homesick?

finally i know how wuwu and yoochun feel when they r away from their families.
what dad said was true. it takes 2 weeks for me to really settle down.
he told me to b brave and stick with my decision when i told him "papa, i really dun like it here".
i have no idea why did i say that to him although i really really be thinking bout this place for 2 years. i phoned mom once when shes at her office, to tell her i miss her and i cried. and after 4 mins, i hung up the phone. :)

i had a day off today and shop for grocery which i am not looking forward to. i really had lots of food in my room and yet am still shopping for food. thank god i will b working for the next 13 days. and yupz, no grocery for me which is good. i walked to toyrus from meijer which was having 70% clearance on certain items. i suppose to go to borders to get a really really nice cards, but stoopid grocery bill made me broke. i have ready cut salad in my room and i have no idea how am i gonna keep it for 2 days without fridge. its a challenge to live without fridge.

boring place with interesting ppl.

lol.

the policemen just came at 1245am here, at the girls' dorms to announce to the girls n guys

"its getting late and i need ur cooperation, do not get drunk, fight and keep ur voices down...."

policemen often walk around in this amusement park. we even have policeman in chief position here.

updatee later. gotta run up to level 1 now from this open space wifi area in between the girls' dorm. its freezing cold.
turkish gang sat 7 metres from me has gone back,
taiwanese gant sat next to me has gone back too.
a poland girl sitting next to me right now.
gosh, am laughing at 3 americans. gosh. we r laughing together. they r freaking funn7y. suddenly ask me "do u do nails?" and am like "what???". then asked is poland cold? then the polish girl was like "what? are u talking bout iceland?".. its freaking funny and am having stomache now as am talking to them while typing this.



byeeeeeee.. coooold like nobody biz and am wearing shorts and tshrt now.

30 hours in 4 cities.

ooh yeah... my journey starts in 19 hours time. am going for an amazing-race in 4 cities.

its my turn to hop into the planes. when mac departed, he tried to call me to inform me hes leaving and will meet me in ohio. then 4 hours later, jessica called me and made me jealous that she is gonna board her plane to korea b4 arrive at nj and i promised her that i will meet her in newjersey to shop. last week, candy and joleen called me b4 they depart too. all these peeps are making me jealous...... but i will b doing what they did, tomooooooooorow row row row.

i really wanna

t.h.a.n.k

those that took an effort to meet me up.

sandrababy - i thought she was bullshitting when she told me she MUST meet me before i depart. She took the effort to fetch me after my haircut in uptown despite gotta attend her cheer pratice 2 hours later.

laura, yein, meisan and yien's cousin - laura, u r the best, u simply never count me out whenever yein comes back. u gotta work the next day but yet u took the effort to gather us for drink. ooh yeah, thanks for the carpool. i havent met meisan since we left highschool. enjoy u trip in sandakan. i will b in sandusky. sandakan and sandusky sounds similar rite. haha.

channy - i told her 4 days before i depart. despite she complaining bout her busy schedule at work, she took her one and only rest day in this week to meet up with me in the curve. she bought me a mini card that i really really really like and have been eyeing on it for 2 days. i went to the curve for 2 consecutive days and eat in the same restaurant for 2 days too.

:: when i open the card, the bears will pop out ::

puiee - i know i owe u rm100. u demanded to get it back from me but i told u that am gonna repay u when am back. pls la, i wont b hidding somewhere in a corner of the world just to avoid paying u. rm100 is nothing to u coz u r working.

uncles and aunties - everyone of them who knows am gonna b away, constantly remind me not to carry ppl's luggage when i am being offered, YES SIR AND MADAM! i will put an ego and selfish face when am in d airports.


family sent bro to his hostel, and mom told him to hug me. we hugged and both of us kinda tears out although u called me bitch a day before and we never talk since then. blood is thicker than water! he then smsed to remind me to get an ipod that i promised. alrite alrite. will get pink for u :) hehe

suhui! oops, sorry to call u while u were sleeping. u were the only fren i called. i will get u stuffs as i have promised. i will get someone to pass it to u in perth in dec.

maybe i should follow my frens to go to klia by ERL to avoid having the family-missing-scene. haha. they just refused to accept my offer that they can follow me to airport by car coz afraid of that scene.


let me tell u how silly i was. for the past 4 days, i have been wondering why on earth my luggage was overweight by 9kg! i called jo, who is gonna fly with me besides 3 other frens, and i was scolded for d overweight luggage. i really had no idea why is that so! i packed all the essential stuffs. so ystday i got so fedup and decided to pack it into the 2nd luggage so that each is less than the limited weight ie 23kg. i packed and each weighted 4kg and 10 kg. alrite. all in all 14kg. but how on earth can it be 32kg when its all in one luggage. then at 3am, i realised all these while i read 32pounds as 32kg. i was obviously cursing myself. it kept me worrying for the past 4 days man.


called joleen and candy, and they r waiting for me to ride on the very extreme rides. 17 roller coasters man.

some ppl thinks am bullshitting when i say am going to usa. its ur problem. not mind. dun expect me to give u gifts.

tmw transitting at singapore, but am getting out to meet vivibarbie. prepare me a bed tmw. i need to sleep eventhough its just for 4 hours.

gosh, i will b missing out my spanish shows during weekdays. the story plot is climax now!!
my indonesia show, bawang merah bawang putih!!!
my romantic princess show acted by fiance!!!

cant wait to shopppppp. woolala.
i will b back as a santarina, coz i will b buying gifts for those i have promised.
i might have a luggage-weight-problem.


