my trip to isetan's klcc is worth it today coz i bought the grey denim skirt i wanted badly (coz i dont have grey denim). i have gone to klplaza's, and it didnt have the size i wanted. then went to isetan's klcc, luck wasnt on my side coz the sales assistant said only one left (wth, i saw so many TODAY - sometimes they lie, damn them). gone to midvalley's, not a single sight of that design i wanted. so today i had the patient to wait for d rapidkl-not-rapid-at-all-bus for 30 minutes, having some glances by car drivers. i hate that feeling of ppl looking at me and am a frequent bus rider. sometimes i just wanna show them my lovely 3rd finger (alrite, i dont dare... u know ppl nowdays are crazy and they might come out with parangs). a lady walked towards the busstop and she asked me what bus am i taking. eventually she gave me her bus ticket, i saved rm1 :) many months ago, i found a bus tix outside college, so i took it and gave it to a guy who was holding rm1 while waiting for not-so-rapid-after-all-dummy-bus.
i have the habit of chucking my new stuffs (its still in the plastic bag for days), on the floor. i need to scrap that habit away. a few of my clothes are still with its price tags. well, santarina bought for me an expensive top (top which i reluctant to get it), a month ago, and its still in the plastic bag, in my wardrobe... am sorry for 'abandon' it.
* am wondering why leehom sung- track 10 from the new album@minute 2'50- out of tune so-not-him. he has been singing a handful of out-of-tune in his songs. firstly, in 'heroes of the earth concert in taiwan (dvd)' - ...jin GOT the solution to the polution.... secondly in 花田錯 song in d dvd, in the first quarter... ooh yeah, was in kinokuniya (i dont know how to say it last time :)) and i have searched high and low for his piano sheet book but couldnt find it. impossible there isnt of his pianosheetbook in msia.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Monday, August 13, 2007
the sweet escape
1st hunt for dental surgery clinic::
after 4 rounds of merry-go-round, i finally settled for a parking space. the recommended dentist wasnt on duty today. so i made an appointment tmw at 12pm.
i just wanna get over with dentist-must-see-my-teeth. so i decided to go to ss2. fren helped me out to hunt for dental surgery clinic above the shops as i drove d car. there are 4 dental surgery clinics in ss2 as far as i know.
2nd hunt ::
i stayed in the car while fren helped me out to find info. it was 1245pm, and he is closing his clinic for lunch. he says he does braces.
saw a parking lot, and its mine. felt excited to see dentist edi.
3rd hunt::
its closed.
4th hunt::
the assistant doesnt know english. crapness. with fren's help as a translator, the dentist is on lunch and will be back in an hour time. crapz. and the interior design in the clinic doesnt satisfy me.
i was hungry. "lets have lunch", i said.
"no, we cant have until you see a dentist", fren was being helpful.
5th hunt::
i cant remember this visit. i think its closed. my memory isnt good now. its rusty resulting from a very long summer break.
"i am not fated to have a visit to see dentist. not fated to have braces too. how many have we visited" i said.
so, we hopped into mcdees. i had carbonated drink. i was whining bout it coz the sweetness will be complained by da dentist if da dentist ever check my teeth.
decided to go to the 2nd dental clinic after much consideration. so there i was, with heart beats beating faster than the usual rate. i made sounds, whining, wanted to get out from there and persuading fren to enter the room with me, were all i did to past the time. my turn arrived. da dentist checked my teeth after i asked him whether do i need to have braces and how to correct my gums. my fuckin jaw and set of teeth were shivering. my fren saw it. no doubt that da dentist saw it too. i was like "shit. why am i feeling like this. hide ur fear".
da dentist :: you dont need to have braces. just leave it as it is.
me :: are u sure?
da dentist :: yes. but u need to extract ur lower right wisdom tooth.
after scaling and polishing (i cant have lots of water in my mouth. i tend to puke it out. da dentist said that its just water and be good with it for few times..), i was satisfied with the service and also the fees.
he repeated that "forget bout braces. you dont need it". i was damn surpised - what a sweet escape am going thru. my mom said my teeth condition is terrible. her bad.
i might be going for another dentist consultation whether do i need to have braces on. yes, i dont believe that i dun need to have one.
prolly i will give it to my neighbour after playing it for few days.
after 4 rounds of merry-go-round, i finally settled for a parking space. the recommended dentist wasnt on duty today. so i made an appointment tmw at 12pm.
i just wanna get over with dentist-must-see-my-teeth. so i decided to go to ss2. fren helped me out to hunt for dental surgery clinic above the shops as i drove d car. there are 4 dental surgery clinics in ss2 as far as i know.
