this is not something that i should be proud and announce right here in this stupid place, but yeah, 'ribena' is here now after i missed 2 cycles of period. i was like so happy when i noticed it. no am aint crazy. confirm am not pregnant.
am sick of swallowing tablets. today marks the 14th day and in these 14 days, i drink a litre of water more everyday, than what i usually did. sien. 14x8=112 tablets have visited my body. i need to plan what time to eat my meals, give allowance for spaces in my stomach to accomodate the water. super sien.
today's dinner, no carbohydrate for me, only vege and meat i served for myself. i hate when ppl laugh at me for being out of shape. i guess they never analyse their bodies, but they do it for other ppl. i never laugh at ppl putting on weights. biased-world. i am trying my best to avoid and stop thinking-bout-ooh-no-let-me- eat-this-this-is-yummy-i-will-take-another-one. i said to myself that i wont eat rice for dinner in a week. i wonder how far can i achieve it. wait and see! i am seriously hungry while typing this. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh. goodbye to the old eating habit. i dont want my doc to nag at me in the next appointment.
although my n95 isnt original, but the sound system is clear and able to blast extremly loud while playing d mp3s. i am starting to enjoy the camera.
i want to be a lil more daring. i wanna travel all by myself just like cousin's friend. my dad was like "ya, good, go and book ur ticket now". i dare if ppl tell me, but cash is all i need. i still have the mentality that money is everything in this world that can make me a happier person.
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