dad :: when are u gonna b back? meet u in bangkok?
me :: i dunno. u want me to be back before or after my bday? i come back in dec.
dad :: u need to be back early to find for job!!!!!!!!
me :: then ok la. i will b back in nov. but u want me to fly to bangkok?
dad :: ya, meet us there!
me :: coming back by airasia from bangkok will give me problem, coz my luggage will b overweight.
dad :: thats ur problem!



i really really need to have a budgeted life in usa and gotta work extra hard than other ppl to hunt for money. sigh.

sleepy now.

think bout it, i forgotten to call sueannieeee. ooh no!
gonna call mac to say "have u got a RED CARPET prepared for me in cedar?"
and jessica to say "FINALLY we can have lobsters in boston and shop in atlantic city in a mth time!"

bye.

balangbalangkimkim.

i was chatting with auntyjojo, and she once told me she hates her neighbour.

MandeeKimJunMei. haha says:
all u gotta do is do gardening and hunt for more snails to b thrown at ur neighbour's lawn
MandeeKimJunMei. haha says:
:$
J says:
sAD
J says:
NO LAWN TO THROW
MandeeKimJunMei. haha says:
y?
J says:
instaed put them in plastic bag!
MandeeKimJunMei. haha says:
i cant wait to be there and do nasty things to ur neighbour
J says:
soon I'll have strawberry to eat
J says:
don't u dare!
MandeeKimJunMei. haha says:
y not?
J says:
u will get me into trouble


lol. am not gonna listen to her!!

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i went downstairs and this is what dad said in his first sentence of d day to me.

dad :: have u taken a passport pic?
me :: ya, y?
dad :: give us one.
*as i stood at the same place, and dad walked to the kitchen*
me :: why? afraid something happen to me, and u can publish it in obituary session?

lucky dad didnt hear that.

but then i was curious for hours and asked him again why he needed it. i asked whether is it for obituary purpose. he scolded me, "keep ur big mouth shut". then he explained that family doesnt have my latest pic. hmmm... i am still very sure its for the purpose that i have thought of.

:)

frens shopped and m mourning for audit.

ooh man.


frens has been in new jersey for just only a week

sicagirl spent usd150

and chinatattoo spent usd300 ::
coach wallet $75
guess sun glasses $30
CK jeans $39
adidas shoes $37
2 adidas t-shirts
skechers shoes $50 etc


they have another 11 more weeks.

ooh man. ohio to newjersey is like 11 hours of bus ride.
train is also 11 hours, passing thru pittsburgh. yummy.


minutes b4 my paper started, yingyee wanted to calm me down and started talking bout sunglasses, clothes, footwears, bags, purses and movies.

aunties called.
frens called.
"have u packed?" they asked.
well, i still gotta survive thru auditing paper first.

am seriously worrying bout this paper.
too many stuffs to remember.
such as

:: evidence procedure
:: materiality
:: independence
:: audit risk
:: integrity
:: audit report
:: internal control

for eg, in evidence procedure, what kinda evidence should b collected to express ur opinion in financial statement, where and how the evidence should b gathered, what if there isnt sufficient evidence are u gonna go on with ur financial statement. if enough evidence but it isnt reliable what should u do, if evidence is enough but it has errors in it what should u do bla bla bla. its interesting to read on all these, but to output it in d exam....

i just gotta do my best. this yr, the examiners are killing us. frens who have finished their very last papers arent happy and went home after d paper instead of shop. seems that this year, ppl arent looking forward to i-should-do-this-and-that-after-my-last-paper ..

not our typical fav-lecturer.

my eyes popped out from the sockets when i saw this in d newspaper!!

he was a lecturer who all of us dont respect. he comes to class late and dismisses us early. its a waste of our time to wait for him, what more, we dont gain anything from him. all he does is talk bout his usa education whereby its totally different from ours. he even suggested to have a lecture under a tree he saw from the window. my frens and i stared at him. then last yr's 2nd sem, he was fired from our department coz of the complaints we wrote. he told our class that he has released an album, john bought it and actually said his voice sounded above average. gosh... unbelivable, even john didnt believe it.

there was once i complained bout him to my music teacher. when i told her his name, it rang in her head. she continued "one of my students wants to have a vocal class under him". obviously i raised my voice and said "noooooooooo!".


now, this fella lectures in kbu and he still goes on with his stupid attitude ie come to class late and dismiss his students early.

its not the right time to spring clean.

macro paper was a killer. it took me 24 hours to get cool with it. therefore instead of mugging with the next 2 papers, i cleaned my room's drawer. it was just only a compartment. there are half more items in there. its fullllll of dust.

:: supposed to study MA ::

:: and auditing ::

took a break and found some treasures covered with dusts

:: the stickers i bought in a charity carnival more than 4 years ago ::

:: i took out the purse from the drawer and d condition was bad, threw it away after being an owner of it for more than 7 years ::

:: dont laugh :: this was my travelling pass during my preuni days, rm70 per month :: yes i still keep it and do not say am keeping rubbish :: i know its rubbish :: i just love colours, and thats what i like bout d passes ::

:: i found a watch, actually 2 watches :: mom told me to throw it away and she will buy a new one as a gift :: i rejected her offer as i will get one in usa ::

:: aunt gave this 10 years ago :: vi, do u remember it? ::

:: hazel made this for me more than 4 years ago ::


:: meileng bought this when she was in hongkong, could it be 7 years ago? ::