.

what if she asked me a week earlier??? maybe dilemma gonna happened. i will feel dejavu all over again. higher salary offered but dunno what the heck the job scope like.

sometimes i wonder is God giving me a message? does he want me to hop another job or what? i still feel stupid for rejecting this and that job offer and interview.

i still miss simedarby. my name is still in the list as a trainee, and 2 weeks training in carey's island spread out in dec2009 and may2010. i saw the schedule and it stated 6 meals a day again. how nice get to stay with them again.

;)

i entered leehom's official site after many many months abandoning him. he did a MJ's version of man in the mirror. love the combination of chinese instrument being used while accompanied by piano in jazzy rhythms. who has ever done this combination before? love his brains and talents. but somehow something isnt right with his voice. prolly he has been taking up smoking quite often now.

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halloween party in greenwich village has been playing in my mind these weekend. waited for the halloween parade to start, the wind and cold weather, we tried to stand behind the trafficlight to block from the wind. waited 30mins for the train to arrive because it was non-peak hour ie @ 1am. argument we had whether to take cab or bus to get home from train station. mom told me to give a ring to that friend since it has been a year we havent seen each other for half a yr.

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i predict market will be bad tmw, prolly the whole asian markets ll b bad coz our big bro - dow jones dropped 200points. argh! gotta stay back a lil while at work this week to complete my monthly statement reports. then off to lumut on fri night.

our new toy at work.

in office today,

c :: have u visited the site i gave u?
me :: not yet. didnt wanna surf it at home, reserving it in d office.

i had a lil free time (pretending m busy) and i visited the site she gave me.
then i got so excited.

me :: hey, this is nice. come here.
c :: *lip-syncing* later. later she ll catch us.
few minutes later, c pulled a chair next to me.

guess what we were looking at.

NOT.STOCK.MARKET!

both of us were sharing a mouse. we clicked here. click this. click that.

all u could hear from us were "this is nice!", "i like this!", "this is expensive!", "this price is not bad!", "this is suitable to wear!"

boss :: c, what r u doing there.
c :: hmm.
boss :: help me on this client, bla blablablabla.

maxis IPO took our syiok-time away.

we were actually looking for online clothes and footwear!

both of us will continue syiok-ing with the sites when boss planning to take few days off in nov!

feeling the pinch of challenge.

i never
... felt challenged nor afraid
... thought of being lost.
... thought of what-if-i hop into a wrong bus.
... thought of what-if-the-person standing next to me is pointing a gun to me.

but somehow i m feeling a lil challenging to go to tw.
language barrier...
how am i gonna order food???
the signboards?
how on earth to pronounce the mrt stations!

maybe i should pretend that m korean.
they love koreans.
maybe m gonna have free rides.
free meals.
yummy.