2nd hunt ::
i stayed in the car while fren helped me out to find info. it was 1245pm, and he is closing his clinic for lunch. he says he does braces.
saw a parking lot, and its mine. felt excited to see dentist edi.
3rd hunt::
its closed.
4th hunt::
the assistant doesnt know english. crapness. with fren's help as a translator, the dentist is on lunch and will be back in an hour time. crapz. and the interior design in the clinic doesnt satisfy me.
i was hungry. "lets have lunch", i said.
"no, we cant have until you see a dentist", fren was being helpful.
5th hunt::
i cant remember this visit. i think its closed. my memory isnt good now. its rusty resulting from a very long summer break.
"i am not fated to have a visit to see dentist. not fated to have braces too. how many have we visited" i said.
so, we hopped into mcdees. i had carbonated drink. i was whining bout it coz the sweetness will be complained by da dentist if da dentist ever check my teeth.
decided to go to the 2nd dental clinic after much consideration. so there i was, with heart beats beating faster than the usual rate. i made sounds, whining, wanted to get out from there and persuading fren to enter the room with me, were all i did to past the time. my turn arrived. da dentist checked my teeth after i asked him whether do i need to have braces and how to correct my gums. my fuckin jaw and set of teeth were shivering. my fren saw it. no doubt that da dentist saw it too. i was like "shit. why am i feeling like this. hide ur fear".
da dentist :: you dont need to have braces. just leave it as it is.
me :: are u sure?
da dentist :: yes. but u need to extract ur lower right wisdom tooth.
after scaling and polishing (i cant have lots of water in my mouth. i tend to puke it out. da dentist said that its just water and be good with it for few times..), i was satisfied with the service and also the fees.
he repeated that "forget bout braces. you dont need it". i was damn surpised - what a sweet escape am going thru. my mom said my teeth condition is terrible. her bad.
i might be going for another dentist consultation whether do i need to have braces on. yes, i dont believe that i dun need to have one.
prolly i will give it to my neighbour after playing it for few days.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
the dentist
malaysia is sending four Malaysian men's singles players and four men's pairs to compete the world badminton champion!!! 4 doubles representative from a country in one competition is said to be alot. if all fail to reach finals... hope rexy wont resign as a coach. he is a heck of a coach. where do u see a coach that will confiscate players' cellphones during trainings? its funny to read the reason why he wants to be a coach for msians. he said he felt guilty for winning 2 big tournaments over msians players, and he told himself that one day he will pay what he has taken from msians.
am going to da dentist soon. am nervous nowwwww. hope my legs wont tremble while driving to my fren's house to accompany me to see da dentist. big girls need companion. am ready to hear shit comments from da dentist. my lower wisdom teeth are still growing. how on earth its gonna be extracted. dunno la. my second fear is visits to see dentists. 10 years back (yes, it has been a long time ago) was my last visit to sripetaling's annual teeth check up. and 5 teeth that lady extracted because all were overlapping. it was before recess. i didnt cry. big girls dont cry. when i came back for class, my frens looked at me. i couldnt eat during school break and lunch. i think i recover fast. i need classical musics to calm myself...
as i am done with this post, what a coincidence that 'dont be afraid' song is playing in my playlist. leehom can listen to me sometimes. telepathy, is what we have! stop laughing alrite. i need to eat my kiwi now to satisfy myself before heading to da dentist.
