keep on hunting.

nearly 7 hours am in front of this computer to search high and low for d cheapest air ticket. i have taken many ways to get d cheapest like flying somewhere nearer and hop a bus to get to wherever i want. it takes too much of my time man.

air tic to seoul one way is only rm900 including everything. cheap cheap cheap.

i told friends package holiday in panama is cheap. same goes for nepal. they laughed at me because my objective was to find for my own stuffs!!!

so far, i have called close to 20 travel agencies, visited 6 travel agencies and i get various figures. can u imagine a fella gave me rm20000 price for my air tic??? this is so ridiculous. what bout rm60000? i will find wuwu to sponsor me man.a few gave me like round-d-world-trip. can they look at the world map before giving me those routes?

tmw, i will continue with my battle although i feel kinda bored already asking d travel agencies d same questions.....

edc, wedding and balloons.

its O.V.E.R, he said. i didnt believe it, so i reread the article for 3 times.

finally, after 4 months of non-stop relatives staying in my house, all have gone back. and its time to get my arse back to studies. 2 months to trials which is important to me and 2.5 months to real final papers. and yet i still have d time to gogo-gaga through d phone and face-to-face over edison chen quitting from hongkong entertainment industry FOREVER. he will not act. he will not do modelling (gosh, all of d products he is endrossing will b taken back). he will not sing. he will not appear in music videos. i doubt that he will blog. he regretted with his wrongdoings. he was totally upset and frustrated with d servicemen, d keepoh press and d public. however he has moved on. do not tell me he is one hell of d worst man in hongkong celebrity list because i like him (yala, he is lengchai). like a fren said, he is unlucky coz his past histories and dark secrets were revealed. if i were one of d females involve in d scandal, i will not have d guts to show my face to d chinese community, and therefore will quit too.

its a norm in quek families to get drunk during weddings. but in today's wedding, there were quite a number of peeps got hung over. its not because d families werent good in drinking heavy liquors (well, most r good in drinking but know d limits coz all were trained to do so), but they always do table-hopping and all d sippings will b accumulated to hangovers. its funny to see an uncle, who was believed to have drunk mambo-jumbo-brandy-wine contained 80% of alcohols, got really high at d end of cousin's wedding by jumping, shouting and grabbing whoever. his wife and his children were pratically pulling him to go home. lucky his grandchildren didnt attend, if not they will b frightened with their grandpa's attiude. mind you, quek families have this thingy ie weddings-are-recorded-using-visual-recorder. so yeah, probably during d next CNY, d video will b played and d families will be hoho-haha over it. even my bro got a lil dizzy, and this is d 2nd time he has hangover, the first time was in hanoi.

-d deco - dinner room filled with red-pink balloons-

-kids are occupied with i-wanna-collect-as-many-balloons-as-possible and i-wanna-bring-it-home-

a niece of mine exchanged with me, her approx 3 balloons with 2 chocolates. but a cousin in law gave me like more than 7 (i didnt count). i really planned to take it home. we i was beside d car, wondering how on earth to fit all in it, i decided to release ALL TO THE AIR. i was upset. i wanted to bring it home to cheer me up while i am studying.

- i wanted to create this kinda environment in me :) -

i love furnitures.

i followed my aunt who wanted to buy a sofa for her newly bought house.

i love many pillows on sofas. it makes me wanna laze more.

this is a lazy-ass-chair. i will definitely buy this kind in d near future. it is comfortable.

a lil-one-seater-sofa.

isnt it cool to have d dining table made of shiny-whiny-ghiny marbles?

neeway, if u r going to hongkong, how much are u gonna bring for a 4 days stay.... i need d budget.

v-day

as i stepped into d college at 830am, there were a few of whoever wore pink n red tops. i wanted to have my break after god-knows-i-had-productive-hrs in d library, i headed to d bakery shop, and walaueehhhh, everywhere i turned, guys and girls wearing pink red tops. so shitty. v-day is giving a deep impact to these ppl. more girls r seen wearing fluffy or denim skirts today. even d one of d maintenance guys who works in d college either took off or dismissed from work earlier today. traffic on d road was clear. even it is unusual day for d bakery shop, whereby it had so many leftover buns 3 hours b4 wrapping its day.

mom asked why didnt i wear red top today after she realised it is valentine today. i said "why? its not like i have a date. am single. single ppl dun wear red n pink on vday""

i do feel useless.

i always ponder, what have i done so far. n.o.t.h.i.n.g. is d answer. sigh.

