i m.i.s.s. you

MandeeQ says:
dun b so honest
Ed says:
cannot ler....... I'm not a sinner like you
Ed says:
hahhahha
MandeeQ says:
8o|
MandeeQ says:
u did worse sin than me
MandeeQ says:
DROVE WITHOUT VALID LICENSE!
MandeeQ says:
AND SPEEDED
Ed says:
so you went to the UK?
Ed says:
no ler..... didnt speed...just wrong lane
Ed says:
hahhaa
Ed says:
u speeded
MandeeQ says:
u have 3 offences
Ed says:
remember the policeman
MandeeQ says:
i have 1
MandeeQ says:
the ghostbuster policeman
MandeeQ says:
yupz went to uk after ny trip
Ed says:
you almost wrong lane also mah at night, if want becoz of me ar.......hihihihi


1. freaking funny when he drove on d wrong lane in usa. we shouted.
2. mistaken the windscreen wiper for d left/right signal a couple of time. we bursted out loud.
3. chased by policeman.
4. freaked out when policeman approached us.
5. gps machine brought us to a very narrow (its like for horse lane) lane with long grasses on both side of d lane, u-turned back coz afraid ll bump into wateva.
6. got lost on d way back from 24hours restaurant to d park, which is only 2 miles away.



few days ago, i jokingly told parents that i would like to work in usa, obviously they didnt know i was joking. then questions were poured to me. they questioned me::

1 :: can you take the life there? weather? cost of living? (i said i could survive with minimum wage for 4 mths, what more with permanent salary). (weather, 1 celcius is still alrite, with snow i dunno coz havent experienced)
2 :: you gotta think whether u want to work there for few years or just forget everything you leave behind in msia.
3 :: if it is forever, are u bringing ur parents and bro along?
4 :: you only have a cousin there. what if something happens to u?
5 :: ....
6 :: ...
7 :: ...
parents stopped at 7th question.


yea. the weather will make me depress. now in michigan with 5 inches of snow at the beginning of winter, what more can i expect in mid winter. boston? philadelphia? chicago? washingtondc? places that i really love but it snows man. i dont wanna take a shovel to move the snow. florida? LA? expensive. to kill my boredom in d london tube, i came across a board "... according to researchers, the most depressing day in london is january 26 (actually i forgotten the date, could be jan29 28 24).



i just wanna get back to cedarpoint summer2009! ppl who say "i hate cedarpoint" at the beginning of the season, are going back next yr. so contrast right. i want history2008 repeats itself in 2009! or time machine perhaps? okok. i should wake up from my dream, slap myself, "there isnt such thing as time machine in this world".

if it wasnt for nov23rd, i wont b back!

:: one of the shops i worked in from sept onwards, worked 130pm-1am on fri, 6am-1am on sat, 6am to 12pm on sun -makes it 30hrs+ in 2.5days, jim said used to have snakes during summer everysinglebloodyday. god is fair, i came into this store late summer ::

:: by the time its 13th hour on sat, i felt really tired, rested on this chairs and gotta b aware at the same time for supervisor who popped out ::

:: one of my shops too, the scariest place to work, one big store, alone, in the nite, ppl from outside could see u, but u cant see them from inside, found dead rat on the softdrink carton ::

:: the spot where we became closer:: ooh friends, i miss you ::

:: chinyu fenichaboh miacraziestever 2bulgariansprincesses katelovestattoos joejoehot yating koko isabellabella ria cesarecuadorbf ismailalwayslendsmemags buket aroma sam-antha andrewjr uncleandrew jimpaininyourass viviana hugo becky carlton melinda marcussup steven anthony jamiejeekbeef kristen cherry roberttaiwanbf tonyamymom jessica iris ryanmcdees (oohshit, i forgotten a name! eer.. i still cant recall it) i cant think neemore :: wateva is it, i have made used of my youth time to the max ::

i felt stupid for crying a week ago, questioning myself why am i back. i had the opportunity to not be here so soon.

xmas is around the corner, next month will be cny. i felt that i have missed out lots of happening events this yr eg depavalli, hari raya, mooncake festival, but who cares. not like it will change my life. i rather substitute all these with summer 2008!

where to?

dad:: so are u taking professional papers?
me:: gonna work first.
dad::do u think with the certificate u have, is enough?
me:: work first, then i shall study and work at the same time.
dad:: its tough then.
me:: if i were to study, it will b taking up my 2 yrs, and then find a job at the age of 27? so old yet still wanna take parents' money?


i dunno whats my next plan.
i have some in mind but....... dunno whether it is d right path.

fren who graduated last yr updated me with who and who working in where and where.
after reading his sms, i felt stress.
wwhy?
names mentioned working in stan. chartered, kpmg, pwc, uob, cimb, hsbc, osk, hwangdbs, rockwill, deloittee gave me the courage to apply jobs there, but.... whats the chances to work overseas?? zero. whats the chances to work outstation? huge...

