i am not pleased.

with gastric attack is back.
the date is drawing nearer and parents cant know bout this.
if they do, i will b lectured and hot arguments will arise.
and there might not be a chance for me to go ahead with my june plan.

maybe i should propose to my doc to increase my pill dosage in order for me not to be hungry easily.

"doc, 2 pills is not enough, 3 is ideal i think". do i have d guts to tell doc that?

maybe.

did the right thing.

i was asking waiyee few months ago what is the cheapest way to get out from london. she replied oasis airline. i wanted to go to hk coz it was speculated that suju's concert will b there in oct since i will b missing out their tour in msia in may. then i wanted to ask a cuzzy whether is this airline reliable, but cuzzy is busy to even log to msn. by the way, london to hk cheapest airticket price was at rm1400. then few days later from my initial plan, airasia announced their route to hk and the cheapest one way tic is at rm400 i guess. so luck was on my side. but after pondering for quite some time, i shouldnt take any risk for travelling wherever i like and come home right after my visa expires.


today, i flip at the newspaper and read that oasis hongkong airline has ceased its operation after having loss of us$128m. i think mas' loss was more than this and it is funny to see how they had survived before the current ceo took over and found out a stupid painting mas bought and hung it in mas headquater office cost billion or million. kudos to idris for selling the dumb paint. back to oasis - i reread that sentence coz its unbelievable la. the airline of coz is reliable, but just that their couldnt deal with the fuel price rising, they announced to just stop its operations. pheeeeew, i was lucky that i didnt carry on with my dumb initial plan. if i were to carry out my plan, the air ticket will be refunded of coz, but till now there isnt any news bout suju's concert in hk. suju hasnt even announced touring in msia yet.

ooh yeah, airasia is flying to perth soonnnnn.

am starting to like all these sort of aviation industry's news, thanks to the research i have done for 2 months on who flies to there and here. airasia and mas is really having a price war. if both are flying to a same route and the price difference is less than rm400 for more than 5-8 hours of route, i rather pick mas because of the food and the comfortability. i dun like the way airasia is expanding to everywhere eventhough its good to have oligopoly operating in an industry, rather than a monopoly. each time i come across airasia's advertisements in the newspapers, i think they some sort of teasing mas and firefly by having quotes such as "compare our prices with everyday-low-price, choose us, coz calculator dont lie". fyi, everyday-low-price is promo going on in mas.

:: this makes me happy ::

goodbye to

:: investment in associate
:: investment in subsidiary
:: group revenue reserve
:: minority interest
:: goodwill
:: goodwill amortization
:: historical cost accounting
:: current value accounting
:: current purchasing power
:: foreign exchange difference
:: deferred tax
:: finance leasing
:: operation leasing
:: conceptual framework
:: accounting standards
:: merger acquisition
:: joint venture
:: closing rate method
:: temporal rate method
::
::
and lots moreeeeeeeeeeee

been hammering myself with all these terms for 3 weeks. my knowledge in financial reporting has expanded in 3 weeks. but hell, i screeeeewed my paper today. i still dont understand why i chose consolidated account as one of my question, but i didnt answer it. a senior taught me step by step for 8 hours in 2 days on console. i did 13 console exercises over and over again like 3 times per question. and heck hell, still cant do it in exam. alrite alrite, the examiners arent so dumb to question the exact requirements that had asked b4. and what happen to my temporal method in balance sheet? shitto. questions that i praticed like hell, i cant answer fully, vice versa. i will never believe in this quote - pratice makes perfect.

time for auditing again. not gonna pratice like hell for management accounting. pratice never makes perfect! but wait a minute, am gonna push my head into management accounting for 2 days. not in a mood for reading subject yet.

i couldnt sleep last nite and managed to doze off after 1.5 hours on d bed. sleeping at 6am is just pure annoying with birds chirpping and neighbour's maid washing whateva in d porch.

the weather is just sooo hot. cant wait to freeze myself in niagara fall. tut tut toot. yes yes my fren and i have been encouraging each other to study till the very end of our tears. we call each other b4 and after papers. final year isnt that bad after all. guess am gonna sleep now, i am not allowed to youtube because if a fren finds out, am gonna be lectured. but but today i found something interesting. check out stephen wiltshire, he is a gifted child, makes me fall in love with art. how i wish i am an 'autistic' not in art but in knowledge, as in i can remember whateva i have read for ONE TIME ONLY. god god god, i need this temporary gift! i promise i will be good if u send this miracle to me. am falling asleep now. nitessssssss.

reading auditing book by porter isnt that bad after all.
5 topics i have read. 4 more to go.
oohmyoohmy.
but hey, auditing isnt that bad.
seriously. its not as bad as i think.

didnt wanna read porter at first coz i was told the acca notes is better.
but after looking at my subject guide written by B.A. Porter, i SHOULD read his panjang lebar book with pages filled with words. coz he might be the one who sets the examination questions. or maybe his anak buah set it. he wrote in the subject guide that

"this subject is a common sense subject"

this particular sentence is giving me pressure. yeah, its common sense but without reading the book, i dun think anyone can do the questions.

oohmyoohmy.

i have my first panda eyes i guess. padan muka.

uncertainties.

