m doing something beneficial at office.

i m always free at office. this job is dead boring shit.

these 2 days, i occupied my time by visiting the official websites of some companies listed in local market. i m impress with 2 companies out of 3 i have visited in the office.

do u know the COCOPIE snacks and LOT100 sour gummy sweets, to name a few, are produced by a company which is listed in our stock market? m surprised. ;)

m impressed with gamuda site, take a look at their site. it contains good snapshots of their major projects.

still a gambler.

its funny how i can eat cheap economy food everyday and use the other big portion of money to gamble.

ooh man! next week i gotta pay up my latest stock buying, and m left with the sum which WILL. NOT. BE. ENOUGH for a toy next weekend! somehow, i just need to get that toy.

will reveal when i buy it.

;)

i need to control my longterm and shorterm investments, which sometimes makes me on really tight budget.

being a gambler isnt easy.

what do u do if u gamble ur way out and make profit? obviously u take the profit and wait for the good time to enter again. n.e.v.e.r be greedy. i have seen some clients were greedy, they had their profits if they were to sell, but they didnt. now they are in unrealised losses position.

what do u do if u gamble ur way out and make losses? well, either u give up and pay the remaining losses or p.a.y., h.o.l.d the stock and h.o.p.e that the price will increase.

sometimes m silly when buying stocks for real. i can tell ppl to buy other stocks b.u.t i will buy a dangerous stock and ended up now with unrealised losses. i think that happens in ppl in my industry.

i read in my book that there r 6 kinda stocks.
blue chips
cyclical
growth
speculative
income
dividend

if u buy a speculative stocks, u gotta be at ur stock screen from the moment u buy till u sell. i could say that our local stocks are interesting, well sometimes. why? because everyday different stocks will be the main attention, in terms of the top volume traded for the day. sometimes investors get news bout whats-happening in a company faster than an official press release from bursa or media. there r syndicates out that who push the stock's price up for no reason. u can earn hundreds or thousands of ringgit within 30 mins if u r smart and provided u buy in big bulk. not 1000 nor 5000 shares. lol.

i wanted to buy XXX and YYY but ended up buying AAA. my funds are stuck there.
if i bought XXX and YYY, i could have gain realised profit and buy ZZZ stock ystday, and ta...da... another round of profit gained.

how m hoping some gila investors play with the stock that i bought. everyday i feel down when i see a deep hole in that stock.

i guess uncle quek is really taking over eoncap after numerous price negotiations which dragged for perhaps 2 mths...? both stocks were suspended today after lunch.

why didnt you play the game?

you saw a very active stock minutes after the market started trading. it was an unusual morning because you completed your usual-morning-tasks-and-summaries by 9am compare to by 930am most of the days. you were looking at the stupid screen and said xxx sector is back this week after 2 weeks of unfavourable interest. it was 0.98 cent and you said its damn high already because it closed 0.935 ystday. you were hesitating till 1230, market closed for lunch n the price was 1.12. you told yourself that you are gonna whack the bloody market once u get back from lunch because the person who went out for lunch with you asked why you didnt buy and someone on the phone laughed at you coz you always wait, wait n wait. you didnt buy after the market resume coz the price dropped till 1.08. you were greatly glad and happy that you didnt gamble your money out of it. you went out from your workstation for a short good 10 minutes at 4.20pm. the price shot to 1.18 when u came back.

devil in you says::
idiot.
you could have earn some cash.
idiot.
stop waiting for the prices to drop as low as u wanted.
idiot.
where is your damn guts.
idiot.
will you gamble tmw?

angel ::
alrito. i shall learn how to lift up my guts, throw some money to get some capital gains, walk my life with no regrets.

will i...

... resign after a year of working?

i had rubbish quarelling with boss today and in order for her to shaddap, i said SORRY!
she said "pardon?"
i said I M SORRY.
just an annoying lady she is.
she smiled and pretended nothing happen.
it happened minutes after she came to the office.

in the evening, i asked her "i think we dont need to order A4 papers this month, there for 30 stacks!"

happily she said "order!"
collegue talked in mandarin and i guess it was like "so many and no place to put at the cabinet outside".
she said " then place it in the room"

does she know the amount of papers we use per month. only 2 stacks! heaven christ!

of coz i kept quiet after she told me to order. sometimes i feel so lazy to reply her rationally.


while working today, i listed down in my mind the pros and cons of discontinue working in DA company. sad to be true that there are many disadvantages. ooh wait, i supposed to be happy. i told bro that "i know what to answer the interviewer in d future on why i left DA previous company!"

I have just asked a friend who works in another firm under the same industry, his company needs ppl and he asked me to send my resume thru him. well, i wanted to...... but 1-year-experience-rule reminded me.

CNY is approaching...

whats up??!! taiwan trip was just alrite. i was glad that i saw a couple of friends. 3 friends and I went to JiuFen, a former mining village. I also visited CKS Memorial Hall, the guards were very handsome. Taipei 101 was nothing special, i can bet with you USD 1 million that our corn-alike Petronas Twin Towers are way much better. Ours are just very unique, where do you find another twin towers that are beautifully lighten up anywhere else in the world. 3 friends and I had dinner and sat for 2 hours at Eslite Mall foodcourt. How I wish i was in Eslite at wee hours and LeeHom was there. I travelled for 12 hours from the moment I got out from friend's house in Tainan to Msia. Was sent to Tainan high speed train station, sat for nearly an hour before my scheduled train arrived. Got out from Taoyuan high speed train station after 1.5 hours and was touched when a friend met me up and took me to Taoyuan airport. If it wasnt him, i wont be able to see Mr Rain. I will definitely check in very early and miss the taiwanese girls go gaga over him.Mr Rain was superb near to me.

Work is shit. boring and it teaches me how to gamble.

me :: Can buy Gamuda now at 2.70?
dad :: Buy after CNY. Whats in the hurry?

I asked him again after 3 weeks about stocks.

me today :: Do you think can buy GPacket now at 1.10?? today was as low as 1.10.
dad with fed-up tone :: Can you wait after CNY???????

occay.............

Today I had lunch with big bosses during lunch in Equatorial Hotel. Same table as CEO *sweat* Same table as IB department big boss *sweat* He was the one who interviewed me and didnt wanna take me into his team. sad sad.

heaps of stuffs....

m gonna list down on a piece of paper things that should b done in 2010.

even without listing it, i guess i have many things to do, achieve, and get done wit it.

i gotta hand in an appraisal form by next monday. theres an 'objectives' column that i need to fill it. ooh my ooh my, i havent study for my licensing exam.

the market is hot now and definitely u have no time to go to toilet if u r working alone. today my senior was on leave, and it was a pretty busy trading day. she said d same thing - shes busy when m not around. i went to toilet at 1230pm n 7pm at work today. ooh my bladder. i think if u r working in this line, front office or back office, u have no time to sip a drink or pee. when phone calls come in, u dont have the chance to trade shares for d previous clients who had called.

i was v scared i did a mistake today, i checked a number of time. hope i dont get a phone call from senior on monday on executing wrongly today.

sigh........