am going to da dentist soon. am nervous nowwwww. hope my legs wont tremble while driving to my fren's house to accompany me to see da dentist. big girls need companion. am ready to hear shit comments from da dentist. my lower wisdom teeth are still growing. how on earth its gonna be extracted. dunno la. my second fear is visits to see dentists. 10 years back (yes, it has been a long time ago) was my last visit to sripetaling's annual teeth check up. and 5 teeth that lady extracted because all were overlapping. it was before recess. i didnt cry. big girls dont cry. when i came back for class, my frens looked at me. i couldnt eat during school break and lunch. i think i recover fast. i need classical musics to calm myself...
as i am done with this post, what a coincidence that 'dont be afraid' song is playing in my playlist. leehom can listen to me sometimes. telepathy, is what we have! stop laughing alrite. i need to eat my kiwi now to satisfy myself before heading to da dentist.
bu yao pa, manda!
Thursday, August 2, 2007
w.o.r.k.
[edited]
theboss cheated my money! shes really a difficult boss to please, thank god i have nothing whatsoever projects with her. when she paid my salary, she said "i dont know how productive u are. however am gonna pay u according to this list". bloody hell.. i worked overtime, 99% of d days. and she dare to say like this.
tmw -sat, am working. maybe on sun am gonna work. i gotta find a time to do my laundry. its pillingggg.
i have been eating alot, as much as a lady who is expecting her first child.
today::
morning - 6 currypuffs. wanted 9!
noon - economy rice (toufu, egg, brinjal)
tea - a piece of carrot cake.
late tea - 2 lekos, 2 pisang goreng
dinner - chicken cordon bleu in secret recipe, then took some fries from other plate, 2 mangosteens. (i wanted kiwi, but gotta control)
ystday::
morning - 3 currypuffs
noon - super duper huge rice wrapped with egg, and d dish is banjir with starchy soup with 3 praws, few pieces of squid, vege and meat. damn worth is for rm6.
dinner - normal dinner, followed by a pack of Twisties.
tomorrow::
am craving for subway's breakfast. damn. damn.
bro has been controlling my food. he was the one that always eat and i controlled him. now, we are in the opposite position.
what has, make me eat alot? depress? nervous? afraid? anxious? my heart has been pumping faster, eventhough am lying down to lullaby myself.
me :: i promise i will exercise next week. let me eat all i want this week. during college days, i wont eat alot already la.
bro :: yeah rite la
theboss cheated my money! shes really a difficult boss to please, thank god i have nothing whatsoever projects with her. when she paid my salary, she said "i dont know how productive u are. however am gonna pay u according to this list". bloody hell.. i worked overtime, 99% of d days. and she dare to say like this.
tmw -sat, am working. maybe on sun am gonna work. i gotta find a time to do my laundry. its pillingggg.
i have been eating alot, as much as a lady who is expecting her first child.
today::
morning - 6 currypuffs. wanted 9!
noon - economy rice (toufu, egg, brinjal)
tea - a piece of carrot cake.
late tea - 2 lekos, 2 pisang goreng
dinner - chicken cordon bleu in secret recipe, then took some fries from other plate, 2 mangosteens. (i wanted kiwi, but gotta control)
ystday::
morning - 3 currypuffs
noon - super duper huge rice wrapped with egg, and d dish is banjir with starchy soup with 3 praws, few pieces of squid, vege and meat. damn worth is for rm6.
dinner - normal dinner, followed by a pack of Twisties.
tomorrow::
am craving for subway's breakfast. damn. damn.
bro has been controlling my food. he was the one that always eat and i controlled him. now, we are in the opposite position.
what has, make me eat alot? depress? nervous? afraid? anxious? my heart has been pumping faster, eventhough am lying down to lullaby myself.
me :: i promise i will exercise next week. let me eat all i want this week. during college days, i wont eat alot already la.
bro :: yeah rite la
Saturday, July 28, 2007
this cant be true.
we were on the way home after seeing a new well-planned township. the houses are beautifulshit. i just couldnt take my eyes away from the houses. the enviroment is so grassy greeny. the air is fresh. smells grassy. i would take the initiative to burn my fats as playgrounds and walking pavements are accessible. so many kindergartens in that area. i saw quite a number of kids in the playground.i saw a beagle doggie too.
