yes, i work on saturday. fugly shit. i wanna resign coz fugly ppl smoke in the air-con office. my brain a lil damage or something like that. headache ystday after getting back from overtime. and boring fugly nonsense work. and i fuglying need to breathe cigar smell for 9 hours. i opened the window but it didnt help that much.

either am stress or overwork or tired, as d result....

popiah seller :: its rm 1.40
me :: *i gave her rm1 rather than rm5*

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santarina :: you understand what the fella is talking?
me :: yes, he asking for rm3.10 *its in mandarin*
me continue :: i have trained myself bout prices-issues in singapore. coz singapore ppl talk in teochew
santarina :: they talk in mandarin and hokkien
me :: what did i said just now
pms :: u seid teochew
me :: what did i said
pms and santarina :: teochew
me :: ooh.. okok. i get it.


and its 15july today. am late to wish suhui happy bday. gotta make a call tmw. pardon me.. i even didnt read newspaper since 28july and only managed to read today's newspaper two hours ago.
see.. am such a bambi.
i thought i have a bambi pic in my com, but i cant find it. am-so-not-organized-now.

i dragged santarina to watch leehom's dvd with me.

santarina :: today i was in the same lift as daniel lee and i didnt know. he got out from the lift and a girl whispered his name. and then i called his name, he turned back and smiled.

santarina continued :: his face is sooo smooth, fair and red. and he looks like a girl.

me :: walau eeh.. you must recognize leehom if he ever in the same lift as you!!! and you MUST talk to him.

santarina :: what to talk?

me :: *wanted to say 'give ur daughter's number to him' or ' invite him for dinner'* just say that your daughter likes *pause* your music.

santarina :: yeah rite. u like him coz he is good looking.

me :: no lah. his music is nice.....


today stayed overtime in office sorting out stuffs. and a a a a guy came, and and and his face is longer than wuchun's. and and he is fair. nice body.. haha. i know its nice la although he didnt tuck in his working clothes. shit, i forgotten his name. must ask my colleague tmw. *yes, naik miang edi since i cant get wuchun*



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as days pass by, am afraid
afraid of
afraid of losing it
afraid of shadowing myself again

no hiding,
it will never get any good.
no crying,
the tears wont create miracle.
you gotta promise yourself this.

be prepared.
stand strong.


enough said. nites.

gone

i lost my blog template!!!

coz my itchy fingers wanted to try something new, and therefore click this and that and without me noticing it, i deleted my template. now, its in html, and i know nothing bout it.

the slow dance

have you ever watched kids,
on a merry-go-round?
or listened to the rain,
slapping on the ground?

ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

you better slow down
don't dance so fast
time is short.
the music won't last

do you run through each day,
on the fly?

when you ask 'how are you'?
do you hear the reply?

when the day is done
do you lie in your bed
with the next hundred chores
running through your head?

you better slow down
don't dance so fast
time is short.
the music won't last.

when you run so fast to get somewhere
you miss half the fun of getting there
when you worry and hurry through your day
it is like an unopened gift...

throw away
life is not a race.


-a simple poem, written by an ill lil girl-


hmm.. if i take things slowly, am losing to others. if i take things fast, am missing out the fun. life is just a game. we study, work and do some junks that we think worth to do, just to fill the blanks in our lives before its time for us to lay in the coffin....

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i hopped into a fragrance shop
and i flopped
over anna sui's,
if you like body-shower-fragrance,
dolly girl is the one.
its a light smell fragrance.

*the one i tried was green in colour, is it the same*

maggie ooh maggie

mandee says:
guess what. a python went missing from its cage in the amphitheatre
mandee says:
and the trainers were panic
S.Antz says:
eeee........... were u scared???
mandee says:
trainer told the host "stop the show, it went missing"
mandee says:
they didnt mention what animal went missing
mandee says:
trainer was calling for maggie
mandee says:
and maggie was found at the 3rd row
mandee says:
and i was above 7th
mandee says:
LUCKYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY u know
mandee says:
i cant imagine if d snake was near my feet
S.Antz says:
Hahahha........ i think they use this trick in all the safari
S.Antz says:
Er, the declaration that it went missing is suppose to be false
mandee says:
CHEHHHHHHHHHHHHH
mandee says:
jahanam punya safari
S.Antz says:
Haha... trust me, u go sentosa animal show also use same tactic


am a fool. pics of it later.

two hours is enough

am excited to meet mayjiun tmw. yippie. i always feel comfortable talking to her. when she tells stories, she will tell from the beginning till the end. hope she will bring me around and show me the good-and-nice side of sg. i smsed santa and told him i begun to dislike sg. santa replied "not even 2 hours u r there and u r like this..."

today entered zara and mng. the place is like a market. the number of crazee ppl can be seen when msia's jaya jusco is having a one-day-member-sale. but s'poreans' attitudes r worse. clothes can be seen on the floor, like they-campak-it-to-d-floor-coz-wanna-create-riot. and clothes drop on the floor, they close one eye and walk over it. think bout it, msians r more civilised. whats the matter of sg's women??!!! they like to pushhhhhh. ooh pls, the clothes dont have legs!! they shop for clothes like tmw is not gonna come.

mayjiun must help me to throw the bad impressions of sg.........

*i wish mom is here to shop with me*

pic later.

the uncertainty

piles of clothes to be washed.
stacks of papers to be cleared.

yes it has been nearly a month my exam ended and yet my stuffs are still lying on d table. i have never been this lazy to clear and clean my stuffs. what happen to me this year. why am i not excited to clear my stuffs hours after my last paper? perhaps i felt there ARE uncertaintIES in my life. i have learnt not to be excited in certain areas.


quote ::
life is full of uncertainties. its like huge ice blocks blocking a long straight path. when will i be able not to have any obstacles?