help me.

it feels so difficult to ask relatives whether my frens can stay at their house!
i feel damn superb paiseh to even open my mouth to ask for their permission.
rejecting frens favour will not make the friendship better... they are my really close friends for years.
how can i solve this problem? not only one but two identical problems!

by the way, it feels terrible and heartache ie i have lost my hostel room key on my LAST FREAKING DAY in ohio. my hard earn usd40 just vanished. maybe god is fair for indirectly charging me usd40 coz i did sins during d 4 mths... hehe... i was cursing while finding for d key and roomie was staring and laughing at me.

alrite, tmw am going to atlantic city to see peeps gamble.
sun going to delaware, my 2nd last shopping spree.

i miss mia. she supposed to come with me but she has to go back due to very urgent emergency. i miss that crazy babe who does crazier stuffs than i do. i miss all my friends in cp excluding those who bitched bout me and trying to hate me to the max like there isnt tmw.