where is my reward?

i booked 7 air tics by air asia from kl-hanoi-kl.
i took the trouble to solve why on earth errors keep on occuring during d online payment which got me damn pissed off. the end result - the credit card was locked. so i gotta phone d bank and bla bla. but due to tight security and policy, the owner is d only person that will need to solve it. neeway, problem solved.

i booked 5 air tics by air asia route to kl-pheom pehn
then from bangkok-kl.
my task was done.

then i wanted to travel by myself to bangkok.
but NO! coz dad's credit card on d way of bursting.
i was pissed off la.
asked a fren, whom i consider as a close fren, asked her whether she wanna go and she could pay the tics for us first using her sis's.
i just dont know why ppl dont reply smses when there is something really important is happening. i just hate this so much. if you arent interested, then REPLY!!!! its not like am gonna scold u left and right for not joining me. i n.e.v.e.r got a reply from her.

lesson learnt :: i will apply a donkey plastic card soon, which i initially think its a useless piece of decoration in my purse. with that, i can do whateva i want thru online payment. feeling so shitty. why cant i have holz right after my last paper ie next year. i know i havent been good this year ie slacking alot.

i have yet to overcome d fear.

omg. omg omg omg. it didnt cross my mind before-what-if-i-see-my-enemy- what-should-i- do-a-million-dollar-question. as i was walking to d bus stop, a saw an idiotic lying on the road. i screamed la. it was dead and as far as i know it was there for 2 days. today i came back by bus from mv, thinking how-on-earth-if-the-ugliest-creature-is-still- lying-deadly-on-that-place-and-
d-bus-stops-there-for- me-to-get-out. i will be like freaking freaking freaking having a fast super duper heartbeats. thank god it wasnt there. however i dare not walk on that specific place. i walked like in the middle of the road from the above road to my house.

lesson learnt :: look at what is ahead before walking.

dont give up!

*that girl wasnt me, i dont know who was she*

*d images' quality not bad rite, i was walking aimlessly, waving my phone to snap rubbish pics like above while waiting for a fren. its once in a blue white moon that i go to d main block aka underground. so just snapped for fun la*


its like 4am now. i dont know why am i here making this silly-reflection-stuffs. i suppose to study for my test. its just a test, u wanna take, take it, u dont want, then u are on holz a week earlier, that kinda test la. my lazy lecturer showed us the questions (it will be exactly d same questions and figures in exam) 2 weeks ago, but his solutions arent helping me right now. i need to study from scratch, pulled out my year 1 subject material just to see a basic profit and loss account ie less cost of sales add opening stock add purchases less closing stock. i was figuring out how to do d cashflows for more than 6 hours. bingo as a result! a day to go, and 3 questions more i need to prepare.

everything has changed.

this is not something that i should be proud and announce right here in this stupid place, but yeah, 'ribena' is here now after i missed 2 cycles of period. i was like so happy when i noticed it. no am aint crazy. confirm am not pregnant.

am sick of swallowing tablets. today marks the 14th day and in these 14 days, i drink a litre of water more everyday, than what i usually did. sien. 14x8=112 tablets have visited my body. i need to plan what time to eat my meals, give allowance for spaces in my stomach to accomodate the water. super sien.

today's dinner, no carbohydrate for me, only vege and meat i served for myself. i hate when ppl laugh at me for being out of shape. i guess they never analyse their bodies, but they do it for other ppl. i never laugh at ppl putting on weights. biased-world. i am trying my best to avoid and stop thinking-bout-ooh-no-let-me- eat-this-this-is-yummy-i-will-take-another-one. i said to myself that i wont eat rice for dinner in a week. i wonder how far can i achieve it. wait and see! i am seriously hungry while typing this. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh. goodbye to the old eating habit. i dont want my doc to nag at me in the next appointment.

although my n95 isnt original, but the sound system is clear and able to blast extremly loud while playing d mp3s. i am starting to enjoy the camera.

i want to be a lil more daring. i wanna travel all by myself just like cousin's friend. my dad was like "ya, good, go and book ur ticket now". i dare if ppl tell me, but cash is all i need. i still have the mentality that money is everything in this world that can make me a happier person.

this is extremly brave!

my cousin's fren origin from philippines, studying in perth, flew to bangkok 2 weeks back then flew here last sun. omg. u will never gonna believe an 18 yrs old girl who hasnt been to msia in her life, managed to get her way from lcct to my house door step. she took multiple transport modes. bus from lcct to kl central, then jumped into lrt, stop at the nearest station from here, hailed a cab. bingo! *clap hands*, she was here right at the gate! all my cousin did was only gave her my house addy . i havent gone as far as her, my last-further-destination was to boonlay's mrt, sgpore. and the station was superb duper busy like there is no tomorrow. you can try sitting down right outside the ticketing machine.

Fong Lye Restaurant.

we wanted a try new place to eat, therefore found this restaurant written taiwan restaurant bla bla bla, and leehom's name appear in my mind. alrite alrite. i should scrap off some music-stuffs-and-its-driving-me-crazy in me. Its situated in The Gardens, 3rd floor (highest floor la), corner lot, beside rock corner music store.

:: tried 2 spoons ::

:: sweet potato isnt my cup of tea but this is nice, too some ::



:: it comes with rice and a small portion of side dishes identical to the noodle dish ::




:: this is mine, the noodle is slightly nicer than spagetti, this dish comes with potato-carrot-onion soup, used to drink that last time at home ::

i will choose fong lye to kimgary. :)

a heavy sigh with lesson to be learnt.

i will not forgive myself for taking this kinda unskilled pictures. lesson learnt :: pratice and play with the camera beforehand as it was fren's camera.






i am definitely happy with this, both of them were playing with the balloons with their tummies, by the way, they are damn fit, so not much of fats on their pacs. thinking bout this pic below, i dreamt them while i had a nap in d library coz was very sleepy due to 2 hours of sleep the night before. ystday i had a nightmare, not the usual snake wrapping me in a car. i was married in an arranged-marriage. no idea who he was eventhough it was after the wedding day, cant recall his face, but someone slightly above the average looking guys. nice height. nice house compound. as far as i can remember, i talked to him very lil ie i told him to pull the thread dangling from my clothes.



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i feel so much better now. less panting after climbing the stairs. the doctor's words were true ie i will feel 50% better after 7 days. :) heartbeats beating at 92 perminute. but i will have to break a huge tablet, half of my last finger, into half.