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I have been tagged…by a girl whose bday was last week. since i didnt get to phone her (i tried but it said the number i called is uncontactable, no idea la, i got thru last year, but not this year)

this is for you
SU HUI

1. Do you ever lie about your age?

always... i always answer am 16, if they said am lying, i said 18. and thats it, they believe. my 10 years old kiddo neighbour, asked me, so i said am form 1. and he requested for my UPSR books. it happened last year.

2. Do you prefer “sensitive guys” or “tough guys”? obviously TOUGH guys. sensitive guys damn difficult to entertain. sikit sikit merajuk. lebih baik i choose not to layan them.

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys? natural colour. if they have dark haired, dont dye it blonde to be an outstanding one in the crowd. its occay to dye dark brown or light brown or bla bla, but not blonde or white or whateva colours labelled as ahbengs-the-lala.

4. Are you currently single?

yes. i have been asked 'why are you still single, time to get one right'. i believe in this quote 'when it comes, it comes'. am not the type that try so hard to find one desperately. i-jual-mahal-kinda-person.

5. How many things in your past do you regret?
alot in the past. quite a number currently too. the latest is not bothered to study a few topics for exam. it used to be like-one-topic-asked-in-a-question. but this year, the examiner went lunatic by combining 3-topics-in-a-question-separated-into-subsections. these few days, am having fear and kept thinking what are the examiners doing now. this month is a crucial and busy month for them as they will be marking hundreds of scripts rather than tanning themselves under the sun during summer.

6. Do you have a best friend?
they said 'dogs are men best frens'. i have lost 3 doggies. sad. i have close frens.

7. What do you want to be when you grow up?

i always wanted to be this and that and this and theres no ending in the list. in other words, i-want-to-be-miss-everything. however, recently i have been pondering and drafted out my directions. marketing isnt my line, i think its a dumb job. i prefer jobs that i can link to what i have studied. coz its a waste of money if i cant adopt what i have learnt into my jobs. am gonna work in audit firms. they said you will work long hours in this line. who cares. no pain, no gain. i dont like repetitive jobs. audit isnt. I DONT KNOW. ask me 5 years from now, i will give u a different answer.

8. Who was the last person you hugged? *ponder*i cant remember. did i hug MJ? if its not, then its shuann, in, cant remember when.

9. Have you ever had your heart broken? everybody has experienced this...

10. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery? sometimes we are not satisfied on what we look and have. i saw a handicapped person walking pass me, and am graceful of what i have. and never thought of having one anymore. does eye laser consider one? i want to go thru it.

11. Do you like your life?

i love my life if am window cleaner in wuchun's gym or his maid in this house. neeway, life gotta go on no matter what.

12. Do you shop at Hollister?

i have one top from Hollister. i hate that top coz of the arms' cutting. try my best not to wear it sooo often.

13. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
no. if this happen, she will be labelled as bloody bitch.

14. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back? no. yes. maybe. i dont know. have u back stabbed me?

15. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys? girls. i came from girls school. what can i expect.

16. How long have you had friendster? just checked. since oct 2003.

17. Have you ever cheated on someone?

nope. if its 'have you ever LIED', then yes. nobody is so honest in their entire precious life. sometimes we gotta lie to make it look good.

18. Has anyone ever cheated on you?

haha.

19. Have you ever slapped a guy in the face? yes, a fren. he wanted to slap me back. we were playing. i will not allow any guys to land their palms on my cheek. coz i remember my tutor once said "never let a guy slap you. guys, dont ever do this to girls". neeway, i have been slapped and i was angry and didnt talk to the 'slapper' for months coz i felt hurt. nobody knows my history.

20. What is one of your biggest fears? living with frenchfries lovers. silly. if you dont know, am speechless...

21. Have you ever skipped class? yes. consider alot. am not the-girl-next-door.

22. Has anyone close to you ever passed away? Yes. i miss my grandma.

23. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? yes. average once in 2 months.

24. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head? my grandma? yes, i do miss her. it has been 6 years. *feel like crying now*

25. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”? Depends on the situation…

26. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out that you were right? yes, i experienced it twice. i can sense when someone is holding their last breath.

27. Do you ever wish you were famous?

yes, for good purposes.

28. Do u ever wish u were a guy? occasionally. but as i grow older, am glad am fated to be a female.

29. Do you think girls smell nice in perfume?

yes.

