i like to be spontenous.

frens and i met up for lunch during lunch break. initially we planned to have a meal in wendy's. and at the same time, mom texted me that she was in pavilion.

colleague :: so which one are u choosing. lunch with frens? mom? or me?
me :: hmm. u r going out with boss right. lunch with frens and mom then.
*phoned mom, she told me to luncheon with frens*

as we were crossing the road and heading to wendy's,

me :: lets follow others, they r walking straight, and perhaps for lunch. who knows in front has nicer food.
j :: really ??
me :: yes. why not.
j :: like that also can.

before walking another 2 blocks after wendy's,

me :: opposite has thai food. lets try.
p :: are u serious? no wendy's today.
j :: she is like this. always wanna try things last minute.

we lunched at d thai place. 3 of us were satisfied with the food. we yakked till 2 of them stole 15mins extra for lunch. we came out with filled tummies. they suggested we should be back to try other dishes during the upcoming lunchs. yummlicious.

headed to pavilion to meet mum after work. ate in madam kwan's coz madam kwan was in that restaurant of hers. shes such a cute lil lady. love her. and the food was heavenlicious aromaticlicious delicious. nasi bojali makes me put on extra one kg. i like stripped beef! i like the tender chicken. the prawnsss. the nasi too. all the staffs were very alert, maybe madam kwan was around. haha. the food could last me till late lunch the next day. i never had such a delicious nasi before.

after dinner, walked to klcc. bought a skirt there, i lurve it. oohman, two skirts in a week.

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just chatted with a fren and she was hinting to me when am i going to tw.

i just bullshitted maybe january. i checked the air tic for jan. luckilicious, very cheap. at the same time gotta clear my leave days by end of jan. i dont want my leave days forfeited.

gonna meet my darlings there and bring back some candies.

i love to use my feet to visit places.

love u, feet!

i lupe lurve love a skirt i saw in store in pavilion today. i have been talking about it while working, even mentioned it to the cleaner kakak. so gonna geeet it tmw.

me :: this skirt is nice!! *showing it to colleague".
c :: i knew it that u like it.
me :: i love it.
c :: buy it.
me :: i didnt bring enough money.
c :: i lend u.
me :: nah.
c:: so when are u buying it.
me :: THIS week!

usually i ll bring emergency-funds to work, but today i decided to bring lesser and i saw something that i like!! ish.

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;(

today is d worst day since i started work. it has been weeks that i stopped questioning myself whether this job suits me and whether i suited to b in this job, but the question popped in my mind today. i must hang on.

i gotta convince myself that "make mistake at early stage is better than at d later stage. i believe in learning by making mistakes. its alrite if others disagree on it. its one of my philosophies in life."

gonna make myself happy tmw by purchasing something. i found something nice today.

gdnite. ZZZzzzZZ @ 1215am

thats close!

@ 300pm, boss left for appointment,

boss :: just try ur best to buy stock A at hkd3.50 maximum.then sell 20000units of stock B at hkd5.83 minimum.
me :: ok. what if impossible to sell at that price?
boss :: must finish that orders by today.
me :: ok. but impossible to get that prices.

@ 330pm,

me :: helpppp me. i have 4 orders to do but none is done yet. 30 more minutes market gonna clooooose.
colleague sat next to me to help me to decide what price to queue at.
colleague :: queue stock A at hkd3.51.
me :: are u sure. boss wants below 3.50 which is impossibleeeeee!!!
colleague :: hmmm.
me :: don't care la. she said MUST buy today! what bout stock B. its hkd 5.80 now, she wants 5.83 which is impossible.

@350pm,

me :: hmmm what price to queue, the prices she wanted are impossible.

i kept on withdrawing my orders in d computer site, and re-key, then withdraw again, re-key coz the prices i keyed in are impossible to achieve.

@353pm,

colleague :: quick, 7 more minutes to close.
me :: i know. and all 4 orders not done yet.

@356pm

colleague :: y u look calm.
me :: calm outside but panic in my heart.

@357pm,

i screamed!!!!
me :: arghhhhhhhhhh, how how?!

conclusion, bought stock A at higher price and sold stock B at lower price.
crossing fingers that boss wont question me.

i managed to finished my last stock order @359pm, pheeew close to 1 min b4 market close. if i didnt finish my orders, surely kena from boss. pheew.

@4pm,
me :: i dont wanna play this game anymore. can die if everyday like that. now i wanna relax for 10mins.
colleague :: hahaha

i inserted pendrive to boss's laptop and listened to korean songs. ;)

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i told dad that i was done wit my stock order ONE MINUTE b4 the mkt close.
he excitedly told me to read up an article in today's paper that a broker keyed in a buying order at rm17+ when the market price for a share was rm13+. the transaction was successful but the broker made an error by not accidentally keyed in the wrong buying price. the broker gotta pay rm500k.

i read the news half way and got scared.
i told parents "i could foresee that ONE DAY i ll make this mistake and dont know what boss will do with me".

;(

i stumbled upon these in one of d facebook uol group page.

"Remembering the mess and agony that was UoL.
Having many friends in Year 1, less in Year 2 and almost none in Year 3, and close no none in Year 4. That's UoL@HELP for us."

thats what uol life is all about.

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tomorrow m gonna 'shiok- sendiri' with wine. heineman wine from lake erie travelled 12km miles all d way here, or wateva miles - half the globe away from here. so in the mood to open u up after nearly a yr hibernate in my fridge.

;(

dad came back not long after i came back.

dad :: what stock did u buy.
me :: fannie
dad :: us stock. market is dropping and u r buying.

i could interpret his face expression as "my daughter is stupid and very smart of her to buy it, told her not to buy and yet she bought, now it drops"

i continue showing my confidence and would like him to interpret my expression as "dont worry. it ll increase. JUST THE MATTER OF TIME. patient la"

damn jinx, when i started to buy it, 3 days in a row, market dropsssss.

God, are u trying to teach me a lesson. gimme chance to earn money to buy an air tic. hehe.

i shall keep my baby fannie in my pocket!

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today i received a last minute selling order.

after selling it,

me :: i wonder how much that client earns
colleague :: *after calculating* rm50000 PROOOOOFIT!
me :: walau... if i get that amount, i dont need to work for 3 years

received another 75k units to sell from d same client.

me :: *after executing d orders* sold another 75k for him already.
colleague :: another rm100k+ profiiit.
me :: i know. and if thats my money, dont need to work for 5 yrs.
colleague :: crazy la u. stop dreaming.

;(

m gonna b really fugly dead meat.
i have made a big ass mistake buy NOT keying in d foreign shares today b4 i left the office.
no wonder i sat down and thinking why m done with my work at 545pm.

by the way, i was bored at work today despite i have a number of stock orders to do. first time i stared at screen monitoring d prices and nearly closed my eyes to take a nap.

me :: gosh, i want to sleep now.
colleague :: hahaha
boss :: now u know it when d market is not moving.


shittttttttttt.
all i could do is pray that market wont fluctuate today.
forgotten to key in 4 foreign orders.
hope that bankofamerican's price ll not touch 16.40 as d client wanted to buy at 16.30. right now its 16.89.

hope i could still sleep well today.

not hapi right now that d share i bought drops NOW. i have been praying that it drop to d price i wanted for 3 weeks and finally managed to grap it ystday. but bloody hell, it drop TODAY again. why cant it stop dropping from d price i bought and price goes up!!??