(greeny isnt it. can u smell the grass??)
santa :: we shift in here and sell sec14 house.
bro and me :: NOOOO!!!
santarina laughed.
i have been leaving in sec14 house in all my life. many memories in this house. sweet memories. bitter memories. happy memories. shitty memories. dark memories. funny memories. u name it, i experienced it. its the place where i held my 1st birthday, having a huge donald duck cake, surrounded by my cousins. its the place i watched hongkong tvdrama with my grandma. its the place i had 3 maids seeing me grow. its the place my 3 doggies left me. its the place my house is like a motel once in the while.
its such a convenient place to live in. whenever i feel or need to go out (if no car is available), i would take a 2 minutes walk to the bus stop and mumble why the bus hasnt arrived. malls are near. my midvalley. my oneutama. my thecurve. my jaya. and yes, jaya 33 is ready and vietnam kitchen is where i have been waiting for without going to oneutama. i always think that i will be staying in this house for a very long time.
the new residential area is so out of the place. i dont see any busses. no lrt, only ktm - i was told that. i have sat ktm once in my whole life. my transportation mode is usually lrt. so if i were to be in these deserted-township-but-its-beautifulshit, i will not get out from the house unless its trips to tesco, which its gonna build really soon in this town. i know nuts bout that area. no tall offices. no offices at all so far. how to work like this. moreover i dislike travelling so far to work. shall wait for a hot guy to pick me up and marry me and give me a green light not to work and stay in the house.
noooo.. noooooo...
(greeny isnt it. can u smell the grass??)
santa :: we shift in here and sell sec14 house.
bro and me :: NOOOO!!!
santarina laughed.
i have been leaving in sec14 house in all my life. many memories in this house. sweet memories. bitter memories. happy memories. shitty memories. dark memories. funny memories. u name it, i experienced it. its the place where i held my 1st birthday, having a huge donald duck cake, surrounded by my cousins. its the place i watched hongkong tvdrama with my grandma. its the place i had 3 maids seeing me grow. its the place my 3 doggies left me. its the place my house is like a motel once in the while.
its such a convenient place to live in. whenever i feel or need to go out (if no car is available), i would take a 2 minutes walk to the bus stop and mumble why the bus hasnt arrived. malls are near. my midvalley. my oneutama. my thecurve. my jaya. and yes, jaya 33 is ready and vietnam kitchen is where i have been waiting for without going to oneutama. i always think that i will be staying in this house for a very long time.
the new residential area is so out of the place. i dont see any busses. no lrt, only ktm - i was told that. i have sat ktm once in my whole life. my transportation mode is usually lrt. so if i were to be in these deserted-township-but-its-beautifulshit, i will not get out from the house unless its trips to tesco, which its gonna build really soon in this town. i know nuts bout that area. no tall offices. no offices at all so far. how to work like this. moreover i dislike travelling so far to work. shall wait for a hot guy to pick me up and marry me and give me a green light not to work and stay in the house.
noooo.. noooooo...
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
potter the pothead
my jaw dropped after reading this.
9 times????7 times????
3 times????
i have a story book whereby the pages have turned yellow, and its one of my favourites. well, am quite shy to say that i have only read it thrice. it has been with me for 10 years or so.
i have never seen anybody read as many times as tjun. amazing. and ooh-this-is-so-great coz i havent even read any of pothead series. asked bro and he doesnt have the first series.
Friday, July 20, 2007
taggedtagged
I have been tagged…by a girl whose bday was last week. since i didnt get to phone her (i tried but it said the number i called is uncontactable, no idea la, i got thru last year, but not this year)
this is for you
SU HUI
1. Do you ever lie about your age?
always... i always answer am 16, if they said am lying, i said 18. and thats it, they believe. my 10 years old kiddo neighbour, asked me, so i said am form 1. and he requested for my UPSR books. it happened last year.
