so, where to?

for the past 2 days, it has been hectic coz colleague wont be around till this thurs. ystday i was tired to visit pavilion during lunch. today i managed to squeeze some time for a trip to pavilion and its paid off coz i bought some stuffs. i packed my food from downstairs even before lunch. "who cares if client wanna trade stocks 7 mins before lunch, m gonna grab my food!"

at 5pm-ish, i checked my phone and only to realise that i have received 2 texts. one texted at 1130am asking for lunch. another texted during lunch to ask how am i.

gave a called to a fren
me :: did u see stock xxx flew after lunch?".
he :: so did u buy? 1000 or 10000 stocks? you told me before bout xxx, i have been checking it out.
me ::are u teasing me, u know m totally broke to buy. i wanna buy also no money la.

then our conversation diverted to business partnership where he talked bout it mths ago. we gonna talk face to face bout that 'biz' this week.

he :: u r the perfect person for this, but man.... u sucks sucks SUCKS big time
me :: i know. my chinese rite"
he :: yes ur chinese, can u go and enrol to chinese classes at d moment. u really sucks in it.
me :: i can talk in BM to d clients.
he :: the clients hate to speak in BM. dont tell me u r gonna say "nak beli berapa? sepuluh ribu? seribu?, pls go and enrol to mandarin class!


should i be semi-self-employed at this age? does it outweigh where am i standing now?

i guess taking the risk now is better than in coming years. coz if it fails at my early years, its not late to move to other path. hmmmmmmmmmm