last week i went to see my doc alone, and i nearly broke into tears when doc said my blood test results taken a mth back is as worse as 3 mths back. well, i managed to control my tears. then i had to take another blood test during that visit and for 3 days i was hoping that the result is better. when i called up for d result, it stated that i was overdosed, and doc gotta take away my drugs and i was instructed not to take it for a week. it made me suffered by having huge appetite (i havent been having huge appetite for 6 mths edi) and thus i am trying not to gain anymore weight, but it looks like the trying-to-process is failing. i tend to get very very extremely hungry during the night while burning midnite oil. and i tend to sleep alot too. am just hoping my 2 other future blood test results show some positive signs.

hmm. i think my life pace is getting way out of control, its moving fast. exactly 2 mths time, i will be done with d last paper, and i will be pulling out my luggage from the cupboard's upper tier and start packing my stuffs (my life is like those americans going for roadtrip once they graduated, and having no idea when they will be back on track). think bout it, i have too many tops and i will b only bringing like less than 15. by the time am back, there will be yellowish spots on my clothes resulting from not wearing it for a quite some time. when i first started applying for my trip, i was very excited, but i got kinda freaked out the moment i purchased my air tic out from usa to elsewhere, i dunno know why.

dad told me not to use so much time to travel in usa, but instead, he prefers me to spend more time in europe. i told him i will be travelling for only 2 weeks in usa, and he doubt i could make it from florida to newyork in 2 weeks. i know all along that the duration is short. sigh.. i have no idea how is my travelling part gonna be. perhaps am just gonna rot in wilmington to see chad michael murray and sophie bush on onetreehill set. my dad is the person that likes europe, hes not into usa nor australia. i dont think that i will be going to europe although frens said it is a must to visit paris, czech, romeeeee. if i were to visit each countries in europe, i will never gonna celebrate my chinese new year next year la. haha.

my mom is kinda worried. last week she said "u r so small size, i dunno how are u gonna travel alone". i totally agree with her, but am trying to be optimistic (vi noticed that i am not as pessimistic as i used to be yrs back).

in months to come while am not here, my bro will b staying in the hostel.
my dad will be in and out from the country.
mom will be pratically be at home or at work.
i tend to get upset when ppl say that the house will be quiet.
never in my life i thought this atmosphere and situation will occur.

anything might happen.
who knows i will be able to find my true love in wherever during my trip.
hahaha. a couple of frens said to me b4 that "i think you will find someone, maybe some ABC fella". i think this is hilarious. ;)

alrite, back to studies.

codo @ midvalley

we had 4 hours of eating, gossiping, catching up with each other, and chitchatting in codo, a vietnamese restaurant. nah, i didnt snapped any pics, very paiseh alrite.

i really salute a friend, who had only left 20 pounds to spend in a week, mid-dec to mid-jan in bristol. his dad didnt send him money for a month and he miserably created a-pathetic-recipe with grains of rice and red beans! go and figure out, eating porridge and redbeans! well, he did take up lots of jobs there during his one year stay. but no idea why he didnt work during that time la. he said hes not going back to uk, one year is enough. haha. i told my dad this and he said he will do the same thing to me if he finds out that i overspend. i think i will cry till i beg him to send me some pounds.

my dad's words freaked me out. will i have enuff money when am in usa and uk? if i dont, will he help me? hmmmm. i think am gonna shorten my stay in uk to avoid living penniless. i proposed an idea to him "try this on ur son when hes in uk in d future, so that he knows the value of money!".

one way ticket, june16

the stress is certainly building uuuupppp.
every pass year questions i do in MA, am stuck in one of d parts. die die die la. i am holding my summer holiday as my motivation to keep me going.

looking at the brighter side,
cedarpoint employer has emailed me.

have a look!
and these too!


when i looked at d map, i said "this is what i call the real amusement park". i used to play themepark computer game, tried to build those mambo-jambo roller coaster, placing lots of fastfood kiosks especially the one that sells fries-and-burger-and-drinks. my dream came true to work and play in the world most number of rides in an amusement park; 60+ rides inclusive of 23 roller coasters overlooking lake erie, that separates southeast canada and northeast usa.

i shall not be tooo excited. yesterday i received an email from my employer stated that we are gonna have open-book-final-exam-online-training. gosh. i never expected this kinda thing to happen. if one scores less than 80%, gotta attend some 'live policies' class at cedarpoint and we arent eligible for d bonus. ooh noooo! we are given a month to complete the online-training-exam before our arrival date.

i have already purchased my one way ticket,
departing on june16 nite. so yeah.. i have no idea what am i gonna do in singapore while transiting there for nearly 8 hours.

few days ago, i checked out the nearest mall to cedarpoint which is like 2 miles away and wal-mart which is 5-10 min walk from d mall. i just wanna checked out what does the mall offer. ooh yeah, it has rue21. the flipflops are niceeeee. cousin and i were pratically checking it out. victoria's secret is there too. gonna bring my old bras and throw it away whenever i feel like it, and purchase new ones. muahahhahahahaha.

i told a fren of mine who has been to cedarpoint
"i dont wanna leave usa after seeing there are lots of cheap and nice stuffs there".

cedarpoint employees are allow to visit 'Paramount's Kings Dominion' in Virginia for free coz both amusement parks are owned by the same company. jc, are u reading this!? there will b a chance for me to go to fairfax, virginia. muahahahahhaha.

ooh yeah i havent purchased my air tic out from usa. my travel agent said "you better do so, the immigrantion will carry u back!"

enuff of crapping at 3am while listening to junsu's voice beating at the speakers. i can foresee i will b feeling sleepy in d library during noon.

headache. half conscious. sleepy.
ciaoz.