2. Do you prefer “sensitive guys” or “tough guys”? obviously TOUGH guys. sensitive guys damn difficult to entertain. sikit sikit merajuk. lebih baik i choose not to layan them.
3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys? natural colour. if they have dark haired, dont dye it blonde to be an outstanding one in the crowd. its occay to dye dark brown or light brown or bla bla, but not blonde or white or whateva colours labelled as ahbengs-the-lala.
4. Are you currently single?
yes. i have been asked 'why are you still single, time to get one right'. i believe in this quote 'when it comes, it comes'. am not the type that try so hard to find one desperately. i-jual-mahal-kinda-person.
5. How many things in your past do you regret?
alot in the past. quite a number currently too. the latest is not bothered to study a few topics for exam. it used to be like-one-topic-asked-in-a-question. but this year, the examiner went lunatic by combining 3-topics-in-a-question-separated-into-subsections. these few days, am having fear and kept thinking what are the examiners doing now. this month is a crucial and busy month for them as they will be marking hundreds of scripts rather than tanning themselves under the sun during summer.
6. Do you have a best friend? 
they said 'dogs are men best frens'. i have lost 3 doggies. sad. i have close frens.
7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
i always wanted to be this and that and this and theres no ending in the list. in other words, i-want-to-be-miss-everything. however, recently i have been pondering and drafted out my directions. marketing isnt my line, i think its a dumb job. i prefer jobs that i can link to what i have studied. coz its a waste of money if i cant adopt what i have learnt into my jobs. am gonna work in audit firms. they said you will work long hours in this line. who cares. no pain, no gain. i dont like repetitive jobs. audit isnt. I DONT KNOW. ask me 5 years from now, i will give u a different answer.
8. Who was the last person you hugged? *ponder*i cant remember. did i hug MJ? if its not, then its shuann, in, cant remember when.
9. Have you ever had your heart broken? everybody has experienced this...
10. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery? sometimes we are not satisfied on what we look and have. i saw a handicapped person walking pass me, and am graceful of what i have. and never thought of having one anymore. does eye laser consider one? i want to go thru it.
11. Do you like your life?
i love my life if am window cleaner in wuchun's gym or his maid in this house. neeway, life gotta go on no matter what.
12. Do you shop at Hollister?
i have one top from Hollister. i hate that top coz of the arms' cutting. try my best not to wear it sooo often.
13. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
no. if this happen, she will be labelled as bloody bitch.
14. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back? no. yes. maybe. i dont know. have u back stabbed me?
15. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys? girls. i came from girls school. what can i expect.
16. How long have you had friendster? just checked. since oct 2003.
17. Have you ever cheated on someone?
nope. if its 'have you ever LIED', then yes. nobody is so honest in their entire precious life. sometimes we gotta lie to make it look good.
18. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
haha.
19. Have you ever slapped a guy in the face? yes, a fren. he wanted to slap me back. we were playing. i will not allow any guys to land their palms on my cheek. coz i remember my tutor once said "never let a guy slap you. guys, dont ever do this to girls". neeway, i have been slapped and i was angry and didnt talk to the 'slapper' for months coz i felt hurt. nobody knows my history.
20. What is one of your biggest fears? living with frenchfries lovers. silly. if you dont know, am speechless...
21. Have you ever skipped class? yes. consider alot. am not the-girl-next-door.
22. Has anyone close to you ever passed away? Yes. i miss my grandma.
23. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? yes. average once in 2 months.
24. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head? my grandma? yes, i do miss her. it has been 6 years. *feel like crying now*
25. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”? Depends on the situation…
26. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out that you were right? yes, i experienced it twice. i can sense when someone is holding their last breath.
27. Do you ever wish you were famous?
yes, for good purposes.
28. Do u ever wish u were a guy? occasionally. but as i grow older, am glad am fated to be a female.
29. Do you think girls smell nice in perfume?
yes.
30.The moment of terror! I tagggg…. DENIECE (are you gonna give me face, am ur 17-yrs of fren!!!)
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