you freaked me out!

*colleague passed a call to my extension line at work

me :: hello
client (c in short) :: hello. u sound tired
me :: yes i am.
c :: u argued with ur bf?
me :: no! who is on the line?
c :: i m XXX. why u didnt attend ur boss's daughter's party? u didnt go coz i attended?
me :: ooh. coz bro had bday dinner. it was his bday on that day.
c :: same as her daughter's day.
me :: yes (in a freaked-out voice)
c :: so whats the stock ZZZ n YYY price?
me :: its ZZZ n YYY price. i queued for u at those prices boss told me to do ystday.
c :: so when did u start working?
me :: (answered)
c :: previously where before this?
me :: (answered)
c :: its a good choice to change to current company.
me :: not really coz previous co has more benefit in each sector.
c :: its true but u get to learn more in current one.
me :: can learn more in previous one, depends on who is the boss. so you want me to keep on queueing at ZZZ n YYY price till done.
c :: yes, coz i need the money. the market should be good after world cup.
me :: ooh. but market was good in certain days during world cup. this world cup doesnt really effect the market. bla bla bla .
c :: whats stock WWW price.
me :: its at WWW price.
c :: inform me if the price is above WWW price.
me :: ok.

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3 minutes before market close.

me :: hello, confirm sold WWW stock at 1.50 price.
c :: so u got the price. whats the price now.
me :: the price is at 1.45 now.
c :: wah, u got the price i wanted. not bad. maybe coz of u.
me :: haha. thats not the reason la. i sold it in the morning. mkt was bad after lunch. even singapore too is bad, minus 40points. lucky i sold it in the morning although wanna get higher price for u.
me :: bla bla
c :: bla bla
me :: bla bla
c :: bla bla
me :: bla bla
c :: ...... (i dunno what hes talking, i cant hear when ppl use hand free)
me :: hmmm
c :: .....
me :: hmmm.. yes (softly, coz no idea what hes talking)

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m starting to freak out if i need to call this client. if hes below 30, nvm. but he isnt. haha

its kinda impossible to get the remaining stock to sell at a price he quoted for maybe 2 weeks (or even a mth) but i need to queue it everday.

me :: i dont think i can sell his stock within a mth since the price is kinda far.
colleague :: he just want to talk to u for a mth.
me :: omg.
colleague :: if u marry him, i will not even acknowledge u as chi-mui
me :: haha. yuck. i will not marry him although hes rich.

i mind on age gap. ;)

nites. m done watching spain vs portugal. i supported portugal but no such luck as the ball possession is on spain's side. yuck. no chance for c. ronaldo to shine in this match. the ball hardly went to his feet.

chicago the windy city, i miss u.

each time i see the millenium gate aka beanie in anywhere in d net, i remind myself 'someday sometime i ll be there again".

i regretted that i didnt have a single nice photo in chicago. d camera was running out of memory spaces and i didnt have pendrive nor laptop to transfer d pics out. and fren set the pics in her camera to small size. therefore i cant develope a single nice shot. obviously disappointed and angry.

i prefer chicago than newyork. cleaner. more locals. good public transport. lots of museums. theres a msian restaurant in china town when i was there. but its not a wise place to shop, tax imposed on clothes are high. not sure how many %, but its d highest in states.

rule #

# 1 - Have a good relationship with your remisier/assistant.

# 2 - Do not phone your remisier/assistant zillion times to check on the stock. Just inform them what are you looking for, and they will inform you when the time comes eg tell them to inform u if stock ZZZ is at RM YY.

# 3 - Do not take advantage of your remisier/assistant. Eg, ask them for extra double cheese added value service - request for 10 application forms. We aren't suppliers. If you want 50 forms for god-knows-why, go to their office or request for 50 at one go. Don't ask for 20, and then 30 a week later.

# 4 - Do not always revise your price to buy/sell in a day. It irritates remisier/assistant although its your duty to irritate them. ;)

# 5 - Do not be over-demanding. Eg if XXX stock is @ RM 1, you tell them to inform you when its @ RM 1.50. When RM 1.50 comes, you tell them to inform you @ RM 1.70. When RM 1.70 comes, inform @ RM 2. Conclusion, just ask them to call you when its @ RM 2. lol.

# 6 - If you dont trust your remisier/assistant, do research on the stock they ask you to buy. The choice is at your hands thou. Remember that no stocks are a 'guarantee-return-stock'. If you are told by them that buy today, tmw i bet you ll get handsome profit, it might be true but .... Nobody is God to predict it.