MandeeQ says:
i am 23 this year, and i havent done anything beneficial yet.
MandeeQ says:
nothing has benefited me in these 23 yrs. and nothing has benefited my parents from me.
MandeeQ says:
Sigh
Gerard Bulger says:
fear it at 36. Women have a bioligical problem
Gerard Bulger says:
Do not worry...they have made the investment in you and they will get their return in years to come. Even the joy of seeing you off and independent doing things that they never could do at your age...

couldnt stop it.

i could say that this year will be a travelling-year for me, and travelling-around-d-world has never been in my list before coz i know it will just never gonna come true unless i get a rich brat husband in d future or strike lottery.
neeway in months to come, i definitely gonna go smell the air of ohio and new york and not forgetting i must make an effort to go to wilmington (north carolina), coz of one tree hill of coz, and virginia. last tues, jo planned to go to seaworld, florida. today, krystal and amy were inviting me to join them to los angeles. fyi, all of us arent working in d same place, so prolly we might meet somewhere in d middle of usa. then they were planning to stay a few days in taipei before returning back. i was like "good, i wanna join, then i can see wangleehom in d airport". neeway, i gotta see how much money left for me after shopping-and- buying-some-nonsense stuffs. aint sure whether i could make it for taipei-stay and los angeles. air tix fare from ny area to la will be expensive. ok, i could see all of us are so so excited although we are suppose to only strictly study for our final year now and not thinking bout other stuffs. i guess we will stop planning on places to go till we get our visa approved. yes yes, we havent even done with our visa and think so ahead, yes yes .

still wanna shake my legs?

:: i need to sit down and re-choose my 3 employers choices, which d dateline is TOMORROW. yes 27thjanuary2008.

:: i need to figure out how on earth to walk to shangrila hotel from wateva lrt station.

:: i need to take an initiative to be prepared with questions throw by my employers by 2ndfeb2008.

:: i must get letter from my college to verify that i am a student.

:: i must get a reference letter from my ex-employer.

:: i must get a reference letter from lecturer(s).

:: i must prepare my transcriptssssss.

:: i must get my visa done.

:: i must photocopy my passport.

:: i must hunt for d cheapest air tic to wherever.

:: i must plan what date am i coming back.

:: i must study auditing, i-am-so-missing-you. and financial reporting. and management accounting. and macroeconomics.

:: i must stop looking at cedar point, my dream place.


for d very first time, i have no idea that i have. must. should. complete all these by mid june, therefore i have no time for guys, who loves who, i love you nor you love me thingy, or why we havent been talking yet despite knowing for 4 yrs. i have no time to even play rollerblade in putrajaya. frens said i seldom online now. and i have no idea what do i do during d nites when i used to online during those time.

whenever i did nothing in d nite, i feel very sleepy easily and thus i will just head to d bed by 12am and i did this quite often for d past 1 week. today, my routine was different, ie drove from klang back here with lousy no lamp posts with no lights. then went out again after a few minutes rest in d house, to accompany fren who has problem with petty relationships shitty issue. fren's driving was putting myself at d very end of risky side cause of d r/ship problem distracting fren's concentration, therefore i demanded that d car to be pulled-over, and i take over d wheels. driving a kelisa is so much lighter and its as though am playing with daytona. it took me like 45 minutes to go to asian cafe coz i turned wrongly somewhere in d roundabout and ended in usj, and with subang isnt my territory, do not say my sense of direction is lousy. finding a parking lot makes me curse alot, and we ended up in a some sort of kopitiam. food was above average. had fried mushroom cost only rm4.80, compare to asian cafe's rm10+. peanut toast bread. something like that. and on d way back, i was still listening to d same crappy-ness regarding fren's relationship-friendship problem thingy.

its nearly 3am, gotta head to my bed and dream bout something that will give me a smile when i wake up. i have been waking up between 7-730am for d past 3 weeks.