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sitting in the lib,
catching a financial reporting book,
feeling a moment of silent,
feeling a moment of loneliness,
feeling something is missing.

flipping the pages,
reading sentence by sentence,
reading between d words,
nothing came into me,

thinking whether to take up,
law of organization theory or,
marketing or,
further mathematics for economists.
its annoying that i want a calculation sub,
but the fact is feeling uncertain that i could get at least B.

occupying my time,
thinking what to substitute tht subs,
no ppl i could talk to,
no ppl i could refer to,

i am feeling lonely,
in the lib,
the familiar faces tat i used to see,
arent here anymore.

we used to hang out in each other cubicles,
we used to ask each others' progresses,
we used to complete our work together,

for d past 3 yrs,when whoever passed by my cubicle,
i will look up,
to see if anybody i know, i can greet,
then we would take a few minutes to chat.

today, i look up numerous times when i heard feets walking towards me,
to my disappointment,
those faces arent familiar,
its a habit to look up,
but now,
it gotta b scapred off,
i miss my friends.....

yes i know
"what is passed is pased..."