the sms convinced me "why should i work in small ass company? study to get this degree and not working in the companies mentioned by him made me very useless! should i forgo working in tax-free-country and remain here?"


this time god isnt going to help me. the decision is in my hands by using my brains.



sooheng, thanks for d purpleteameal! i know u r reading this. ;)

a.i.r.a.s.i.a.

am very angry now.

airasia is offering one way tic to london or from london as low as rm500 final price.

i clicked on the date june112009, and man its rm500! ok with 25kg of baggage it will b extra rm100. in total its rm600!

i paid usd700 to get back here from there!!!

could u imagine my heart really aches now!??

help me.

it feels so difficult to ask relatives whether my frens can stay at their house!
i feel damn superb paiseh to even open my mouth to ask for their permission.
rejecting frens favour will not make the friendship better... they are my really close friends for years.
how can i solve this problem? not only one but two identical problems!

by the way, it feels terrible and heartache ie i have lost my hostel room key on my LAST FREAKING DAY in ohio. my hard earn usd40 just vanished. maybe god is fair for indirectly charging me usd40 coz i did sins during d 4 mths... hehe... i was cursing while finding for d key and roomie was staring and laughing at me.

alrite, tmw am going to atlantic city to see peeps gamble.
sun going to delaware, my 2nd last shopping spree.

i miss mia. she supposed to come with me but she has to go back due to very urgent emergency. i miss that crazy babe who does crazier stuffs than i do. i miss all my friends in cp excluding those who bitched bout me and trying to hate me to the max like there isnt tmw.

4 months of memories.

::my supervisor - mom, i was trying to make her laugh while snapping::

::worked with this partner in crime for merely 2 hours, we were just too bored,btw hes hot, gave him french vanilla (supposed to give to brittany but she has gone)today when i disturb a fren working in marina store to beg me have some frenchvanilla, i am his -pain-in-his-ass-colleague, emily was jealous coz jamie was "ahhh, my frenchvanilla", i gave emily mine and she gave me a halloween ty bear. s.w.e.e.t. i was in pagoda store visitng them today and kristen was chasing me out because i am no longer an employee of cp::

::we cried, what more do u want us to do if u have worked with a person since day1tillday120? and not gonna see each other again?we fought but pretended nothing happen the next day. we confronted when we werent satisfied with each other::

::my favourite buddy in sandcastle, he just cracks me up::

::he knows that i am into::

::him::

supervisor tonya,
samantha,
becky,
couldnt believe that i am leaving cedarpoint.
supervisor didnt want me to leave and i told her to adopt me.
the time has arrived, my 4mths contract is up.
the last international merchandise department person has processed out!

sam fucking made me cried!
i didnt wanna find kate, but as i decided to find her somewhere in the park, she has left from work.

i have packed, and luggage is damn heavy. i have another 3 bottles of wine i stored in the cab driver's car coz wines arent allowed to b brought into these housing.i dont want to getinto trouble where d security officers who dress up like police attire knocking on my door and ransack my stuffs just to search for bottles of wine. no more trouble with officers. i have been trouble once and it freaked mine and frens' hearts out.am serious, i was very close to be thrown to the jail, and having to bail myself out for usd450 is not funny at all. we have officers here banging on d doors! i have a brother working in cedar with me, someppl believed, some dont because they say we dont look alike. i always try to run away from this romanian-hamsap-guy. he freaked me out. hmmm, i cant put all into proper words now as i am running out of time, i gotta sleep to do errands tmw in d morning b4 having lunch or wateva meals with american frens.

ooh shit, i feel like cancelling my boston trip and go to orlando. the weather is too cold for the lobsters to b alive.i only wanna go to boston for the lobsters.

alrite gotta sleep. its 4am-ish. tmw gonna do some stuffs in mall, and going for a date. hahaha.

enuff, of pics for now. will post when i get back. there r 700pics alone in cedar.

shit, i didnt ride dragster. i will b back in yrs time. love ya cedarpoint2008.

btw, i will b back in msia end of nov, dont contact me, cellphone spoilt.

dragster ride

i need to ride on these on sunday before i leave my dream in ohio.

still surviving.

hey yo!!!

its 230am and i gotta wake up at 6am and get to work!
weather was cold last week, but these 2 days r hot just like how it used to b during summer. oohman... i miss soakcity!!! my crews!!! miss the way they teased me!! miss them!! miss her!! miss him!!
well, i felt extremely sad as i was walking in the park because there aint any familiar faces around. imagine we had more than 300 asians and now narrowed to only 5!!!

well, next sat will b my last day. i am gonna miss cedar point!! as i was restocking some stuffs in d store, i overheard 2 american friends said i can b a team leader but i am leaving next week. yeah, what is d use to have me as a team leader.

alrite. ciaoz.

i wanna sleep.