die on wed.

i think m gonna be dead meat when my manager is back from biz trip. shes gonna question me left. right. have u called this. that. have u done this. that. why did u forget this. that.

firstly i totally forgotten to tell a colleague to amend something when morning arrives. manager called that colleague at 3pm and i was called in and questioned "u supposed to tell me something, manager called just now". i saw like shitting in my own pants answering her question while my gastric attacked.

secondly i havent prepared an assignment presentation given to me. i'm still thinking how m i surviving with powerpoint, just one slide but i'm procastinating. i gotta come up with an example for 1-10-100 rule. gonna do it t.o.m.o.r.r.o.w. definitely. must. since i have already finished up 2 assignments and left it on manager's table for her to review when shes back.

the sickening part is to email customers when i dont really know what to say in the email. some customers are bloody demanding. they think order today and could get the thingy on the ship 2 weeks from order date? pui la.

the worse thing is, some ppl expect me to remember every single thing. u questioned me "do u remember .. tada. tada.?". i answered ".. i cant remember, gotta check it. wait!". then i kena sounded "u must rememberrrrrrrrrr!". and when i questioned u "do u remember thisthatthisthat!?". you answered "i cant remember, u need to brief me on this". what the hell. you think i'm computer processor unit?.

being a -----------------

g.r.a.d.u.a.t.e. isnt easy.

"you are a graduate and she isnt. i expect u to perform better although both of u r paid equally. doesnt mean u r working here temporary, u cant perform well. i can recommend u to work in other department after that period if u work well. if my ppl keep pushing you tasks, tell me. my ppl are smarter than other managers' ppl. you know what i mean?"


i take it as an advice. i gotta bow and nod to everybody and everysingle words they said. because i'm simply a newbie to this rat race environment.

peeps especially your manager expect u to perform above their expectations.

effective.
efficient.
initiative.
gotta give extra oomphs.


i'm a(an)::
admin girl
secretary
filling girl
gardener on fri n mon
police - fine ppl whose place arent clean
wiki-reference.
researcher
despatch girl
printing girl
photostate girl
sales coordinator
update manager on the orders status
reply emails although you dont know whats going on


i gotta do research and come up with microsoft office form on::
hotels, restaurant, country code idd, airline flights.

i kept on grumbling to myself, studying has only one responsibility. but at work, i gotta multitask and remember what kinda purchase orders have i processed.

i still dislike the habit of getting work done halfway, and another person gives u another task and the ball keeps on rolling like this. the only moment i can get things done is during lunch.

i was indeed frustrated today because i sent the wrong date to a customer. how could i remember what date belongs to what order when i have done many orders and other tasks? i was caught by a colleague, i didnt hand in a document she told me to. therefore i went a floor above to hand in a doc n at the same time i could breathe d non-frustrating-air. and. i. saw. him. my babi will surely tell me to stop bitching if she ever read this coz she said i'm too greedy.

m loving lucky!

there are quite a number of better cover of jasonmraz's lucky.

top in my list are ::



*agree that bathroom is d best place for acoustics*
*voices harmonize well*
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*i think its a perfect match too*
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*love the country music tune*


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*love the guy's voice*

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i love berklee students.

alrite, i will marry either berklee-ian or abc or cbc.


the radio was playing this song when i on it.
and it ended with mariah's touch my body b4 i got out from d car.

and coincidently b4 i got out from the house, i was youtubing these two songs.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
damn sien to work.
i cant remember whether it rained today or ystday b4 i woke up.
but i felt so lazy to work.
1st sentence i told mom as i was rushing out was "i am going to find a rich husband, so lazy to work."

she replied "not good to get rich man"

i defended "i dont care. i can use his money to shop and travel!"




so which cover is nice?
1st video?
2nd video?
3rd video?
4th video?
or
original?

ti da da to da da

i have no idea what and how i had period pain last week. usually i dont experience it. i read somewhere, having period pain is a sign of contributing some percentages of not getting pregnant. when i was in school, lots of peeps said experience period pain means u can give birth easily. i attended a fren's pub grand opening day and gulped 2 glasses of beer to wash my baby bellytummy despite having a lil period pain. why did that carlsberg tasted different from the canned-carlsberg, but it tasted better!! it was worth waiting for my fren to pick me up after delaying it from 720pm to 9pm coz met some i havent seen for a year and met someone who happened to be an aunt's ex-student. why ppl's life is so much interesting than mine?