# 7 - Do not blame your remisier/assistant if the price you wanted was unattainable. The duty of stock executor is to get the best price at client's interest.

# 8 - Do not place your order 30 minutes before the market close and ask for a ridiculous price. We arent God, miracle seldom happens in stock market.

# 9 - After you have sold your stocks, do tell them if you need the sales cheque to be issued to you. For your information, you sell today, cheques can only be issued 3 trading market days later. Why? Bursa needs to do some paper work and bla bla bla. This is the rule la for most of the stock markets around the world. Only Hong Kong market takes 2 trading market days. If you want your sales proceed cash to be in your account, do tell them. Do not blame them on "why my cheque isnt out yet". Donkey, because you didnt request. But most of the remisiers will ask you if you need it. Then give your bank account, no harm. Nobody will sabotage your money in the account.


Well well well, ... if you are really a pain in the ass of a remisier / assistant, No if you are a pain in the ass of the assistant / stock executor .... you will not get the best service in town. Because stock executor is the one who execute stocks for you in the market. Be nice to them. haha. Joking. Just be nice to them and if they love you, you will get the best-est price.

june is ending.

first day of the next mth is coming, means that i gotta do reports next week.
sucks.

m feeling extremely tired.
took half day MC ystday.
boss jokingly said that i went for interview.
i have planned to take few days of leave soon.
but since wit the MC ystday, damn it, will boss approve my leave?
ooh well maybe. ;)

m totally broke.
rm100+ left in my bank account.
no, silly, i didnt buy stocks.
i dare not buy because i have unrealised losses of rm7k in ONE STOCK.
i wouldnt say it was a bad choice to buy that particular stock, because the positive outcome can only be seen when the economy is FULLY recovered.
there isnt ANY signs that global economy has or going to recover.
this is my two cents.
anyway my every-mth-salary goes to my every-sat-activity.
expensive activity.

it could be for dietary programme?
could be scuba diving lessons?
could be preparation for marriage?
could be flying to brunei every week?
could be ... cant think of any.
muahahahahahahhahaaaaaa.

ol' habit for a yr.

i really dont mind to work 16 hours a day to gain heaps of skills and experience and get fat pay slip and fat bonus cheque than just gamble for ppl, cutting newspapers articles, bank in cheques for clients, doing filling every single idiotic working days.

i have the everyday-habit of thinking and questioning the same ol' things while doing filling and cutting articles.

i will be like "wth and wtf m i doing wit these tasks that even a nursery kid can do. is this all i want? m i doing these tasks for real, as in i m not dreaming and this is a real job i m handling wit in d reality world? "

i really question myself that everydayyyyyy. i dunno why but cant help it. i wish i can just get married to a heir who owns an investment bank.

i would grab one when...

... when i m sad.
... when i m angry.
... when i m hapi.
... when i m stress.
... when nobody is eating it.
... when i have nothing to do.
... when i m rewarding myself.
... when i need motivation.

i have been eating chocolates very frequent now.
at least one a day.

i cant remember buying any choco in msia for the past 24 years for personal consumption not until yesterday.
i m becoming a lady.
what a silly conclusion la. lol.

i was dead drained out when i came back at 5pm and cancelled an outing in the nite coz i m exhausted, mentally and physically. i went to bed not long after i came back, and slept the way through till 830pm. now that i m wide awake (i think i can still sleep if i m on the bed), prolly will continue the korean series while waiting for 230am match. time to wash my eyes on british and american guys. ;)

same person in my dreams.

i have been having dreams which involve the same person for 2 consecutive nights. if you watch msia or sgpore shows, you will know our very own veteran actress, madam lai ming. i have been watching her in tv since my primary school days.

Anyway, whats up with me and her? Well, i dreamt bout her, she resembles my late grandma in a way. In the 1st dream, i had a nice chat with her in my house. Apparently she is my grandmother, and obviously i stay wit her under the same roof. I held her palm tightly when she wanted to stand up and i smiled broadly. I m not sure whether i smiled when i was sleeping. It may happen. Possible. In the 2nd dream, she was just a lady, giving out candies samples(exactly like roc candies i saw in perth) in supermarket or somewhere along the shops corridor. i was very joyful when i saw her wearing an apron and handling out the samples.

i woke up and smiled. i miss my grandma.

;(