30.The moment of terror! I tagggg…. DENIECE (are you gonna give me face, am ur 17-yrs of fren!!!)

punk'd the wrong person

phone rang and i was bewildered. *i stared at the phone for few seconds* coz i seldom pick up the house phone.

me :: hello.
crazyfella :: is mr quek in?
me :: he is not in.
crazyfella :: he supposed to be with his group of frens now. he hasnt arrived.
me :: ooh. is it?
crazyfella :: where is he?
me :: i dont know. i dont know bout his programme.
crazyfella :: can u contact him?
me :: do you have his number? i will give it to u. its ...
crazyfella :: ok. but can u contact him?

and so i called santa immediately. was worried where he has gone.

me :: hello. where are you.
*the background is so noisy*
me :: you supposed to be with ur frens now.
santa :: yes. i am with them. they are gila. can u pls get ur mom.
me :: she is sleeping edi.
santa :: my frens are gila now.

old peeps yet they still play this game. initially they supposed to punk'd santarina. hahaha.. too bad. but heck, lucky i called santa. maybe it was an indirect test to see whether am concern of santa's whereabout.



felt quite happy coz four young ladies in four different countries chatted in msn. although its a short conversation with two of them, but heck, its nice to have a get-together-in-msn. am quite lazy. i havent even transferred pics in sg to d com. it has been 2 weeks. i need a time off. sigh.

spin d turntable

after so long, and so.... i found a fren who knows bout dj-ing n turntable.


fierceatfirst:: ok. i tell u what. u go to XXX and find YYY.
djwannabe:: ok. no prob. ur fren's name is so... eer... elegant. (the name is something else, not YYY).
fierceatfirst:: when u wanna be a dj, u cant use amanda anymore.
*as fierceatfirst walks off*
djwannabe:: i can be dj panda.
friendliestnomatterwhat:: hahaha. that sounds cute.

so, today, friendliestnomatterwhat calls me dj panda. fierceatfirst calls me dj-p.

recollection

check this out.... i bet you will be having the feeling of ::

i-miss-school-lives...
i-wanna-go-back-to-school...
where life is less complicated...
all we do is..
go to school, go to other classes and chat with our friends till morning bell rings, and then need to line up outside to wait for our respective teachers to save us. sometimes we could cheekily go to other classes' lines. we will make annoying junior prefects get irritated by giving them nonsense excuses for not cutting our nails like "i didnt cut coz i need to play guitar"... personally i get very annoyed with those junior prefects whereby they check out bloody nails every morning and so one day i said loudly and sarcastically "WAH!! my nails grew 1 cm today". i think the prefect blacklisted me in her personal list. some will pretend not to line up by putting our heavy heads on the table and falling asleep like a dead frog in the class.

http://www.xanga.com/chanyy3e/598129735/teachers-day.html

yes, i work on saturday. fugly shit. i wanna resign coz fugly ppl smoke in the air-con office. my brain a lil damage or something like that. headache ystday after getting back from overtime. and boring fugly nonsense work. and i fuglying need to breathe cigar smell for 9 hours. i opened the window but it didnt help that much.

either am stress or overwork or tired, as d result....

popiah seller :: its rm 1.40
me :: *i gave her rm1 rather than rm5*

*****************

santarina :: you understand what the fella is talking?
me :: yes, he asking for rm3.10 *its in mandarin*
me continue :: i have trained myself bout prices-issues in singapore. coz singapore ppl talk in teochew
santarina :: they talk in mandarin and hokkien
me :: what did i said just now
pms :: u seid teochew
me :: what did i said
pms and santarina :: teochew
me :: ooh.. okok. i get it.


and its 15july today. am late to wish suhui happy bday. gotta make a call tmw. pardon me.. i even didnt read newspaper since 28july and only managed to read today's newspaper two hours ago.
see.. am such a bambi.
i thought i have a bambi pic in my com, but i cant find it. am-so-not-organized-now.

i dragged santarina to watch leehom's dvd with me.

santarina :: today i was in the same lift as daniel lee and i didnt know. he got out from the lift and a girl whispered his name. and then i called his name, he turned back and smiled.

santarina continued :: his face is sooo smooth, fair and red. and he looks like a girl.

me :: walau eeh.. you must recognize leehom if he ever in the same lift as you!!! and you MUST talk to him.

santarina :: what to talk?

me :: *wanted to say 'give ur daughter's number to him' or ' invite him for dinner'* just say that your daughter likes *pause* your music.

santarina :: yeah rite. u like him coz he is good looking.

me :: no lah. his music is nice.....


today stayed overtime in office sorting out stuffs. and a a a a guy came, and and and his face is longer than wuchun's. and and he is fair. nice body.. haha. i know its nice la although he didnt tuck in his working clothes. shit, i forgotten his name. must ask my colleague tmw. *yes, naik miang edi since i cant get wuchun*



*************
as days pass by, am afraid
afraid of
afraid of losing it
afraid of shadowing myself again

no hiding,
it will never get any good.
no crying,
the tears wont create miracle.
you gotta promise yourself this.

be prepared.
stand strong.


enough said. nites.

gone

i lost my blog template!!!

coz my itchy fingers wanted to try something new, and therefore click this and that and without me noticing it, i deleted my template. now, its in html, and i know nothing bout it.