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good news for myself. after finishing gem of life 82th episode the night before, i was accepted for a job. god wants me to finish it up and reward me with a job? hahaha. i can stop being frustrated over job hunting at.d.moment. senorita is starting her work next monday in grandpa's cousin's co. lol. i love conglomerate company. i really do. one day m gonna screw up those firms that rejected me. ;P

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i really D.I.D dream of working in cedar for summer09. walking again from cashcontrol to soak city. sigh. it was never as nice and interesting compare to 08. why must the dream appear when i have forgotten about it? maybe god is hinting to me that working in a same place for the 2nd time will b boring. yeah i think so too. my latino dude online this morning, i wanted to ask for spanish-english translations but mi papa told me to buy lunch. all i have learnt today is subete - just a ride. hahaha. sounds so dumb for a song name. why didnt i learn spanish while i had a direct resource. now, i gotta wait for frens to teach me in msn.

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adios buenas noches.

by the way i STILL think marrying abc is fun.

i think...

marrying ABC is fun.

american born chinese?
australian born chinese?

idk.

i need silly ideas to run thru my mind.
m gonna b stress for a mth.....
coz of....
somethings.





morning - breakfast dimsum in penang. ooh hambada vi, oops HEMANA vi (i think its the spelling), our timing is so right. hemana, i know where we should spend cny next yr. i found a place today.

late noon - lunch nasi lemak in taiping. delicous.

night - dinner at home. hokkien noodles. cantonese noodles. loh mee.

yummy feeling so unhealthy. mi momi said i gotta lose some weights.

march is here.
time to catch on with serious matters.
gotta do all my thinking issues right now
the journey from taiping to pj, i was pondering somethings which i still havent found an answer to it. just a simple answer but yet i still cant decide.
march march march
time is running baby


p/s:: ooh man, m actually listening to spanish songs but it sound like hindi. gimme the real latino beats pls. gimme the 4-beats reggaeton. wth is eddi lover's luna beats? sux.

♥ reggaeton!

hola! como esta?

no te sorprendas
senorita amandita amor reggaeton
amor alexis y fido's soy igual que tu!

espanol is easier than korean!

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check this out

adios amigo!

bring it on!

i was browsing thru something.
dubai has H&M!! but its still hasnt established in malaysia yet.
hmmmmmmmm..............

well, soon...... maybe.

but with overpriced tags
maybe rm99 for short pants and denim skirts?
and rm199 for a dress?
just like forever21.
maybe its not a smart choice to buy stuffs in msia.
m telling d truth.

my very 1st H&M was in boston! i was looking for a shelter to avoid being under d cold windy rain, and without realising, i entered H&M, and to borders, back to H&M. i walked aisle after aisle searching for i-dont-know what actually. i tried something in front of a mirror (too lazy to line up for d fitting room) and a lady who was also trying something on, asked me out of nowhere "does this fit me?". i told her frankly "auntie, i dont like brown colour! what about black?". and i asked her opinion on my try-out-attire. we had short conversation, and u will never guess this! shes a malaysian, came here for a short holz. we went on and on bout where we stay (she lives close to me) in msia and boston, her daughter etc.



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each time i wear my watch, i could feel its getting tighter and tighter on my wrist.

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i have developed an interest in the-turqoise-box. whateva colour it is.

thanks to 'Bride War' movie and currently am watching hk's 'The Gem of Life'.