i lupe lurve love a skirt i saw in store in pavilion today. i have been talking about it while working, even mentioned it to the cleaner kakak. so gonna geeet it tmw.

me :: this skirt is nice!! *showing it to colleague".
c :: i knew it that u like it.
me :: i love it.
c :: buy it.
me :: i didnt bring enough money.
c :: i lend u.
me :: nah.
c:: so when are u buying it.
me :: THIS week!

usually i ll bring emergency-funds to work, but today i decided to bring lesser and i saw something that i like!! ish.

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;(

today is d worst day since i started work. it has been weeks that i stopped questioning myself whether this job suits me and whether i suited to b in this job, but the question popped in my mind today. i must hang on.

i gotta convince myself that "make mistake at early stage is better than at d later stage. i believe in learning by making mistakes. its alrite if others disagree on it. its one of my philosophies in life."

gonna make myself happy tmw by purchasing something. i found something nice today.

gdnite. ZZZzzzZZ @ 1215am

thats close!

@ 300pm, boss left for appointment,

boss :: just try ur best to buy stock A at hkd3.50 maximum.then sell 20000units of stock B at hkd5.83 minimum.
me :: ok. what if impossible to sell at that price?
boss :: must finish that orders by today.
me :: ok. but impossible to get that prices.

@ 330pm,

me :: helpppp me. i have 4 orders to do but none is done yet. 30 more minutes market gonna clooooose.
colleague sat next to me to help me to decide what price to queue at.
colleague :: queue stock A at hkd3.51.
me :: are u sure. boss wants below 3.50 which is impossibleeeeee!!!
colleague :: hmmm.
me :: don't care la. she said MUST buy today! what bout stock B. its hkd 5.80 now, she wants 5.83 which is impossible.

@350pm,

me :: hmmm what price to queue, the prices she wanted are impossible.

i kept on withdrawing my orders in d computer site, and re-key, then withdraw again, re-key coz the prices i keyed in are impossible to achieve.

@353pm,

colleague :: quick, 7 more minutes to close.
me :: i know. and all 4 orders not done yet.

@356pm

colleague :: y u look calm.
me :: calm outside but panic in my heart.

@357pm,

i screamed!!!!
me :: arghhhhhhhhhh, how how?!

conclusion, bought stock A at higher price and sold stock B at lower price.
crossing fingers that boss wont question me.

i managed to finished my last stock order @359pm, pheeew close to 1 min b4 market close. if i didnt finish my orders, surely kena from boss. pheew.

@4pm,
me :: i dont wanna play this game anymore. can die if everyday like that. now i wanna relax for 10mins.
colleague :: hahaha

i inserted pendrive to boss's laptop and listened to korean songs. ;)

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i told dad that i was done wit my stock order ONE MINUTE b4 the mkt close.
he excitedly told me to read up an article in today's paper that a broker keyed in a buying order at rm17+ when the market price for a share was rm13+. the transaction was successful but the broker made an error by not accidentally keyed in the wrong buying price. the broker gotta pay rm500k.

i read the news half way and got scared.
i told parents "i could foresee that ONE DAY i ll make this mistake and dont know what boss will do with me".

;(

i stumbled upon these in one of d facebook uol group page.

"Remembering the mess and agony that was UoL.
Having many friends in Year 1, less in Year 2 and almost none in Year 3, and close no none in Year 4. That's UoL@HELP for us."

thats what uol life is all about.

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tomorrow m gonna 'shiok- sendiri' with wine. heineman wine from lake erie travelled 12km miles all d way here, or wateva miles - half the globe away from here. so in the mood to open u up after nearly a yr hibernate in my fridge.

;(

dad came back not long after i came back.

dad :: what stock did u buy.
me :: fannie
dad :: us stock. market is dropping and u r buying.

i could interpret his face expression as "my daughter is stupid and very smart of her to buy it, told her not to buy and yet she bought, now it drops"

i continue showing my confidence and would like him to interpret my expression as "dont worry. it ll increase. JUST THE MATTER OF TIME. patient la"

damn jinx, when i started to buy it, 3 days in a row, market dropsssss.

God, are u trying to teach me a lesson. gimme chance to earn money to buy an air tic. hehe.

i shall keep my baby fannie in my pocket!

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today i received a last minute selling order.

after selling it,

me :: i wonder how much that client earns
colleague :: *after calculating* rm50000 PROOOOOFIT!
me :: walau... if i get that amount, i dont need to work for 3 years

received another 75k units to sell from d same client.

me :: *after executing d orders* sold another 75k for him already.
colleague :: another rm100k+ profiiit.
me :: i know. and if thats my money, dont need to work for 5 yrs.
colleague :: crazy la u. stop dreaming.

;(

m gonna b really fugly dead meat.
i have made a big ass mistake buy NOT keying in d foreign shares today b4 i left the office.
no wonder i sat down and thinking why m done with my work at 545pm.

by the way, i was bored at work today despite i have a number of stock orders to do. first time i stared at screen monitoring d prices and nearly closed my eyes to take a nap.

me :: gosh, i want to sleep now.
colleague :: hahaha
boss :: now u know it when d market is not moving.


shittttttttttt.
all i could do is pray that market wont fluctuate today.
forgotten to key in 4 foreign orders.
hope that bankofamerican's price ll not touch 16.40 as d client wanted to buy at 16.30. right now its 16.89.

hope i could still sleep well today.

not hapi right now that d share i bought drops NOW. i have been praying that it drop to d price i wanted for 3 weeks and finally managed to grap it ystday. but bloody hell, it drop TODAY again. why cant it stop dropping from d price i bought and price goes up!!??

having a thingy with genting. oops

genting group co has a number of good looking guys.

why?
coz my boss has 5 new clients today, and 2 are ... good looking.
hahaha..
not just that, i always bump into genting ppl.. and they arent that bad.
m curious why the genting young females dont dress very formal to work?